| Yeah, the title is crap but it's the truth. I'm 16 years old, and I live in Brooklyn, but I am going to move to upstate New York soon. I got into the "game" about last year, but I never really decided to immerse myself in this stuff until yesterday. I'll tell my story later in the post. I really like using kino escalation, and I also like using the qualifiers and disqualifiers a lot, they create great conversations for me. I do martial arts, as I view it as a way of life. I also love philosophy, and anything that forces me to think is something I like doing. Since I am already good at seduction I just wanna improve my confidence. I'm not confident enough to approach a girl. Which brings me to my story.
Yesterday, I went to a pool party with my aunt and the rest of my family. It was no pressure, everyone was doing their thing, and I could have talked to anyone. But, I decided to keep my normal antisocial demeanor (the one that brought me here). There was this really cute girl sitting near the boom boxes, and our eyes met a few times. I knew that I should approach, and that I should be confident in my already plentiful knowledge, but I stayed in my spot only a second too long. That one second of hesitation is the moment that sowed the seeds of fear in my head, and before long I was making so many excuses for myself. I ended up leaving with no number, not to mention that she probably thought that I was a creep since I was looking at her so much. I was soooooo angry with myself when I arrived home. Why the hell was my confidence so damn low? I knew what to do, when to do it, and how to do it, but why couldn't I DO it? Then I realized that the fear of rejection was my enemy, and in an effort to combat this, I decided to immerse myself in the art of seduction. (Although I do balance with school and other things.)
So yeah. That's my story. I'm not a complete noob, now that I think about it, but I'm still fairly new, lol.
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