This is a long story so I'll try to make it short.
I seen this video and it made me realize a lot http://youtu.be/BaRjwsOKEyQ (make sure to watch it so this makes sense).

Background story: I been massively depressed and hurt because a girl I was seeing said hurtful things about me (sexually), said I wasn't good enough and compared me to other guys.

So I literally KEPT seeing more girls. Got rejected a lot had -- about 10+ failed dates until I met one girl. She's the innocent type, only had sex once, wants to be a "good girl". So I met her, she was hesitant about kissing me, I backed off -- built more connection then we made out. We went to our car, made out more and etc. Ok next time, we meet up, things get physical and I isolate, break through her defense with persistence and eventually I have her dress off and she grinds on me and I use my words and handle her body and give her, her first orgasm! (No penetration). She's screaming. Basically praising me and saying good things about me. She then goes down on me it's the first time she ever gave oral. She did ok, but it was only cause she felt connected to me. A day after that she teased me about my tool but I just made a joke out of it.

From what I remember she said positive things about me. Lastly here it comes.
The day before our next meet up, I text her really flirtatious stuff and we start sexting. I tell her all the things I want to do to her my text game was epic! And she becomes a total vixen and tells me how she wants to give me oral haha. I meet up with her and we barely say hello, she gets in my car and says I WANT YOU NOW! Park and lets do this.

I park and we make out, I start stimulating her vagina and I basically hit her G-Spot so well (never did this before) that she almost squirts (I tell her not to. Don't wanna mess up my car ha)
I hit it so good, she tells me she had more then 10 orgasms, more than she can count. And she becomes very drained, barely able to move like she was paralyzed and dizzy she even had a shaking orgasm, when we were done. She then starts giving me oral and it feels great. I don't climax easy we started at 10:00 I glance at the clock again and it's 12:00 she's still going and I don't release yet. (Is that stamina good?)

We take a break and then YES we literally go back at it again and she became this horny because of the seeds I planted to her via text. I give her another 10 orgasms and she gives me oral again. I told her I wanted to be inside her, she wanted it too but said she couldn't because of a promise she made for spiritual reasons. I respected that because I have my own beliefs.

Here's my point. This girl brang out a GREAT pua in me and made me feel confident she said great things about me, my sexual ability and boosted my confidence and undid the damage that was done. She even said I boosted up hers to, I made her believe in herself and "she felt like a woman for the first time" with me. I made her feel and slowed her to experience things no guy ever did. She called me up just to tell me, she had an orgasm JUST THINKING of me. And she complimented me sexually (which may be to boost my confidence). Cause I boosted hers and said how perfect her breast are. I think it's out of mutual self-esteem boosting we did and not genuine.

Having said that. Here's my concern: I feel that I can't trus all the great things she said about me, That I'm attractive, Tall (5'7 w/ lifts), that my body is great, my penis is big (I believe it doesn't matter to her and she's just saying nice things to make me feel good. And if we stopped seeing each other she's say the opposite) because she's only been with 1 guy and IMO isn't that attractive and DOES NOT have a lot if experience with guys or dated cool Alpha guys so I feel when she says positive things about me she has nothing to go off from. And that those words don't count because its not coming from an experienced girl that has dated alpha guys. Get my point,

Shout to:
GKS
Majik
Hellhound
MrAssertive
Meehan
for there amazing advice and being such AWESOME people. Thank you for believing in me.

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Does your dad know you're banging your mom now?

Seriously though, just goes to show what's bunk to one chick is hot to another. Rejection aint shit, reload and hit up the next girl who'll be receptive.

N2, not really sure I know what you mean...

Although, I wasn't "bunk" to the first girl. She really liked me, actually called me "beautiful" and was fascinated with me and loved the connection we had. She was a virgin and was very shallow, and manipulative and said hurtful things to me. Yet she was flat cheated.

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Yer weird.

You mormon?

That's a really innoproiate way to talk.
If you're not going to be helpful/mature, don't answer.

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I refuse to take you seriously. Did you do shrooms when you posted this?

Wow nice work dude. Goes to show women are dirty little things behind their facades...

Inspired me to work on my kino/sexy touching

floyd those are negative thoughts, your taking someone smiling as being fake again.

you've got to realize thats she appraising you no matter what you think of yourself.

take it this way have you ever wanted a girl and she didnt give you the time of day, and eventually it became negative so you either called her a bitch or maybe said something about her being flat chested to her face. I guarantee in negative comments coming from someone is simply a reassurance to themselves that they are better then you are, dont take that shit seriously they are only saying it to protect their own ego. it's a defense mechanisms that cross boundaries when youve been sexual with someone

sticks and stones may break my bones but words cant hurt me -bullshit saying because as individuals we take it seriously. really all that qoute is saying is. words only hurt if you let them

by no means should you take the girl saying basically your a god as being fake shes saying god damn good job pinkfloyd.

Id bet if every girl that wasnt related to you said wow you just gave me 10 orgasms you would feel like a beast. but the point is not every girl is and this one is. give yourself credit when credit is due man "that was credit"

the reason the other girls negative comments hurt so much is youve had more time invested with her and its making you feel resentment for the good times you have had

Reason the comments hurt was that he has a weak sense of self and so long as he does he'll always have issues with women (pulling him out of state and getting reactive).

If he wants to attract the right women he needs to work on himself and build some core confidence rather than letting whatever mood the woman is in at any given moment dictate his behavior.

Give 10 more different girls several consecutive orgasms like that and all of your self doubts will vanish.

Is 2 hours of giving a girl orgasms any good?

Let's remind you again of this fact: Depending on which study, 75% to 80% of men ejaculate within 2 minutes. The same percentage range of women don't have ONE orgasm at all with their men.

Do yourself a favor. Ask this girl nicely if she could do your laundry or cook for you. When she complies, that is all of the feedback you need whether she's happy with the orgasms you gave her or not.

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I'm planning to move to Utah in a few years. I'll probably faux convert to have access to more Mormon chicks. I hope they're not too weird

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I live on the west coast (Canada) and they swarm my neighbourhood trying to convert everyone. They're so damn creepy and def not from around here. lol They'll always find an angle to start a convo (like Pickup actually) - they see I'm buff so they start talking about working out, or if they see you on a bike they'll tell you about all the great competitive bikers the Mormon faith has.