I met this girl a little over a month ago. We're from the same country. I took her virginity. (Being a virgin is a huge plus in my culture) She's a good girl. Logically, she seems great. B/c of my culture and what my parents heard they're like "You should marry her". She's that type of girl.

We're not exclusive/in a relationship, we're seeing each other. On the paper there are no serious issues as of right now. Sex was but we talked that out and she's not holding out anymore. I can get it whenever I want. We speak the same foreign languages. She is a few years younger than me so there are times she is a bit immature, but not a huge deal.

Hmm... when we're hanging out things are nice. Just shoot the shit. However, whenever I'm not with her I get an uneasiness in my chest. (Unhappy feeling) And that uneasiness is the similar uneasiness I've experienced with girls before that only goes away when I break it off with them. :/ Ugh why though? Logically and on paper she is a GREAT girl. Attractive, fit body does all kinds of fighting styles and works out, make up is on point, we get along but nothing like laughing your ass off greatness.. but it's solid.

I took her virginity so go figure.. yeah she's into me a lot more than I'm into her. (That's a scary feeling for me btw. I like taking things sloooooow. I actually prefer when the girl isn't so into me as much, or is just indifferent about me. That way there is no pressure on me at all!) We're not even in a relationship, but damn... when I'm alone by myself and let my mind wander freely it does so about this girl and then things just don't feel right. Even though my brain is saying logically she's a great girl! But my body is uneasy.

I hope I don't answer my question here... but I've always wanted a white girl blonde hair blue eyed chick. Or more specifically a chick that's really light skinned, nice and white! Where if you slap her on her sexy thighs or ass it leaves a nice red/pinkish mark! With bright pink/red lips! With light colored hair and either BRIGHT piercing blue or green eyes! IDK, it's what I'm most attracted to. I'm the complete opposite with dark skin black hair and brown eyes. I try not to dive into the animal side of things too much... but is this saying my off spring will much better with the white chick I described rather than the chick I'm currently seeing. (Cuz honestly, I think it would. The chick I'm seeing is from the same place as me, so yes she has the same color hair, eyes, and skin as me)

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Logically and on paper, great girl. My body telling me no though. :/

Has anyone else been in this situation?

I'm going to hang out with her once more to see what happens as we're just seeing each other and not in the relationship phase. And that uneasiness does go away when I'm with her, but when the dust settles and my mind wanders freely it causes my body to experience uneasiness. :/

If the uneasiness is still there after I hangout, once more, with her while I'm sitting in silence, I think I have to call it off. :/ Kinda feel like a dick man... but I feel like it's the right thing to do

Just one question:
Is she the only girl you are seeing right now?

Sounds like you've been telling yourself you have a physical "type" so much your ego won't believe you can dig a chick who doesn't fit a very particular description.

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YES!

How did you know!!??

I think another part that may be contributing to this feeling is the fact that she blows the fuck up out of my phone. If I can miss her this uneasiness feeling will for a fact go away, as the missing someone feeling I get is the exact opposite feeling of this uneasiness if I had to describe it.

I think I'm going to tell her that when she constantly texting and snapping me it doesn't give me a chance to miss her and I'd like her to stop. Also will probably tell her that I want the phone to be used primarily for meeting each other.

You're attached to her because she's making you cum. Cut off the sex and the feelings will go away.