is foreplay. That's the thing I get off most to, imo. The idea of licking a woman and pleasing her and having a woman go down on me just drives me wild. And honestly it's frustrating that it can't happen. Because if I lowered my standards no way could I go down. Fat chicks' have a different taste than skinny chicks I would think and also, their hunger cravings around the sex would not turn me on at all.

That's why I feel stuck because I have high standards. Sure I can just fuck some average(in SC it's probably just under overweight-curvy) girl with a condom. But the idea of just intercourse is not fun for me.

I am learning that I have a longer ways to getting a attractive job(I need to learn Microsoft tools for office work) where I can dress up and all. I'm banking on workshop help. So money is having to wait and so is my moving. I mean I could go work at a Sears or Aaron's but I care about who I work with.

I'd say that you're thinking too much about the whole thing.
If you don't like the girl in question then don't bother doing anything with her.
It seems to me that you're far too concerned with the outcome, try not to go down that road as you'll come across as needy and chicks seem to have a sixth sense for that kind of thing.

Try to work on your inner game, even forget about girls until you're fully happy and content with life without them, this is a very powerful place to be at.

Work on improving yourself in every aspect of your life daily, you'll be surprised with just how much this can change your attitude with everything including game.

What?

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Bacon as compared to chicken? So you want to play with your food before you eat it?

Have you ever even had a piece of ass before? Not counting the time your finger poked through the toilet paper.

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No I actually have not. But I just cannot get myself turned on to eating out a overweight chick.

Lmfao.

Your Picturing it wrong, eat it from the back.

LMFAO

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