A girl I met on the sugar baby site was going to be homeless. I live in a 4 bedroom house by myself so I asked if she wanted to stay here for a week until she found her new place. I did this on a whim and did it to get out of my comfort zone. What better way to ease anxiety?

I was nervous before she got here. I thought she would think I was weird, etc.

My dick doesn't work because of ED until my surgery. She knew this before she got here. Otherwise, I probably would have fucked her and maybe some of her friends. Anyway... During the first 3 days, we became friends and talked about all kinds of stuff. Every topic you can think of. I took her out to dinner one night. I was kind of in "trying to impress mode."

I had ample opportunity to ask to do oral on her, but I just didn't want to. I get nothing out of that and I don't know her all that well.

After 3-4 days, it got old and I wanted my house back, but I did tell her a week. She babysits at her friends house during the day to save up to move. We barely talked after that. We would each just go do our separate things during the day, then sleep. Kind of like an old sex-less married couple.

One thing that stuck out was my addiction to alcohol and cigars. I drank the first two days and smoked almost the whole time, but trying to quit. Obviously, this is a display of low value. I also started working out. I heard that it takes 8 weeks to become noticeably muscular.

At the time when my mood changed and I wanted my house back, it would have been a great time to ask for some head in exchange for a few more days. Lol. But my dick doesn't work.

Hopefully, after living with a girl, my anxiety when I go out will be greatly reduced. It's one thing to see them in a bar, but another to see them in their natural habitat when they're just being a person.

I'm glad I did this because it was definitely out of my comfort zone and hopefully will make me more comfortable with women in bars.

Also, she did not pass my standards for any girlfriend material and this got me thinking about what Eddie says about having standards.

I grew up with 4 brothers and no sisters so I don't have a lot of experience with girls in their natural habitat of just existing around the house. (Sweats, using the restroom, etc.)

Btw, I didn't pay her anything other than free rent.

This is one of the most optimistic sad stories that I've ever read.

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Why do you think it's sad?

We'd have been fucking nonstop from Day 1 if my dick worked. After my surgery, it will work better than anyone's.

I think it's more of a funny story.

I can just tell you're gonna be an amazing lover.

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I'm past the point of eating pussy. Been there, done that. I would do it on a real clean girl and especially if I'm getting head in return.

"You are not obligated to eat pussy." - that is a quote from Models by Mark Manson

You got a girl in your presence by offering an exchange for her having a place to stay. Even if you were nonstop fucking, it would still be because you offered her a place to stay. While I agree that you should get comfortable around women, your goal should be about you being comfortable without them getting anything in return other than something mental or physical.

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It's where I'm at right now.

I plan to meet many more "sugar babies" after my surgery, which is scheduled for 2/22, then a 4-6 week recovery period.

For those who don't know, a penile implant (bionic dick) is this...

https://youtu.be/Ls1fe7jRAzo

And you can keep it inflated up to 4 hours.

It's where you're at because it's where you choose to be. It's a path of no resistance and you will not end up being good with women because there is no need for you to be good with women if they will be in your presence for a fee. Where you're at right now, you don't need this forum for what you want to achieve. You should come back when you want to be good with women.

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This is a stepping stone. Otherwise, there would be no women around me. Let's see where I'm at in 6 months. I bet I won't be able to recognize myself.

This girl was honest and I know she was going to be homeless. Obviously, 99% of the other girls on the site are full of shit and basically want money for nothing.

But like I said, it's a stepping stone.

All I want from the sugar babies is sex and that's all I want from the real girls, too. I just haven't figured out how to make them do it for free, yet.

Want more from them.

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Like what?

I don't need anyone to cook or clean for me, but I don't think that's what you were talking about, anyway.

What are you looking for from this forum? There's all sorts of threads explaining how to get girls to have sex with you for free.

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And there's about 20 different books which I've practically memorized.

Overcoming anxiety and lack of comfort was my main sticking point. I hope that it's gone now.

Like forming a connection. Like understanding. Like having fun. Getting to know. Sparking emotions.

If you start a business with the sole intention of making money you've failed before you even started.

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You're looking for a magic pill. The only real way to do it is to get out there and take some risks and quit making excuses. If you say you have ED then get it taken care of. If you say that you have lack of comfort then embrace being out of your comfort zone. If you say it's anxiety then face your fears like anyone would do to conquer them. If you are saying your anxiety is clinical, get in and see a therapist/psychiatrist/psychologist to get it addressed.

If you want to pay a girl for sex then do it. It just doesn't have a place here. It's a waste of time to even mention it because it's against everything that pickup stands for.

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