I'm a fucking wussy, my frds created many chances for me and her yesterday but I didn't grasp on to it.( eating lunch side by side) I'm a wussy, I didn't talk much to her yesterday. I'm a wussy, I didnt hug her today when she won the basketball game, all I did was touch her arm and said "good job". I'm a hopeless wussy, I'm 17 and I lack self confidence. Everytime when I prepare myself to be confident, my beta self comes out and I chicken out. I'm a fucking wussy, I am scared WHEN I see her wif her female frds. I am a fucking wussy, I dont get much attention from her than my beta friends. I cried myself back to home thinking HOW PATHETIC I AM, UNABLE TO TRANSMIT MY PASSION TO HER THRU A HUG.( Altho she has a crush which is 90% not me) I was all excited this morning since I had a second chance, but I blew it. I DON'T WANT TO BE THE FUCKING GOOD GUY WHO CARES SO MUCH ABOUT A GIRL AND GET NOTHING IN RETURN BUT MY HEART BROKEN . I WANT TO BE THE FUCKING ALPHA MALE WHO PROTECTS HER AND SUPPORT HER. i DON'T WANT TO BE THE NICE GUY WHO ONLY KNOWS HOW TO CRY IN THE STREETS.( i literaly cried in the streets today)
I really want to be her future boyfriend, the guy who pleasures her, protects her, cares about her and love her. I want to be the guy she is proud of.

Is there any way for me to grow some balls , once and for all?

You have two choices.

One is caused by physical trauma. The dude below dropped a dumbbell on his scrotum and... tadaa...

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L1XRETxHBhA[/youtube]

Another is caused by tropical mosquitoes with some kind of worm infection.

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MgHlDHwNH2Q[/youtube]

Thank me later.

Seriously, twice a week, eat some sauteed oysters with cauliflower and broccoli and then (if you have no serious medical condition) go high intensity interval training on strength (weights) and cardio (plyometrics, sprints and so on.) Listen to heavy metal (if you don't like heavy metal but prefer music along the lines of Nightnoise's music, then your testosterone level is so low).

Approach one dozen sexy and beautiful girls a day (yep, this action will get your testosterone high) and practice Kyokushin karate or BJJ every other night.

Testosterone + Lots of being around beautiful and sexy girls = Bigger Balls (idiomatically speaking)

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Approach. Open. Escalate. Isolate

Here are my two essential rules on texting that will save you tons of time and money:

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If you want confidence and better self-esteem check out a site called coreselfconfidence.com, worked for me Yeah it's hard to talk to her when you've over-thought the situation too much, that tends to create awkward silences, try to be spontanious and fearless, if you mess up this way at least you give yourself something to learn from, if you dont try at all you make no progress whatsoever, becoming a man aint easy if you're so used to your comfort zones but years from now you'll look back on all the mistakes and goofs you've made and have a laugh about them, dont be afraid to screw up dude, in fact, it's better to try and fail than not try at all.

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Why ask a girl generic and boring questions like 'How are you, where you from?' when you can ask "Whats the craziest thing you've done, what was your first kiss like?"