Also the days were fucked up lol they started last tuesday now its Monday so Just to clear it up:

Tuesday - day 1 (25 September 2012)
Wednesday - day 2 (26 September 2012)
Thursday - day 3 (27 September 2012)
Friday - day 4 (28 September 2012)
Saturday - day 5 (29 September 2012)
Sunday - day 6 (30 September 2012)
Monday - day 7 (31 September 2012)

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Dude, I loved reading your journals! I'm glad to see you making so much progress it's motivated me to approach more, I wish I could go out and sarge like you do, but I work full time + School, which usually means my Fridays and Saturdays are filled...

Thanks man, it's all practice getting good with chicks.

I haven't posted in awhile, but the shit that has happened recently is nothing short of alittle crazy...Proposing to strangers (one saying yes,me kissing her hand, the other saying no, me rolling on the ground yelling in the street). Me getting so sexual so fast almost 5 mins of knowing someone I almost got someone to have sex with me..She kept playing hard to get, I need to learn how to persist patiently and properly.

Talking about orgys, butsex anal everything in an average encounter with a girl, being known as a player through all my friends...Getting sex texts from waitresses at strip clubs

Losing girls, getting girls. Shit has been nuts.

It's only begun, Im going to get even crazier...

I will ONLY post on this journal once I have been laid, I can tell it's going to be REALLY soon. Like any day now, I've done some crazy shit and all possibilities are possible with girls.

Reporting then real soon.

PS: haven't masturbated in almost a fucking month. How about that

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Hey man, congrats on the balls to do all those crazy approaches.
However, I feel like you need to maybe cool it down a bit with the sexualized talk. It's cool if you do it, but you do need to escalate. I.e. if you just walk up to a chick during the daytime and start talking to her about sex, you MIGHT be in for a SDL and she might also talk to you. However, chances are high that she will also just like: wow that was weird and (in turn) not respond to your follow up texts. Seeing as you've been getting so many flakes I think that might be the reason for it.

Also, how long does a typical interaction last for you? If it lasts less then 10 mins during the day, it's probably not worth a lot, as she hasn't invested enough in order to answer your texts/calls.
Make sure to build compliance.

Other than that nice work dude!

LAID.

I finally closed the deal with this random chick I met outside a supermarket in the city. It wasn't very hard at all...Infact pickup I now see is simple, there isn't really some complex way of bedding someone, there sort of are just things you do to move the interaction forward and not fuck it up.

We went to a coffee store, we went to her house, we fucked.

She screamed my name out, I bit her neck, she moaned, I banged her so hard her head was hitting the wall.

We did various postions, we told each other what we liked sexually, I found her g spot, she came 3 times in total. There was pillow talk 2 rounds of sex in total. She was so wet she dripped...

The pillow talk was random, us just basking in the emotions of what we had done I suppose. She told me a lot about her life, showed me photos, asked me personal questions about herself. I still remain detached, it was sex, nothing more.

The only thing that really bummed me out was that I didn't cum. Also she was quite the promiscuous type and I ate her out+fingered her not such a good combo to catch something.

I will write a lay report sometime to show how it all happened I suppose, Im real tired as of now and I still have a workout ahead of me. Can't say I thought it was going to be like this, but damn I didn't know losing your virginity really doesn't matter.

All in all, I don't regret it at all. The experience was something that was needed. I feel more free, as if some mist has cleared. She also told me I was a 9/10 in the bedroom not bad for my first time!

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Thanks, yea I do most of those approaches for fun.

These interactions are as you say shorter than 10 mins or maybe 10 mins at the most.

I've realized already that being that sexual can very counter-productive and escalating and getting her invested is the way to go. Tips for gaining investment would be great(I think I do it naturally not too sure).

Yea I have got a TON of flakes in the past rofl, the hot girls I have lost to texting before....I would make some men weep.

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BINGOBERRRY'S FIRST LAY REPORT

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It all started at a supermarket, A New Zealand shopping Branch. I was attempting to hit on this chick right behind some people from a different institution that I study from. My mate was like you should hit on that chick right behind those dudes from that place, so I did. But even though I agreed to it, I had a real bad feeling since those people knew I go up to random people. Now picture this:

people that could potentially cockblock me in a line about 30 people long to a till in a crowded supermarket at probably the busiest time of day.

Problem for me? Naaaaahhhh I'll do it, I don't like being afraid of shit. So I start chatting her up find out shes from England yada yada... Then those students go for the epic cockblock: "Sorry he does this alot, he's alittle creepy." I found that really low and really gave in to their frame, I shouldn't of done that I realize that now.(Best to deal with a cockblock is by ignoring it, just carrying on with whats going in your world)

I was pissed off and calling out names at those people, one of them smiling at me as they exited the supermarket(Maybe scared Im going to beat the fuck out of him, or amused at the situation, not too sure?).

I turn to my mate and he asks me what happened, I tell him they cockblocked me, he comforts me sort of lol. (You had a bad feeling going in, it's all good) So I see some random girl go by and Im like: "Lets see if I still got this"

*I chase after in the middle of a street, touch her shoulder from behind and stop her*

Me:Hi, Just a second
Her:hhmmm?*Putting her shades to her forehead*
Me:I just had to tell you, you are real cute seriously!
Her: Uhh thank you *huge smile*
Me:Im *** "Taking out my hand for a handshake" whats your name?
Her: Its *** "Shakes my hand"
Me:You work/study....*basically just fluff talk*
Her:Fluff talk here too
Me:You wana grab a coffee sometime?
Her:Uhmmm sure
Me:How about you give me your number and we can set it up
Her:yep lets do that
*so we exhange numbers, I go for the hug-she somewhat pushes me away, But I act like it isn't a big deal at all.*

Text exchange:

Me:Hey ****, was nice meeting you:] - *****
Her:hey ***, yeah you to.. lol your brave haha
Me:You have no idea;] Whats your schedule like this week?
Her:hectic lol.. im working wed thur and fri 7 till 5 and on friday evening im going to tauranga for a week lol so unless you want to see if we can grab a coffe at lunch orsomthing im afraid we will have to wait till the following week lol sorry
Me:That is allgood:] 7pm tomorrow night, bring your smile
Her:what do you do ****? are you studying? or du u work?
Me:Im an animator, you?
Her:lol.. 7p.m. tomorrow night for what? an animator aye? neat im self employed im an independant commision agent
Me:Coffee, just get to know each other;] cya tomorrow hun
Her:lol ok guess ima b there lmao

Next day-(texts)

Her:where are you from?
Her:hi *****, i cant make it at 7 i have a meeting.. i can do between 5.30 and 6.30 if your keen?
Me:Perfect actually:] meet you outside ***** at 5:30
Her:lol ok...sounds good:]
Her:ahem lol
Me:Is that you in the re d?
Her:no haha.. im in ***** lol..
Her:im just grabbing something
Me:Okay:]
Her:i can see you du u see me?
Me:Yea cute wave:]

So we meet outside the mall after it turns out she was buying smokes lol. if you look in the texts I really just aim to say as little as possible while managing the convo and moving things forward, nothing amazing.

I decide on the coffee shop and we pretty much head there, she drops the ball, tells me she has a kid. I don't act like it's a big deal, there are some funny bits, fluff, just natural shit anyway.

We get to the coffee shop, I know the dude serving the coffee, we have a general chat all is well! I order the moccachino I think is how you spell it? Was p damn good, she got the frappe.

I decide where we sit, just so happens to be a couch-she sits next to me instead of across(In my head I was like BOOOYYAA investment? I think so.)

So we pretty much get to know each other, there are points of teasing, awkward moments, me showing her my artwork, some light touching, plenty of eye contact and fluff.

I wish I could remember specific shit that would help people starting out, but really, as long as you keep your frame steady, I don't think there much to dates lol.

I kept asking her how close she lived lol(Logistics inddeeedd) and I told her I had 8 girlfriends before and one had punched me in the face during sex(I saw this during californication, thought that shit would make it more believable lol) I had never had a girlfriend in reality and never had sex, this lie came back to me after lol. I handled it pretty good though..

So I ask her if we can to her place, maybe watch tv?? (hhheeehheewooohoo) She's like: "sure,I'll show you the rooftop." To be honest I somewhat thought it would be harder getting her back to her place, but I guess it shows chicks want sex, they just don't want you to ever directly ask them for it.

So at her rooftop, it's real chilly, this is where I really start to make moves, since I know we are secluded. She sits on this bench, sort of shivering, me sitting down putting my arm round her...

Me: You know what I REALLY wanna do right now?
Her:Hmmmm?
Me: I just wanna kiss your face

So I do: I kiss her face! I looking back on this I should of gone for something like: Your lips so tasty, or something like that, little riskier but another option I guess

She feels it's too cold, so we head to her apartment. (At this part Im like, well okay this shit is working) She puts on the tv does all these things I guess people do when they get home like close the curtains, take off the coat etc.

So there I am chilling on the couch watching tv lol. Ah one part I remember, she asks me how what my quote is; like what I say often. I saw like really slow monotone shits and fucks, my mates and I find it halarious.

so we end up cuddling on the couch me kissing the side of her face(she wouldn't kiss with lips, don't really get that too much) , biting her neck, caressing every part of her body nice and slowly..

*Her moans made me so fucking horny when I bit, pretty sure she has a few marks that remind her of me lol*

Then I've heard of this shit never seen it in action till: "I don't think we're going to have sex tonight." This is after she felt my dick and it was rock hard;"Wow your keen."

So I didn't even really notice it in the moment, I guess after I heard that I was naturally like okay fuck it, why am I trying lol. So I get off her and watch whatever we were watching don't really remember. Theres some parts of me biting her neck again, she fucking loved that! There was my saliva all over her, yum.

She gets up to go to the bathroom, I don't know lol. So I take it as a que for some reason to take my clothes off, I hide in her room with only my socks on. I was alittle nervous coming out with (Im used to dealing with anxiety or nerves) So when I wasn't on the couch, she found me in the room and I came out after her naked :"Woooow you really are keen" basically restraining me at arms length from bodies touching.

I just play it cool, so we cuddle on the couch, with me fully naked(Oh and my socks) Her giving me a handjob, I don't know what she was doing, she was playing with my dick though lol. She tells me wants to finishing watching this soap/drama show(In my head Im like: Like hell you are woman). She tells me feel free to go down there. So I tease her down there, rubbing gently above her clit...I bite her neck simultaneously...She moans, her body jolts out of that tingling sensation, I can tell she can't control herself.

Eventually she blantanly states: "Im wet"

She gets up turns off the soap drama to the music channel, goes to her room undresses and waits for me. Im like hhmmm on the couch for about 2 mins, then come in and see her in her underwear.

She wants me ssssooooooo bad, I make her cum 3 times, we do it twice, various positions yada yada! She loved my pulling her hair, there was random cliche moment I was like: Whats my name? Real sexual

Her: its **** oohhhh
Me:louder
Her: ohh ohhh OHHH *****
Me: louder
Her: OOOOHH OOH OHH ****

In the moment I was like holy fuck this feels so right, afterwards I was cracking up, that shit is funny lol.

I spanked her a couple, banged her head against the wall, I thrusted so hard, she really enjoyed me. She couldn't believe I was a virgin when I told her.

There was pillow talk inbetween, she kissed me then real intimate, cuddled up against me. Showed me pictures of her family, yada yada she thought I was bored (I kinda was at points lol) She really gave a lot, put my hand on this scar of hers, I just was like hmmm okay...She told me about her ex boyfriend and the dude shes dating now, how she feels guilty because she enjoyed the sex with me.I was just chilled/relaxed. If she gave me some teasing or something I just ignored it, I saw almost she automatically went to cuddle me straight away, like she was afraid of losing me. We played that thumb wrestling game, talked about how she thought I was kinda awkward at the start of the date and how my glasses were nerdy/geeky, then I took my shirt off lol. She asked me what I thought about her, I told her she seemed very insecure and she needed to fully accept herself.

I didn't manage to cum, only dissapointment I guess, that and I couldn't feel anything LOL. So next goal will be to cum and enjoy the sex-20 women is my goal.

I left pretty much after she came for the 3rd time(It's amazing watching someone orgasm) She wanted me to stay I could tell, but I had to do my workout and go course the next day(Both things I didn't do that night).

She walked me to her elevator and we kissed. She texted me an x;] I replied ;]

Well the reports pretty much over from there, but the end part I thought she had given me and std lol. Woke up with a lump on my dick two days later

Heres the texts: Bonus ending

Me:The other night was my first time, are u sure don't have anything?
Her:wat?
Her:wat do u mean your first time?
me:Virgin
Her:FUCK!!!!!!you serious?
Me:Yes, tell me if u have anything seriously
Her:I swear i didnt last time i checked ill go again today... but y dnt yhu go and check hun... shit really? i took you V card? omgsh im sorry
Her:your just joking me a?you wernt really a virgin right?
Her:pls txt me bak this is not funny
Me:It's not a joke, theres a lump on my dick..
Me:no I really was a virgin
Her:fuk off... i ddnt give you that eeww... its not that little lump that i was asking you about is it? go to the fucking family planning nurse in **** right now.. tell them its an emergency.. get it checked fuck you y did you lie to me? you told me you had been with eight girls.. one of them fucking punched you..seriously? yd you lie? omgsh... i cant handle this today... fuck
Her:Send me a picture of it...maybe ill knw
Me:no it's not that, it's on my shaft. *Gross description about this much text********************)
Her:fuk.. did you put something down there? lol nah sorry idk... it doesnt sound like an sti anyway ... i swear i have no herpies lmao that would be a scab and id have to have a scab to pass it to you and you went down on me and i dont have any grose...but i reckon go family planning and find out better safe then sorry
Me:Something down there? Like what? And 9/10 first time with an sti scare...legendary
Her:fuk i swear im sure im sure i dnt have anything but stup freaking me out go get it checked like a marbel or something
Me:Alright, I'll tell you how it goes
Her:k im gonna go after work too lol
Me:
Her:u ddnt asnwe my question though y the fuck did you lie to me?
her:it could be a cyst or an ingrown hair.... how long have you been shaving?
Me:Nobody wants to fuck a virgin and for like a year
Her:ok..does this limp secret anything? like puss or blood? is there a scab? and what colour is it?
Her:grose questions i know but... my mums a midwife and ive got heaps of health and medical books etc... plus I have a son
Me:No and same colour as my cock
Her:i reckon it could be a cyst if it isnt excreting anything then i dont think its an sti.. have you booked time with the nurse?
Me:Your such a mum. Going to a clinic now
Her:not funny egg your such a child ggrr
*Me not replying lol*
Her:and then?
Her:if i have something and i gave it to you it wouldnt show for at least a week usually 3 to 4 weeks
Me:nothing to worry about. Folici something-condom must of been too tight
Her:nah egg its a blocked hair folicle... where are you?
Her:dd u just finish with them?
Me:Home and yea just finished
Her: Sweet

Sooooo there it is, my first. It didn't seem hard at all in the moment ,everything flowed, looking back now, quite abit actually happened lol. The lie about me having 8 girlfriends came back to m, but was nothing I couldn't handle. It seems if you wana fuck a girl, make it happen and don't fuck it up. Also I feel like she should always be reacting never me, she gives me shit; I ignore, etc

I learned alot and now my goal is to fuck 20 girls and cum LOL..Also this experience was pretty funny at some points can't wait to write my next

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It's been awhile since I last posted, theres not much to one up a lay report lol. Thats not to say I haven't been seeing girls, I sort of have. I still do some pickups here and there. I won't say that this part of my life has been completely fixed, but I will say that I see now if I push myself even further than the shit Im doing now Im going to end up in some sort of trouble. . .

Pickup is my fun, always has been. Girls have been my fun, not always, but they are now. I was supposed to be busy with animation, the thing Im studying right now. But I have been caught up with girls and just being a bit lazy!!

I've come to so many realizations and views of women, I don't really know if Im right or not and even if the conclusions I come up with are working.

I have had so many adventures with girls in the past couple of months, meeting all these people and having these crazy encounters are awesome. I've improved a million times over and my social life will forever be changed. Things I have been doing lately?? Experimenting I guess, seeing how solid I can be emotionally(You would amazed at how if you control yourself, you can get so far. . .Go for a kiss-girl pushes you away, no reaction etc)

I also have seen the importance of touch and how strongly it really affects women. Example: At the arcade with my mate I see a couple playing our fav game

So I decide to sit next to her and vs them, while my mate sits next to me(Its tekken tag 2 if you guys know it)

While we're playing, I *accidently* touch her arm with mine, brush my leg against hers...She gets so excited!! Im sure everyone was like OMG she must really like this game, I knew better lol.

I have been going direct as usual telling girls how nice their asses are, slim their bods are, boobs everything. I find I can get away with saying the things most guys will never be able to say.

I've also gained a ton of muscle, ever since I stopped wanking the gains have been piling on. I havent wanked in what a month and a half now, real proud.

I have pretty much a month left of study, Im a last minute guy(Definitely not in bed harhar) But I believe I will pull myself together when I have to, man the fuck up and go ape shit with overdue work. I never give up!

From here on out I'll report on some of the pickups, just for fun! If I get laid, I will post the report if I have time to help those who have not been laid. I still fucking love myself :]

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Helping out a guy who had the same issues I did with girls before I got into pickup. He constantly talks about this chick in our course who I don't think he's ever had too much contact with

We were on the train back home from course and since their was no two seats available on we say next to each other on the isle. He sat with this decent looking girl(I was like yyyeeeaa man get it), me next to this dude in a suit.

I text him, telling him to talk to the girl. He's real shy about it, He's seen me do it a million times lol.

He doesn't want to talk to her so I say something that is naturally curious or general interest: "Tell her she has a nice bag."

She automatically opens up to him, she laughs, they have some sort of conversation. He didn't convey interest as I had hoped, they talked about work, study etc. . . But all in all I was so proud :] I was also talking to the dude in the suit
after awhile lol.

I told him we soooo have to go fishing on Friday, then we can forget all about that chick at course(Yea we don't call it pickup, we call it fishing) He agrees, he's super pumped that he made his first step and tomorrow is gonna be fucking fun LOL

I'll report on it for sure, this going to be sweet

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Well he can't say he budged. I sometimes forget that I was once a nervous wreck and it scared the shit outta me(That never stopped me, still doesn't-I do get nervous but I am not a pussy lol).

Texted him on Friday to confirm, he was stoned watching youtube. Tried to get him out with the chick he likes "don't give a fuck." He agreed but didn't want to come! I eventually just said I can't make you pick up girls, you have to want to do it.

I was being harsh, but I realize this has got to be really tough for him, I'll be more patient. Focus more on getting him to want to pick up chicks.

In the mean time while I can't control his decision, I can most definitely control my pickup. Monday Im going to make some approaches, balls to the walls baby! Fuck lunch time hanging out in the arcade as usual and in the morning Im going to be hitting up some chicks as well as after course.

Fun, fun and some crazy shit. Also I watched that documentary something osaka thingy with those japanese dudes that could make chicks spend their money on them. . .

For me it was strange, can't say I thought it was a great system, sure these guys had skill, I realized after watching pick ups from Russell Brand on interviews(I know that might sound alil mental lol) that a lot of the time its about putting the girls into a trance or a dream like state where their emotions can run wild.

A place where all logical things like a boyfriend,husband,employee,friend, anything goes away and you replace all of it with positive feelings? Strange, pickup can be weird sometimes, I mean even what I do is something like that.

I couldn't help notice after a Howard Stern interview with Russell where Howard made Russell listen to Katy Perrys new song "Wide awake", in which Katy basically says she was in a dream and has now woke up.

Also I've also noticed that in order to get passed a lot of obstacles, flakes,bitchiness etc I have become a bit numb or desensitized to some reactions girls give me. . .I mean it does help me get further with them, but how far would this numbness go?? Could it mean not being able to love/trust a girl in the long run??

Just thinking aloud, thats what this baby is for. I love women as always, maybe pickup is just a nice trip where you can make a girl feel all these special things in a controlled safe way, enjoyable for both parties(Or maybe more depending on the amount of women teehee). . .

Anywho I am Going to enjoy the crap out of some women tomorrow, I will aim for some dates! Can't fucking wait.

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Some fun shit for sure!

Can't say I got numbers but damn I had a good time lol

People are awesome seriously.

Im not just the guy who's good with girls Im that guy who sparks a party, who allows everyone to have a good time-making things random and special.

Approached about 8-10 girls

mostly compliments and all of them either with boyfriends yada yada.studying for their exams or could't make time, married. The list was crazy, im guessing a girl who doesn't want to make time doesn't like me or it's a test. I was pretty darn persistent but not persistent enough lol. A lot of the time I already know where Im failing and make some easy mistakes - for example

me walking this girl to the library, we talk, we have fun we vibe, Im pretty much in the chase end of the spectrum though(im walking with her duh instead of stopping her would of made the interaction way more personal). I tell her she's real cute ask her

Me:howcome your so relaxed when a random stranger came up to you
Her:maybe Im just confident
Me:Maybe its because Im confident and comfortable WHICH made you confident and comfortable OOOOHH
Her: *Cracking up*

I can't believe I never mentioned this part before, don't know if its clear in my journal but I am really random and halarious.

So we have a great convo yada yada she accidently hits me with her boob turning, I point it out and say something like:"yeeaa I always like totttally hit people with my man boobs yum "..etc

So we get to the library she does stop I guess to say her goodbyes to me(biggest smile on her face, gives a sweet hug) Im damn sure that made her day, maybe even week.

Now situations like this happened all over the place, it would seem Im alittle out of practice as I haven't done full on daygame(Getting random people on the street, hot random people!) Im going to do some every lunchtime, this shit is going to be legit.

There was one chick I know who was absolutely(I felt it) sold on me, but she was leaving The country that day at 5. She was an exchange student headed back to germany, oh dang. Smiling at everything I said. Went for a handshake with her friend, moved to her, she was in there so quick. German girls for some reason it would seem are kind of...easy? They really don't put up a fight I guess lol I was joking with her friends, (I don't think I was chasing here, may sound like it)

two friends are there then a third comes:

Me: Ah sorry Im just hitting on your friends
*they all crack up*
Me:Wait your all foreign exchange students?? The hell tell me theres no guys in your class
3rd chick: Ah there is dang, I know sorry lol
Me:Ah damn your ruined my fantasy..Hot chicks everywhere now with sausages

So pretty much I guess I should write more on the dialogue, those are usually the funniest parts

Today was an awesome day :]

Also no pleasurable sensations besides sex for my dick, it's decided.

places to to improve - I think my intro needs to be stronger, I am bold confident and awesome, but I need to be more solid and not chase. Im way to quick to point out the chick was made out of heaven etc(I don't say that but I do sort of insinuate it in a way, counter productive lol)

Also sex is to be part of my fun, just as doing all these random thingys

PICKUP FOREVER BECAUSE ITS SUPER FUN!!:D

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Had some sweet times once again today, made a lot of girls very happy, few worth mentioning

Christian girl on the bench:
She was nice, I told her I hated religion because I was brought up catholic and how confirmation sucks lol. I was direct as usual at the start, she told me almost straight away she thought I was really confident. I made some strong, sexual eye contact on the positive side.

Chick on Train - Pretty much me attacking her sexually, "that tattoo on your boobs is great, good advertising" etc...lol We did fluff she told me was a hair dresser, I told her I was a hair model for one of the classes at her old course, usual shit

Lesbian Chicks- Funny shit lol. Im proposing a threesome and doing this thing my mate said I would never be able to get away with(Basically a humping motion with just your arms and I had to say"You want some?") I end up learning they're from Ozzy and we're at the lights one of them says: Well this is awkward. Im Like what? Is it better if I do this *Put my arm around her* They both crack up lol. . . She tells me it's because they're lesbo we fluff, still some sex talk the usual

Girl buying her mom a birthday card- She was very sweet, I went up to her nicely, not too bold, like a regular person would.I hit on her told her the usual. She told me her mums like 50 I said my mums owning your mum, shes 60, we laugh etc. She said I could get much better than her(It hurt my insides to be honest) I told her she was beautiful, that I wanted to kiss her(She laughed her ass off lol) We hugged, I told her to give it to her mum, I felt like I had maybe made her week!

Things Im going to try out!!

Using more of an US mentality, say a lot we,us together etc. Also if she says something like she likes frisbees because it's super fun I try to connect by saying something that well..connects lol Like I get the same feeling from cycling etc

Also persistance. I notice that while I am good at being very emotionally stable and awesome, I often don't keep moving the interaction after a small rejection. Like holding a girls hand, she pulls away - Going to make the effort to keep going.

Can't say I got numbers, but Im definitely happy with the results, Im out doing my thing, it's a matter of time lol...

Speaking of time goal that doesn't involve pickup, but life - Get to course on time tomorrow. Lay report number 2 is coming real soon I can smell it

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Thursday was real fun, mates at course had me doing some crazy shit. Went up to a chick who my mates thought was her boyfriend(but her actual boyfriend was on the phone)-Gave him a pretty dickhead high five with a:"Man you have such a hot sister."Turned out to be her brother. Went up to this group said you have nice boobs, want a threeway etc. I was alittle crazy that day lol. Also Went up to a very mature lady with a pink wig twirled her hair, told her how beautiful it was and she gave me some perfume LOL(She had a huge smile). I touched a girl in the elevator, she looked at me and I just said:"you have a nice arm." Her smile was intense, she definitely got up off to that. Was a awesome day!



Yesterday was not the most awesome day for picking up. My energy left me after I finished up work that was long over due at course. I worked pretty damn hard-I don't give up!

But all of my pick ups well went pretty cold, I was stuck thinking about myself in my head, it's completely not me. I was also taking ages to approach, which ended up in me following some chicks who could have definetly seen me and painted a picture before I came in.

I had 3 girls in total who wouldn't stop to talk, was terrible. two were together and completely avoided me in the street: "We're not interested" etc didn't stop me(even though my energy left me I still went after them)

Me:Wait, let me say something real quick?
Chick: No not interested
Me:Omg you guys are dicks

I think me saying the last part was me just being really pissed off, Im not used to reactions like this from girls. the other cold fish, was sitting down and actually made an effort to leave as I approached. It was pretty cold today lol.

I wasn't in the zone that I get into after a few girls. I was getting progressively stuck in my head more and more. I knew this was eventually going to happen some day and not all was going to be perfect, I was worried about my future that day, how life will unfold and there might be light at the end of the tunnel etc. Yea my approaches probably came off real weak(Body language wise, eye contact,tone of voice-that shit is crucial) I noticed what I said even though I felt shit it still translated well with some girls. I had another 3 approaches which went not as badly, but they could of been x10 better with a more well in the zone me. They were all direct as usual!

Had one where a girl was waiting for her mom, another walking across the street and one waiting for her bus. The one waiting for her mom fluffed with me I asked her if she wanted me to wait with her, she politely said no and I asked again:"Are you sure?" Another no. She may have been interested, but I have to realize that girls need peace of mind. . .Guy sitting next to me while mom comes=boyfriend, Maybe the mom was coming with family etc. But I guess I took it as a rejection, like she wasn't interested which may have been the case.

The one across the street pretty much got a boost out of me lol. We're at opposing intersections and I went to see where she would cross, so I caught her mid way through the road and gave the direct shit. She ate it said she had a boyfriend and I didn't persist enough, she then said she was in a hurry, then which I didn't persist!

The one at the bus was kinda fun, reminded me of the pick up I usually do. Just plain fun! So I go up this mature lady at the bus stop and give her the directness. She then tells me isn't really to interested or something along those lines, but I see that huge smile that Im used to seeing on a girl. Say something random, funny like I usually do:"I feel like this pickup is working pretty good..but then at the same time..It's knida not..." She looked back as the buss pulled up and Im sure she was expecting me to follow up, ask for a number etc.

Looking back I was so caught up in my head, I was NOT in the zone so every girl I did I felt was achievement to approach. I was fighting, not giving in to how felt, In the end I just felt I needed to go home, ended up taking the wrong bus which led to me taking two busses. Yea it was a rough day lol. I also talked to the driver on the way home, was pretty fun. told me about his life, how he got into bus driving, I found myself eventually I suppose lol. I was exhausted when I got home.

I plan to go out tomorrow and do some more pickup As if Im going to let one day get me down. Pfffffftttt Im the fucking shit and I WILL not be stopped by one day.

25 kiss rejections is the aim:
Say it on liam mcraes site seems legit-kiss 25 girls in 30 seconds
So I gues it will be done starting tomorrow. Hehe just fun for no ridding myself of all intention!!

PS:My texting has gotten better, I reply with less and always say the most, it is good shit

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I been on a roller-coaster these past couple days/week. Shit in my life has been alright, Im going to pull myself together and become fucking awesome, no pussy shit!!

I skipped a workout and attacked myself(sexually) I was sober on masturbation for almost 2 months, that shit is shit. But am I going to let it get to me? Am I falling down because of that shit?? NO. fuck. NO. Im going to do legs(Most difficult workout in the week) real soon, I am no quiter.

On the subject of my game I have improved I feel, Im at ease in front of a girl. The dip I had above, was just that; a dip! I went back to my crazy ways literally the day after. Everyday I leave the house, there's no telling what Im going to do. fun as fuck!

So some interactions I should probably point out:

Kissed these two swedish girls, I was somewhat proud of that one(These girls looked like they wanted fun, Im AM fun lol)

Kissed this German/something(Lets just say European lol) But first she pulled away, it was like the challenge above states-30 seconds or around there. I said something like:"Yea I have to do something" Then just went in and attempted to. She pulled back and I was un reactive so she was probably turned on. She let me kiss her cheek after.

Then there are like maybe 30 other interactions, all pretty crazy with me going balls to the walls. hell I even got some chick on the way to course going:"Yea you approached me and my friends, can you please leave me alone." Not the best of interactions there, but just to give an idea of how many girls I've had.

Can't say I have been laid yet, but I would say it's in my grasp, easily. I go out thinking who am I fucking tonight? It's come to that lol. My sexuality is intense, my awesome sauce of being me is intense. I have some funny ways of disarming mental blocks I see a lot of girls have and need you to disarm!

The classic: I have a boyfriend
Me: Thats interesting; I have cat; wait, your not lesbian?


Im xyz older/younger than you
Me:You don't know that!
Well I can tell
Me:Okay how old do you think I am
23 at the most
Me: Nah Im 19
See (Laughing usually here)
Me:Why should we let age come between us, you are so beautiful yada yada biological clock running out etc lol

Getting a girl out on date/outing-
See her interest, if she's super stoked even being around you, just ask nicely if not. It's going to take some persuading so it helps to use the above to disarm the usual!

Me: Look listen you could deny a stranger and probably avoid death and black bag in my basement. . . Or you could take a chance and have amazing time, meeting someone new

I have so much fun with random topics. I gave a girl shit about being like 4 foot(Said she would be easy to handle during sex etc) This girl whose lips were really plump(Said she has such sexy lips, holy fuck, do they have botox?)

One of the funniest ones was with a girl who got shocked when I tapped her on the shoulder and we were pretty much in a crowd of like 30 people. Pretty much everyone looked back and I was just like you might as well have just shouted rape lol. We ended up having a conversation on rape lol. A fun one!! She gave me some shit(Or attempted to, Im really good at taking a girls shit tests to the ground) So your just round picking up girls eh? -Yea ah shit, pretty much lol.

I have gotten gotten x10 better at touching, I notice how you touch also gives the girl an idea of how confident you are.

Me:Ah thats a firm handshake, holy cow your tough
Girl:Giggling
Me:Ah damn look at those biceps, ah shit lets see*touching them quite firmly*
Girl:Wow your not shy

These are pretty much like a quarter of the interactions, There is no way I have time to write up all of them, or even remember everything that went down during the interactions!

The Swedish kisses don't count! So only 1 kiss out of 24, The rest are ON THE WAY HEHEHEHEH!!

I aslo noticed girls who are backpackers or just travellers are a hell of a lot easier targets then people who are fixed socially.

never giving up, never doubting myself and women absolutely love me! Lay reports most likely going to flooding in over the holiday, Work mode going to be activated soon

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Haven't posted in ages. Mostly because I haven't really been seeing too many girls as of late and was really busy finishing off work at course(Which I managed to pass, but did not get accepted for the next year).

Excuses aside Im pretty fragile at the moment...The last girls I have spoken to?? Well theres one who lives down the street from me, I met her on the bus ride home. No game, just me sitting next to her with a gazzillion seats available saying look I just thought you were cute and I might aswell give it a shot sitting here lol.

She opened up immediately even called me hot I guess. We went through so many conversations, it was pretty much an instant date. There was all the touching, them signs, she gave me a lot of interest were she didn't have to. I have become a very effective PUA lol.

I can't say I consider myself one. I more of a guy who understands woman after a long road and acts on what he wants based on the girl. That simple. Also I have ton to learn still lol...

Then my texting, it's easily my weak point. But I realize texting is like any other part of game, if you fuck up, you can most definitely recover.

So I was all lovey dovey(Not really but along those kinda lines) Like I think your really interesting and super cute etc...

So she decides to I think test me, see how invested I am and how much she can play with me. Fucking hate girls sometimes lol. Says some outright shit like Yea "that was complete bullshit and if I say no then what?"

So now I feel like an idiot Im falling for all the same shit I dealt with a couple months back, so I just got pissed off. Said I like her but shes acting a stuck up bitch. I then went to say shes wasting my time and energy and she shouldnt bother texting me back(I had made 2 attempts to schedule a date with her) She had pissed me off and hurt me at the same time.

So then she replies the next day with this LOOOOOONNNGGGGG apology saying shes deeply sorry for acting like a stuck up bitch and she thought we would be just friends first, merry Christmas, smiley face...

Honestly I hoped she really hadn't texted me back, I liked her a lot. She's not the type I usually go for, but she hurt me...Not many girls get to that place. Out of respect for myself one stupid apology isn't going to cut it, sorry cute girl

I can't say I have plans this holiday, so girls watch out, Im going to be on the prowl!! TIME TO GET BACK IN THE GAME LOLOLOL. It'll have to be after christmas though, need to shift gears in focus and go back to just enjoying women. For now they are disposable pleasures(Company and sex wise). I don't want to be playing stupid games or end up in a relationship. But love women all the same <3

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