| Ok so here is the follow up! I gave up! haha not exactly ill get you through the story.
So the date: Well we went applebeas, I got dropped off told my brother to call me to get the car and he did. Which worked really well.
So I am there got us a table, I am waiting for her to get off work, I was waiting for awhile maybe 20 min. Got really nervous, more anxious actually, started thinking maybe she stood me up. So I get up to go to the bathroom and when I come out she is sitting at another table talking with some guys, I was so jealous and thought WTF. Anyway she jumped up and ran to me and jumped on me and gave me a big ole hug. Then we walked back to our table and I had her sit in the corner so I could better sit next to her so it didnt look try hard. Well she said she didnt like the corner she didnt want to be closed in. Well were there and I ask if shes hungry, she says no. I said I am so im getting something. . . .i didnt eat all day. So i say hell will split an appetizer. She orders a beer to drink and I get the same, I was a little timid and didnt really demonstrate good male qualities here, because the waiter asked me what i wanted and i was like i dont know what do you want she ordered a beer and said the same (followed her lead) SO were chit chatting about all sorts of stuff I neg her, I know i shouldnt have it was more of a tease, i was making comments that could be taken sexually, in hopes that it may stir some of those triggers. Maybe it did not sure I do think I may have gone overboard, but didnt really sense anything. Oh yea, I tried to sit close to her so our legs could touch and she scooted over so i told her you move over anymore youre gonna fall off she just laughed. Anyway so some guys comes in a creeper of her [past or something and she grabs my thigh and leans in to my chest like shes scared, she say OMG and tells me the story. If my dick was one more inch longer she would grabbed it. LOL So we continue on and my brother calls me on time, actually she went outside for a smoke, I didnt join her, I text my brother and told him to call me because i took her going out for a smoke as a sign that the mood was dampening, so he calls me when she gets back in I tell her "hey my brother just came and picked up the car, I guess he needed it. Would you mind giving me a ride home. We talk she shows me this cd of instrumental music and her favorite beat, well I am a rapper and she says you should totally make me a song. I am like ok, so we get to my place and im like hey let me make a copy of it, so she comes inside, I was prepared for this night I had beer and Jack and coke. I made a mistake, because the first place I went was to the kitchen to poor myself a deink and asked if she wanted one, she said no. I said you sure, she said yes. We went to my room, i put the cd in and showed her some of my other songs, i guess she never knew that I rapped, so i do that then i put on a song start talking about dancing and moving her hips we start dancing together and i tell her to kiss me on the cheek, then the other cheek i point with my finger and then to my lips she kinda said no. ( I made another mistake because when she did that I went for it) and she stepped back we sat on the bed together and were talking I had my hand on her leg she didnt mind. Oh oops I forgot I did that while we were at the restaraunt and also when we were leaving the restaraunt we held hands as we walked to her truck. So around this point actually throughout the night she was texting and she told me her friend had gotten arrested and she had to go. Well I was like come on stay and tried to show her around the house because the last time she was there was about 8 years ago. She was like i gotta go so i was like fine alright walked her to the car and that was that. I see her occasionally at the bar everyonce in awhile she is usually always with guys(its intimidating) Ill go up to her and chit chat for awhile but thats about it, I dont text her or call her, because she doesnt ever call me back or when i do text she rarely replies. She never contacts me at all i always have to initiate it and its really annoying.. . . . ...!!!!!!!!!! Way too much work!
Sorry if its not the ending you were hoping for me either!
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