| So this all happaned about a two ago.
My ex came back from a camping trip that she took with a program which helps kids deal with there paranets cancer. When she came back she was extremly happy to see me, nothing out of the ordinary... She had to drop off some shirts at these party they where having for everyone that went to camp.. She left at 9 and said she would only be there a hour, since shes not much of a partier. She came home at 2am, i ended up sending her home and told her i would talk to her tmmrw about it. Long story short our conversation didnt go so well, she said when she went home she thought of our whole relationship over the year and half and said she wanted a break, because she thought she was unappy threw it. I told her i think we should break up she agreed and now where here. the next day i poured my heart out told her i loved her and everything i saw us accomplishing togather and how i can me her happy she just dissmeissed it.
At first i didnt know why she was so unhappy i blamed myself, but then i found out that this guy she had feelings for at camp told her that he liked her at the party she went to.. She is seeing him now. So i gave her a few days just to think and have space to miss me.. I then initatied the conversaton again with her after debating to myself is this girl worth it, i know shes worth it... I told her i dont care what happaned and that i just wanted the truth, she told me she had feelings toward the new guy for a while and never acted on it.. I told her i didnt care and that i still wanted her in my life that she was making a mistake, and thats when she told me that she still is in love with me and that she miss me.. I ended up fucking her after our 3 hour walk/conversation in her back yard behind a shed that night, after we where done she started crying and told me that she dosent feel right about doing that, that she loved me but she wanted to give this other guy a chance since they have soo much in common. I told her that i didnt care about it and that if thats what made her happy im okay with her decsion, so i end up leaving and going home for the night.
I saw her the next day at this bar that was hosting the usa fifa game i go up and talk to her and she gives me the complete cold shoulder, tells me that she is seeing someone else and i should stop trying to hang out with her. I feel like she regrets having sex with me since it proved my point that she was only breaking up with me to be with someone else. I stopped talking to her until a few days ago... She had been doing stuff out of the ordinary to catch my attention she would do yoga outside her house when she new i was home, btw where neighboors KINDA OF SUCKS!!! But she had never done yoga before outside so i dont know if shes trying to make me jelouss when she already made up her mind or whats going on?? I talked to her yesterday she was watering our garden we built togather and asked her if she needed help.. she said yes, at first it was very causual and then she stated that she missed me and that she wanted to come over and ask if i could help her... She said she didnt because her roomate said you dont want to give him any ideas.. I told her if she miss me and if she still loves me why dosent she just come back to me, she said she loves this new guy to that they are offical and that he wants her to come down for the weekend to stay with him... I ignored her when she was talking about the guy and acted like it didnt bother me, i told her i still love her this is when we almost fucked again but this time she stopped me and said that it wasnt fair for him after 5 minutes of touching her.. I told her we can still have sex and she can still see him she tought of it for a bit reallly thought of it i can tell before she said no she couldnt she stated how i would feel if she did that when we where going out..she said that she can see a future with me right now she dosent know that this guys future is more like what see always wanted.. I talked to her a little more and ended up leaving on a good note now where here. I dont know whats going in her head, i think i need a pscatrist to figure her out.
I now she misses me and loves me but she wont come back.. We live right next to eachother so its painful to see her everday.. I dont want her to spend the weeked with that guy but i know she will shes very independent and strong hearted... Can anyone give me advice on what to do to get her back, i know theres 3 billion girls out there and i should forget about her for doing this to me, but i cant. i truley belive i foudn my soul mate there are small things that i abousoltuly love about her that i will not find anyplace else. I have been trying to get her back and no luck so whats the next move? I know she will realize shes making a mistake but i need her to wake up now. There where alot of small problems in our relationship but nothing ever to seroious. THis new guy is the complete opposite of me im more dominant hes more emoitional, he told her he loved her already, and even took her to meet his parents.. SO what do you guys think crazy right??
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