Abstract: Our heads are filled by conflicting thoughts of fear, impulses, insecurities, hates, and irrational thoughts. Silence these thoughts to find what your true Feelings and desires are and follow these.
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Two perspetives on Ego.
Buddhism
The ego is the source of all pain, it is a delusion a formation of the false idea of "self". It must be abandoned for spiritual enlightenment to be attained.
Broad Satanism
The ego is the self, it is the only thing you should obey (outside of the code and even that is optional) gratification of the ego is spiritual gratiication in itself.
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So how do we combine these two perspectives, they seem so unalike.
Well let's start with Buddhism. Buddhism works well eliminating our panic and distress.
Let's take an example in PU:
Joe is in the bar, drink in hand, he's on his own; he notices these two absoloutly stunning girls a couple of paces away. He is nervous he knows he should approach, but he doesn't want to it's scary, he is worried about rejetion. On the other hand Joe wants to be a PUA nd he knows the only way he can do this is by approaching.
This is a conflict of interest.
Going on in his own head.
To overcome this and make the right decision Joe must make a distinction between these two, he must discern between a want that his true self wants. And a want which is born not from his own true desires but from his insecurities and his worries.
Eventually Joe rationalises; when he examines his wants, he finds his anxiety to be a delusional want and the desire that he truly has is to approach.
Satanists, gratify the ego, so I want for easiness sake seperate our thoughts into two groups.
The human condition: All irr-rational thoughts, feelings and desires which ultimtly are not what we want, but in our confusion we mistake them as such.
The ego: We often mistake the human condition for our ego; the ego consists of our true wants, desires and goals. It is "us" the clearest sense, the feelings of the ego are our emotions, it's thoughts are our thoughts.
Knowing this, once you have seperated out your ego from your irrationality. Then you know where you are headed and it is your duty as a human (from a satanists point of view) to move in that direction.
Gaahl: Focus on the god within yourself, becuase that is the only true god, the god within everything, that is the only thing worth calling god. It is the highest spirit of everything. That thing is more than anything else, god is within man, it's within nature and nature will always grow; that's the force of all life, to grow.
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Now I don't like to lecture, I work much better in discourse with others so if you have any other queries on this topic don't hesitate to ask!

Enjoy people
