So after reading a post by kasabi about if i start a journal i will be way ahead in game so its time i started one , i shall be honest i dont have a clue how this is going to turn out but ill give you some background on myself.

Well im 22 on about 70 girls most were before pua since pua iv fclosed 2 seriously but my standards are way way higher id say 60 of them 70 were hb 3-5s lol

I have really struggled with game probaly because i wasted so much time learning outergame learning negs an basicaly just being a pissed up idiot, i started focusing on inner game about 5 week ago an iv seen a big improvment.

i struggle with being stuck in my head an not being able to connect iv been daysarging 3 times first 1 i ever did i managed to connect an go on a instant date with the sexyist girl iv ever had intrested in me.

i am currently trying to improve myself i have quit smoking 2 weeks tommorow drinking 2 weeks tommorow going to the gym for about 4 weeks up to now eating fruit 5 a day atleast, sorting my money out, cooked my first meal from scratch tell you gordon ramsey best watch out lol, joined a brain training website dont no if im allowed to post it on here but its been worth the money.

i still have AA but not as bad as i use to have it at nightgame i can approach sober an hold ec which i done last night so proud of holding ec with a hb 9 after a real direct opener went blank but you no ah well.

my goals are keep on improving myself an not fall into any bad habbits smoking an that

Open atleast 1 girl daygame direct monday thursday an friday tue an wed are hard because i finish work so early. Its really hard because i go after i finish work so i will have to take a drawstring bag with me an put decent clothes in an im always tired but no excuses atleast 1 on them days i hope this will eventually get me out of my head an force my subconsious to think of things to say iv read somewhere that it works fuck rejection i just dont care no more.

weekends go out no drink an open direct an give my subconsious mind more experience of talkin to girls sober to help me in daygame and vice versa.

any help people on what a journal is ment to be like i had a quick browse. i will update this on thursday bank holiday tommorow in england so on thursday i shall do an approach. time for another 1 of them awkward moments ):

saw a post where someone wrote there dreams so i might aswell put mine i have a goal page i created today on microsoft word an i shall keep adding to that but here goes


MY DREAMS

be able to open efficently daygame nightgame

have a 6 pack im pretty slim at the moment so i should crack this 1 by jan the 1st

become a millionaire which i have started small goals to become one

become a mpua yes i aim high

become fully dependent of myself

have a 3some with me an 2 hb10s

just give up on peoples opinions of myself i know 100% consiouscly that people are to worried about what people think of themselves than to care about what other people do

be able to spell correctly an write normally (: haha seriously

be on television

be an all round good guy who near everyone loves

get married an have children


so there my dreams for now hopefully will complete or get near them

That's awesome

Hey Baracuda,

You did the right thing by starting a journal. Kasabi is definately right, making a journal AND ACTUALLY UPDATING IT EVERYTIME YOU GO OUT is a good improvement in my game. Feel free to read mine, and actually copy the stile of writing I use. I've been writing the journal for 6 months, and my game has improved more then I would have done without writing the journal. Based on the experience I have on a journal, this is what I can give you:

1: It motivates and pushes you to go out, writing your story, reading it back and feel good about yourself. When you have succes, you read it back and you think of yourself: good job!

2: By making a journal, you actually give feedback to yourself. You make your mistakes, re-read them and next time you won't make the same mistake.

3: When you have progressed, and posted many things in your journal, you look back at the first post and see how much you are different than before. That's good in times that it's not going well. You are your own inspiration.

4: If you read a post somebody has made and think, wow! I should definately remember that, post it in your journal. Once you read your journal, that link shows up, and you remember something you never wanted to forget.

5: Pick-up is a progress that takes years to become a master in it. It's just like any other skill, in order to become a master, it takes time.

6: The most, very most important thing I can provide you is, do not make the same mistake as I did with the goals. If you read it, you'll notice that I make goals such as: getting a k-close that night, or getting a number close. If you do that, you become outcome-dependant!. Just do whatever you have to do, and stick with your plan.

Good luck! Don't give up! Keep your journal updated and you will progress, believe me! Tough times will come, but everybody has the ability to overcome tough times, you can as well!

Wallie

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