Hi everyone,
I` really sorry for a long story, but I really need an advice, because I`m broken, so I tried to put all details here, Please, guys read and help me, Please! :

so I went to a club (in a different city, it is 3 hrs of driving from the town that I live) on the last Sunday, there was a girl standing bar counter trying to order a drink, I came and stood right next to her trying to look like I`m going to order a drink, at the same time I was trying to look at her. Her hairs was a little bit covering her face. So finally I was able to have an eye-contact with her, I smiled, said: "Heey, how are you?" She smiled and said "Good, how are you?", then I started periodically looking at her and smiling while she was signing her receipt for her order, I would say at that point she was kind of drunk (but not completely). And I don`t know, but somehow she mistakenly ordered 2 different drinks, but it looked like the bartender got her wrong, (and later she gave the second drink to me, after we had some conversation).
And there was a guy standing on the right from her (while I was on the left), I asked: "Is he your bf?", she smiled and said "No, it`s my close friend", and then I started asking general questions like "What is your name?", "Is it the best club in [city X]?", "Where are you originally from?" (She didn`t have an accent, but she looked as an alien, and I was right, she was originally from Mexica, she moved when she was kid). And she asked where I`m from, I told her, we had some sort of general conversation and she was smiling which was making me extremely happy, we went to the balcony (the club has a large balcony), so I could hear her better, she introduced me all other friends of hers and all of them were boys, not a single guy lol, that was strange to me, but anyway. And from the beginning she was smiling at my accent, but it was not hurting me, I was saying "Sorry, I try to speak like you, guys", and she was replying "No, no, you`re good, you`re sweet". So, after some short conversations, we started kissing, then we danced, then we kissed again, we shared our numbers, she took some pictures of us, put it on her snapchat, on one of them she was kissing me, then we danced and finally we went to the balcony again and this time she sat on me and we were kissing for very long time and then we danced and then we were kissing at the bar counter, this time I almost sucked her I have never kissed for so long, we kissed with tongue, we kissed in different ways, she even bited my tongue , then she bited my lip omg that was the best kiss I had in my life I was kissing her neck, her cheeks, all her decollete part. that was such an awesome feeling. and I felt like she was enjoying that. then I told her "would you like to come with me? there is a party in the hotel I stopped", she said "no, that is my only day-off, I have to wake up to go to work tomorrow morning" I said "dont worry, I will take a taxi for you and etc" but she was saying "no", but she was still staying nice to me and smiling, I was standing with her and her friends, I asked one of her friends: "do you guys mind if she comes with me?", one of them said "I do mind, I don`t know you" and etc, anyway she was really drunk at that point, she said she is going to the restroom, and she really went, I was watching her, and then me and her friends-we all lost her, we didn`t know where she was, by that time I had already her phone number and she had mine, I don`t remember but somehow I decided to leave. And on the next day morning I just texted her like "I`m leaving [city X] just wanted to say thank you for the time you spent with me". On the same day afternoon I received a call from a different number and that was her on the phone, and I was on the bus, I said "Give me 20 mins, I will call you back", then I called her back, she said "I thought you re not gonna call me" and then we started talking about the night and how she got kicked off the club and etc. trying to remember what happened. I asked how she was able to find my number if she lost her phone (yeah, she lost her phone), she said she had it on icloud.
So from then on we started sending snaps to each other on snapchat, I was texting to her, she called me several times, first time we talked for 1 hr. then for 15-20 mins and so on.
And she said that there is some popular dj coming to [city X] on friday and told me that I should go there, I said I`m not sure but I will try and asked if she will be there she said "yes".
So I don`t want to make this story long, but here what happens on Friday: the day before I ordered flowers and sent to her, she received it on friday and called afternoon thanked me, but I didn`t feel like she understands what I`m trying to say with these flowers, the same day I arrived to [city X], and I went there only because of her. I called her and asked her when she will at the club, she said that she will call or text me when the leave the house, I text her she doesnt answer, I go the club, text her that I`m in the club, she says sorry I was in the bathroom and etc and they will be here in 20 mins, 20 mins passed she didn`t text or call me, just imagine it was about 12:30 am, and I didn`t get any text or call, I texted her that you are the biggest liar I have ever seen, if you didn`t like me you could just tell that to me and I would I understand...and etc", and I get finally reply "Look I`m sorry, but you re taking things too fast, I like you, but you take things fast, we re here to chill and have fun, so just have fun, why would you speak to me like that?"
finally I met her at the counter, she didn`t really want to talk to me, then we talk, she says you re taking things too fast, I keep repeating that she lied to me, she says you take things fast and the says something that completely freaks me out, she says something "we are friends" or "you are friend" and I say "I cant treat you as a friend..." I say : " I like you, I love you". And here she starts: "No, you like me, but you don`t love me, how can you love me? you dont know me and etc" And honestly I was completely heartbroken, because I didn`t play with her, but I felt like she did. I really took it serious, I didnt care about anything, I cared about her, but she didnt care about me...I was so fucking broken.
The same night I took 2 pictures with some girl and put it on my snapchat trying to make her jealous.
The last text I sent her was the next day or day after morning : "I`m leaving [the city X] and I swear I will never ever bother you but you really want to end this?" and she didnt answer me. From that moment on I try to put on my snapchat with texts dropping a hint to her that I was an I am serious hoping that she will text or call me, because I`m so fucking broken.

What do you guys think?

I think this is likely one of the neediest posts I've ever read.

She clearly told you all you need to do is back the fuck off, and slow down. What did our hero do? Hit the gas, full speed!

You had it locked up Bro, then blew it so hard core.

She wanted 'D' not a wedding ring!

How can you possibly fall in love, with a random club girl, that has 12 orbiters, that you hardly know?
Oh yes, she understood. One thousand bells went off in her head at that moment, They rang you know, like that giant shit freckle that won't come off no matter how hard you piss.

At this point, she knows how much you like her. If she wants to contact you she will. However unlikely that is.

Time to move on and try, try again.

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I think you're too desperate and needy, and you scared her away with your desperation and neediness.

You meet a girl once and you tell her you're in love with her? Call her a liar because she's late?

Dude you overreacted SIGNIFICANTLY. Next time you meet someone you're interested in, don't call them liars, don't tell them you're in love with them. You were not in a relationship so there was nothing to end. Your intensity literally scares me as well, please next time don't take thing so seriously and don't act so needy and desperate.

Op u acted like fucking girl and fucked everything up. I think you are so desperate and really hungry for pussies.

Next time masturbate yourself before you go out or u d get fuck out.

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I know, guys, I was idiot, but still I want to date that that girl, what can I do?
better if I don`t text her anymore at all?
I was thinking of how can I get her back again
She was in my snapchat, but I blocked her trying to get her attention, like if she notices that

You're done. She doesn't want anything to do with you. You acted like a crazy man and there are no words that you can say to her that can change the impression you made. Take it as a learning experience and move on.

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UPDATE:

So here is what I did: I texted her twice:
1) First, I sent pretty long message saying that I apologize and that I realize that I was wrong, and that she should blame my culture, not me and etc. And that I still hope to see her again one day.
Of course, she didn`t reply
2) 2 days later, I sent a short text message: "Give me a second chance please"
She replied: "Let`s start as friends" with information desk person emoji in the end, btw what does this fking emoji mean??
And I texted: "Ok, I don`t mind, just forgive me, now I understand I was wrong"

So now what`s next?
What should I do, guys? I really like this girl, I don`t have anything dirty in my mind about her, I really want to date her, maybe I sound like a kid, I feel like I fell in love. But I don`t know what to do, because I understand that whatever I do will be interpreted in a wrong way, like I`m taking things too fast or something like that.
And also the problem is we live in different cities (about 2-2:30 hours of driving), but I can go on weekends there. And she works Mon-Sat, so the only day-off she has is Sunday.

So, what do you think, guys? What would be the best possible next step?

It 'means' your NEVER going to see the pussy, but you are welcome to buy her free dinners when she is menstruating.
WTF? You just want to put her in a glass case up on a pedestal in her best Disney Princess dress.

She has a vagina Bro, and she loves using it. I don't think you'll ever see it, as long as you keep worshiping her.
Not even worth you time to pursue anyway.
Moving on. But your not brave enough to do that, because you FEEL you have no other options, and it's exactly what is causing you to fail.

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Wow

You must have like -5 options. Forget this girl and fix that.