Now i woulnt say i have good game because i have a lot of anxiety and making moves face to face and reading situations.

so i met my ex yesterday after 2 years the only girl i ever really loved and we was having a good chat little banter but shes just come out of a major relationship and so did I. now i may be completely misjudging the situation but she brought up alot about the past for example she was like "i still listent to the cds you made me"

sometimes i feel like shes the one gaming me i did however perform the cube and we had a few drinks. i could of possibly stayed at hers but i wasnt sure

also the reason we broke up now this is kinda personal but my banjo snapped and we never had proper sex because my foreskin i had a circumcision, this did solve all my problems in the bedroom (no more pain) !

she was my first love maybe even my real true love all the other girls have never come close to what i felt

what do i do what would you guys do

im ill SPAM and out of shape so i have low self confidence i used to be a bodybuilder only small but 3 years later and 2 surgeries one i wasnt supposed to have for which im suing but my body is so out of shape and scared up plus im on lots of pills that kill sex drive anyway

ANY HELP/ADVICE WOULD BE SO MUCH APPRECIATED

What meds are you on?