I was thinking to myself today. When am I going to start living life. A serious question I'd like to ask everyone here, and if you're experienced, please answer. What is someone suppose to do with their time on earth. I feel unproductive.

Look, I should make this clear guys. I know tons of people post on here and complain and whine about how hard life is and how their afraid and blah blah. I'll NEVER come from that mindset. I've beat harder things in life and had tons of challenges and always came on top. I've been through more than the average person and I can say it's taken a lot out of me and I can even deal with PTSD at times, with depression and anxiety. But I'm not gonna' let it run my life. Clear?

I ask that you can be patient and hear me out as you read this.
All of this really affected my inner game as I can be stuck in the past when I had a girl I liked or felt better but I know I'll beat this. So, I categorized things.

I believe anyone would feel the way I feel because of the lack of things in my life. I believe if my conditions change, I'll change (as I also internally change).

I asked myself today, when am I gonna' start living life and be happy. What would make me happy?

It all comes down to me feeling Safe and accepted.
I want to be financially safe so I can travel, buy a nice car and move to a better city (I live in Vermont) I want to also go to Europe and be a traveler. I want to live like Casonova. He never settled down and lived a life of adventure. I want that. Not a boring job I dread. I don't know what type of Job to get though.

Mainly once I fix my finances everything will change. Please add some guidance my way. I'd really like some mentorship.

Here are the areas:
Lifestyle - I have some cool things going on but it's not constant
Mentality - This can be very bad.
Body - Doing much better on this
Finances - I REALLY want to fix this
Relationships - I have some good friends, no one I'm close with though. As for girls, I don't have any in my life at the moment.

I have some limiting beliefs like none of this is possible to improve on. Or, I don't have the permission to do this, me changing would cause such a big problem for people who know me. Or I'm not meant to be rich. Yes, I have some fear of going out in the world. I just want to fix this and be happy.

I know you guys may say "Well just do it Brah!" But for me, that doesn't do much. I hope you can understand. In the most humble wah I can say this, I need exact direction and want to know that what your saying is right. If there's a job you think I should do, please tell me the steps to taking it.

You're not a special snowflake OP.

Everyone has limiting beliefs. That's the reason why so very few people are successful.
"Just do it" is one of the best and yet under-appreciated pieces of advice out there. Because you'll never be 100% prepared for what's about to come next. And yet most people wait and stall and think they need to read just one more book and then they'll be ready. Followed by another, and another, and another. And the occasional forum topic in between.

How to fix your finances is not something that can be answered in one sentence if you're a store clerk. That's something you need to figure out on your own.

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