| neo-i didn't wait, she was in a play every night the following week so wasn't possible, she set up the date 2 days after the first, i didn't expect her to be in such a rush,i was just about to set it up, i couldn't say no thanks, id rather go somewhere else.
Fudge, i couldn't set up a date any sooner. Kino, pulling her hair back and whispering into her ear,hand on shoulder/arm, i greeted her with a peck on the cheek and straight away she seemed cold as if she had already decided that things had turned cold, the day before she texts how was ur weekend? are you still thinking about coming tomorrow night? i thought she just didn't want to seem too interested if i was coming, playing it cool but now think she had already decided before the meet up.
It's disrespectful, she knew what was up and lost respect for you for not claiming her- i didn't want to appear like i was needy and had to pull her away from other people, which i regret, she went straight over as soos as we came out to this group carrying on her cold vibe from the start instead of wanting to be alone, i didnt make it a competition, i was just talking to a guy and didn't want to appear bothered by another talking to her and come across as needy by guarding her the whole time and trying too hard to impress her, i regret not taking by the hand and taking her away whilst using a base ball bat to swing at the fucking annoying actor guy.
Sex wasn't convenient, we did everything else but, she says i cant have sex with you i just got off the pill so unprotected sex is what you're suggesting?
'Going on a romantic date where you sit and watch a movie/play for a long period of time is not conducive to sex. Unless you are using sexual tension and kino through the event. You did good by not contacting her because she didn't flake on you. It worked. She gave you a shot with the date. You screwed up on the date.' The last thing I wanted was to be sitting in an audience watching films but i couldn't say no thanks, hows that going to work
The thing is, im making a music vid which shes the lead actor in which is how i met her, so il be seeing her next sunday to film and one one for 20 mins or so next week before filming to go over the shooting list, How am i suppose to act then?? i just plan to be professional and friendly, not refer to any of this then after that weekend in the week see if i can get a 2nd chance? i dont plan on being nice, my problem is amongst all the mistakes iv made she seemed to of made her mind up and turned cold before the 2nd meet up. My nice fucking sentimental texts really fucking helped coming across too strong, then she continues being flirty to confuse me then backs way off when it comes to meeting up the 2nd time and makes a fool out of me. NO MORE BEING NICEEEEEE.
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