So i am mixed race/black guy in Scandinavia.
This is not necessary a field report but it is a report from the field.
A lot of girls want to fuck black/darker skinned gentlemen purely for the novelty of getting a notch on their belt, it is fucking surreal guys.
Like one of these girls asked me 'do you have an afro on your dick' verbatim guys. Verbatim. What kind of ridiculous shit is that.
Once you start being treated purely as a sex object to girls that you know you could bang in an instant, the game sort of loses meaning. It becomes dulled, senseless, and you lose your identity as a man as all of your game is pretty much unnecessary as this point.
Fair enough i had my fun with the first couple but now it's like... They dont give a shit if you are the next black guy from the other you are just a novelty, does this make sense.
Anyway the point is, i now know wholeheartedly why hot girls lack self esteem due to a lack of identity and personality validation from guys and how they can turn into slut machines or into complete isolated bitch shielded ice queens.
Take from this what you will and any common experiences or feedback would be much appreciated.

While a lot of guys would say, "DUDDDDDDDDE you're in the .000001%, you're literally being chased by all this tail, get all the pussy you can!!!!!!!!" I can feel what you are going through and it just goes to show that sex is more than just putting your dick into a warm hole (at least for most guys). I hope you'll be a-ok in the long term my dude.