I think I've been rejected more this weekend than I ever have in any one month. I'd love to say it's not that fucking bad, but that shit just rattles in my head like a hornet's nest trying to kill my brain. Get them talking is my first goal, and then what is always the question. God damn I am fucking mentally spent after such a little effort. I suppose I'll continue to not let my posting turn into some kind of emotional outlet. Shit didn't work. Next weekend.

Are you at least having fun?

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I honestly can't say. Anything is better than sitting alone at night and wondering why that's the case. At least when I try I know I fucked it up myself. Some form of closure to a degree. But then there's all that shit rattling around in my head, threatening to drive me fucking insane. Right now it's keeping me awake, wondering how the hell I'm going to improve upon something for which I obviously have no inherent talent, and yet the only possible method through which I can achieve the only goals I have that hold any value to me. It feels like I keep trying to face the only real fear I have, and it continues to stare me down and keep me at bay like a little bitch. And I should probably just stop talking about it, let this shit feeling run its course, and continue on my way.

Took me about 10 nights out of complete fail to even progress anywhere.

Stop looking at the top of the mountain and instead take baby steps

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Because they're rolling out the template. It's coded in.

No one said it's supposed to be easy.

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Good, cus it sure as hell isn't.

Amen. You wouldn't appreciate it if it was.

You sound a big negative though. I mean, you're gonna get it done... right? You're gonna master this shit so that you can come back to this thread and laugh in future, aren't you?

Good. Thought so

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I don't get it... you have an overwhelming desire for instant pussy, but you'd rather use your hand than an escorts pussy?

That's contradictory... you said earlier you want validation though. So which is it? Pussy or validation? And why?

Agreed.

Im sure he does desire pussy like all the other people that watch too much xvideos.com, perhaps if he stopped fapping, his desire would turn into some form of proactive motivation.

I love Porn just as much as the next guy, but guys are too validated these days and masurbating too much to fantasy girls that you barely see in real life, men are losing their instincts and true desire. The elite pro-activists are handling most of the pussy and being validated physically.

The old days, people used to go out more and socialise and naturally there wasn't many socially retarded virgins going about as opposed to these days. So glad I didn't get hooked on amazingly addictive video games and living in the social cyber world. I would rather post on forums instead - it's only gonna get worse when this virtual reality stuff that Zuckerberg is working on...

The average persons spend like half of your day asleep, a big chunk of it at work trading 5 days for 2 free days to make psomeone else rich and his/her dreams come true, then spend an hour getting home just to watch repeat fiction on TV and then fap to porn with unrealistic girls before bed time. It's your duty to escape the rat race.

The OP doesn't wanna put in the hard work though evidently but most people have a chance.

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or better for those that know how to have a real life conversation
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No money exchanged, no self-gratification, and no whores. Pussy IS validation. The way I gain access to the pussy creates the validation. There's no point to me in giving cash to a woman, having her open her legs, and ramming my dick into a bought vagina. I can gain physical pleasure from that once, and only once, and I didn't have to work for it or improve myself to get it. If I can, within my own mental faculties, convince a woman to sleep with me, then I'll have done my job as a male, as I define it. I refuse to drain myself of tangible resources if I don't get a valid return. And yes, when it comes down to it, the act of masturbation takes care of that physical desire for a short time, and it doesn't drain me of anything tangible. It might be dulling some of my motivation to actually go out and get pussy myself, but that's a whole other topic. I don't make a habit of it as things stand.

False.

What do you even think you're validating?

If you're getting rejected, you're doing something right.

Let's not mince words, its a numbers game. The more girls you ask, the more opportunities u'll have - and the more opportunities u'll have to also get rejected - that's life.

Out of 10 girls maybe 1 will say "yes" - that's one more than you had a moment earlier.

One could want pussy for validation.