You're not fucked at all. Read my previous reply. Are you really going to accept the way things are and just let life run its course? That's up to you.
You're not changing for the sake of others. You're changing for the sake of yourself. Do you want a better life? Do you want to improve? Do you want to quit being socially awkward and weird?

It's your choice. But with the mindset you have right now, I suggest you start working a lot more on your inner game.

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I might aswell no other choice :/, but how!

By following this guide and consistently working on self improvement. Find ways to motivate yourself, by studying material, watching PUA related movies etc etc.

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The guide tells me to be social outside of college which I just definetly canot do :/, so everything has to be within the college.

You can't be social outside of college? What's stopping you from saying hi to the girl at the bus stop? Who says you can't talk to the cute girl at the store?

Point isn't to get super-laid-everytime-you-open-a-set.
Point is: Getting used to social situations and evolving from there.

Start off by just saying hi to people and/or asking for directions. Set your on goals (on a piece of paper) of development and start reaching those goals one by one.

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No need to be stubborn supmag. You think you're socialy awkward but I dare to bet that there are guys who were even more socialy awkward and who are now "mPUAs" or just very succesfull guys.

It's not that you are 16 now that everything is over yet, you have a whole life before you, however, 16 years is a great age to start improving yourself.

Just don't think you become better in a day. Self-improvement and self actualization is not an end: you cannot be completely self-actualized. However, succes is a life long process which you continue till your death. There will be some good times, they will be succeeded by very bad times, when not seeing the light, but if you give up now, and just say "I can't change", then you'll never see the fun in this quest, then you'll never become good, you'll never become happy and satisfied and we can't help you. Period.

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You WANT to make a change.
You CAN make a change.
You WILL make a change.

Ambitious to be succesfull => Shyler