I have always been overweight in my life, i never felt as if i was a good looking guy and only in the last 2 years did i gain an inkling of confidence. I didnt brush my teeth regularly until 8th grade and didnt give a damn about wearing good looking clothes and still kind of dont. Over the years I got real interested in females and even gained a few hug buddies by 10th grade when I shot from 5'6 to 6'1. My weight wasnt showing as much even tho i still had a hit of a pudge. Fast foward a few years and im accepted into pharmacy school driving a 2002 mercedes benz, lookin good and feeling good in life right now, my ex that ive been fucking because im horny even called me cocky. I took it as a compliment, ive never been called that before.

She cheated on me a few months ago and i broke it off, kicked her out my apartament and into her fuck buddies. I began working out again, losing weight but not really talking to any women until i moved back home to start pharmacy school. I've decided im going to be a totally new person, ultra confident and living a very attractive lifestyle even tho i am an introvert.

I move back and get a random text from a hb8 with whom was in my spanish class a few years ago and was a homework buddy that had mutual attraction with me even though she was in an unfulfilled relationship. I never tried anything or escalated because i respect all relationships, if ur single then its on but otherwise u gotta breakup. We talk about how much we miss each other and shit like that and that we will hang saturday night at my homies crib and kick back and chill. So the date is set and I go to pick her up from work downtown and she is still at work. I go complete beta and blow her phone up but shes working, eventually she gets back to me and tells me to come into her job and that it could be a while because shes a waitress and people are having a party and she cant leave until after they leave. I got there around 1030 and we left around 2. Yes, i waited like a total afc. My homie get together is over and we go to her apartament and chill outside because she still lives with her ex. Theyve been broke up for 3 months apartently and she hasnt had sex in 5. I lead the convo further into sex and eventually i find out shes been wet for a few hours and me thinking she wants to wait longer to have sex lets her go inside and we tell eachother we'll talk tomorrow. I was an afc the entire ordeal and even though i tried kino and having had good amount of sex talk didnt become ultra aggresive. She now ignores 90% of my texts.

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So once I realize the chick Is ignoring me I decide to really start gaming other women, I had some slight one-it is with this girl because she's really a wholesome chick and super hot, the type id be in a relationship with, but moving on I immediately reach out to another chick I haven't talked to since high school and was trying to fuck back then. She called herself a lesbian and friendzoned me, and since then has had twins. We talk on the phone for a few hours late night and arrange to meet at Panera. Panera goes great, but she has to get to her kids so I don't end up fucking her till 2 days later at house IN FRONT of her kids. Total trashy chick, and not the hottest but I had to fuck her, she was on my totem pole from high school. She wont be receiving any texts from me ever again.

So 2 days later (last Saturday night) Im going to the club with my cousin and a few friends and we are drunk as fuck, having a good ass time and I get 2 numbers. I didn't really go to the club to meet chicks, as I said before im an introvert so the loud ass environment is a turn-off for me and I cant work my introvert magic in such an environment. Needless to say both chicks flaked. As im dropping off my cousin and our friends to their cars my ex calls me and I fuck the shit out of her and she puts me out at like 6AM. I wake up with a hangover, tell her to take care of me and fuck her again till she's sore.

I know fucking her is deadly water, im keeping it extremely alpha with her and not giving her any sort of power or hold over me. She tells me she's in a relationship with the guy she cheated on me with trying to provoke a reaction, I tell her that's nice and continue to fuck. Im not going for her shit tests at all, and she will be my fuck buddy till I find a new girlfriend. She wants me back but....fuck her lol, stupid bitch cheated.

That's everything up to date for now. I'll make more posts as I get more women and put more details into them, this is just all I can remember since I got back 2 weeks ago.

Man I'm sorry. You fucked up...but we all have. I often get too excited about a woman and then violate everything I know is true about seduction. As I was reading it went from awesome to horrible!

You are doing a great job, taking care of yourself, showing off a nice lifestyle etc... but you can't become incongruent with that and act 'beta.' You can't go and hang around her work! Going to her work is not prodcutive for you at all!! You can't do anything sexual there, on top of likely barely talking to her... Even though she invited you, you should have denied. It was a definite DLV to show up there (it says "I have nothing better to do than just wait around for you and do nothing) when you should be out doing something awesome to tell her about later.

Going over to her place with her ex is even worse! Again, you severely limit what you can do, as it's not a private place... It's not the proper enviorment for seduction!! You need to remove her from the shitty enviroment! If you are to do anything in life, especially seduce a woman, you need a plan my man. The good thing is, there is no success without failure!

She clearly holds you in a special place, considering she reached out to you and invited you to be with her. But next time, if you get her out and she tells you she's wet... take her to your car and FUCK HER!

Absolutely man, i just woke up pissed off that i didnt get aggresive with her sexually and missed the chance because she was still wet even after all the beta shit.

But i take it as a lesson and will remind myself next time to escalate and pound that ass