Day 200
http://puaaustralia.com/2013/11/26/frid ... c-weekend/
Road Trip – Festival

Me Deej decided to go on a road trip for the weekend, we ended going to a festival. I don’t normally go on festivals but it would be a nice break from town. On the way there I got really drunk, whilst Deej was driving. We went to some house party, I didn’t make a good impression on the guy that lived there, so we didn’t stay. For a while I got separated from my mates, after making out with a series of random girls walking past. When I found my friends, we looked for a place to jump the fence, we derped around for a bit in the process. When we finally got in it was shit, we just danced around for a bit. The outside of the festival was actually better, girls seemed to be more receptive.

3 Way make-out with Pluki

As it died down, Deej left and slept in the car, me and Pluki no accepting the night to over continued. We met some Scottish girl finishing work, she came to find an after party with us, we tried to get into some random hotel room, which didn’t work. We ended up taking her to the beach, but we took too long to turn it on, we both did kiss her, but neither of us turned it on enough. I tried at a few stages, but it was different as it was a 3 way escalation. She end up getting a taxi home, we could and should have taken this further. After this the entire place was dead, we went back to the car to sleep.



Day 201

Waking up

So after waking up, having shit all sleep, 3 of us sleeping in a small car didn’t go down really well, I also had a raging hangover. While waiting for Pluki and Deej to awaken, I walked around, hit up my numbers from last night, 2 of them were keen to meet up. We decided to go though after discussing that we would probably have more fun in town.

Derping Around

So we went out, I wasn’t approaching at all, instead me and Deej were in set with a girl that really likes me and her friend, they wanted us to stay with them all night. Instead we went to get sheesha, the whole thing was an excuse to not approach as I wasn’t feeling in state. I snapped out of it, and went out, kissed the first girl I approached, it was weird, she wasn’t giving me any interest, but wasn’t leaving, and kept kissing me. After she left with her friend, this caught the attention of someone that has seen my blog, had a good conversation with him, crazy how people that read this goto the same places as me.

Extremely quick pull

After walking into a venue, in the first 20 seconds I approached a girl alone, got her to sit down next to me. She did the old buy me drinks if you want me to talk to you, I accused her of being a gold digger and pulled her onto my lap. At which point we just started kissing, after some more escalation, I got her out of the venue to get ‘food’. She said she wasn’t hungry, but she followed anyway. On the way, I changed the story to an after party, on one occasion a bunch of girls stopped her, and tried to get her attention off me. At this point trying to pull her away would probably of blown me out, so I befriended the whole group, and this caused my girl to want my attention, at which point I walked off and she followed. When we got to my house, she literally bit my face, and drew my blood, and made me go down on her, which was fun. Then she went to sleep and I wasn’t tired, I could of gone back out, however I just played games….. In the morning I closed her though, after using ‘The Generals LMR Routine’, due to resistance she was giving me. I drove her home after this, something I rarely do.


Day 202

Surprising Awakening

After dropping the girl off from last night, I went back to sleep. While I was still asleep, I was abruptly awoken by my mate, telling me that he had a girl that wanted to do a threesome. I walked in and she was naked, however we were both fully clothed, this was kinda weird. We didn’t end up doing the threesome, I just kissed her and fingered her at some point, my mate F closed her though.

30 Day Daygame challenge Failed

So on Friday I completely forgot to do the approaches, and so did Piuki, as we got too drunk to even remember. This caused us all to give up on Saturday and Sunday also. We agreed if we missed a day we would restart the whole thing and buy the house alcohol, so we will be starting the whole thing again soon.



Bradicus out

Improving Myself
How Game has effected me and the haters | PUA Australia - Field Reports with Bradicus
Today I am going to post something rather new. Most of my posts are just a recount of what happened in each night, sometimes lacking any true meaning. It may seem like I am going out aimlessly hitting on women, trying to sleep with them without any further outcome in mind. I do this because I want to get better at meeting women. How many people can truly say they met the girl for them? Alot of people will say they have, but is it just mere convenience? I used to be someone that always wanted to find someone, but never took the action to do it. When a girl did come around, it was uncommon. As this didn’t happen very often straight away it would seem very special, this would put me in a very needy mind-state. Because I didn’t see girls very often, when I did, I would trick myself into liking them more than I actually did, pushing most of them away.





How Game has effected me

Pros

-Breaking my Reality and limiting beliefs

Used to think looks mattered, or you needed alot of money to attract girls. While this can be true, it is by no means necessary.



-Getting not only more attractive girls, but more interesting ones aswell

The more I go out and meet new women, the better I get at attracting women, and feeling more entitled about talking to more attractive women. The feeling of going upto a random girl that just walked past you, you sat down next too, a girl that smiled at you etc. Its amazing the things that can happen and more you do it, the more everything seems to happen.



-Able to look at things more objectively and openly

When it comes to socialising, it isn’t something you can logically master, its just about getting a feel for it. Something at first I wasn’t able to work well with, being a logical person. This process has allowed me to see things through more openly, and see where everything belongs.



-Constantly pushing what I am comfortable doing

If you are always comfortable, you probably aren’t improving as much as you can be. While at first taking risks may have an associated negative feeling, after overcoming them the feeling is much better than the negative feelings at the start.



-Being in the mode feels really good

The feeling of being indestructible, everything just seems in sync and clicks like its in slow motion. It sounds kind of cheesy, but its real. At first you need to get over the initial negative feeling, but its worth it in the end.





Cons

- Can get in the way of outside social life

Started to have less friends out of ‘game’, this happened naturally. Also spend less time with family.



- As I am slightly autistic so I have gotten obsessed, leaving not much balance

I tend to only be able to do one really big thing at a time. I used to be all about working out and getting healthier, and now its this. It makes it hard for me to keep a balanced life, not because I cant, but because my motivations in one place.

- Attracting negative attention

When I used to work out all the time, people would constantly find shit to put me down on. And when I started doing this the same happened. It seems in life if you are improving yourself, people will appear solely to bring you down. But in reality this is about improving myself, other people projecting their insecurities onto me is irrelevant.

-Sometimes it can feel like you are going nowhere, or improvement is very slow

It can be the hardest thing to do, everything can feel like it is going so well, then come crashing down moments later, without a moments notice. Sometimes you can have the worst night, and nothing will click.



Onto what Happened so far this week,



Day 203/204

Didn’t do anything notable, apart from hit up a bunch of numbers, and organise some day 2′s. I know I set myself a daygame challenge, I failed it, but I will be starting it up again very soon.

Day 205

On they way out, walking by myself, I approached 2 girls, I had a target in mind. Ended up kissing the obstacle instead, was weird I ended up changing my target, after talking to them. Later a random guy came over looking displeased, after he found out I didn’t know them, he got really aggressive. I left knowing its best to avoid any conflict that will lead to violence.

After this I met with my friends in the club, had 2 girls following us around all night, made it hard for us to hook other sets. Having them come over constantly looking for our attention. Sometimes this may be good as it looks like pre-selection, but it didn’t seem to work like that at all. We left earlier than normal, I number closed a girl, but im sure she will flake.

I should of stayed out longer, countless times when the night has seemed to be shit and ive stuck it out worthy shit has happened.



Day 206

The Haters

Tonight I had a pretty shit night, and getting drunk did not help at all. Sometimes getting drunk can be fucking awesome. But if shit happens, getting drunk makes things really hard, making it hard for you to react to whats happening effectively. I had a few different girls really not impressed to see me, while I was walking through the crowd a girl started me down. She was in my way, so I tried to get past her, she took this as me approaching her, telling me she wasn’t interested. I simply just said “yeah I need to get through”. After realising she wasn’t going to move, and she started just throwing crap at me, I just found another way to walk past. Later she approached me saying she knows about my blog and how it disgusts her, and walked off, presumably as her attempt to reject me didn’t make her feel good enough.

Now while its obvious why she hates my blog, aka I blog about explicit things dating girls and what happens. I don’t disclose of anyone’s personal information, so there’s little to nothing negative that can happen to anyone in my blog. I find it interesting to why girls have so much disgust to this, when in reality all I am doing is trying to get women, what alot of people do, presumably alot of people she knows. Its just I blog about it, and actively seek to improve myself, which makes it ‘disgusting’. I don’t intend to fuck others over, its solely for the purpose of improving myself, there are no negative intentions.

Also tonight I spoke to a really interesting Russian girl, she had a boyfriend, but we had a deep conversation about the economy of Russia and her hatred of Germans. After leaving her moments later I number closed a German girl….

Sorry for the late post, heres pretty much the last few days I have missed
http://puaaustralia.com/2013/12/28/last-days/

Day 207

Today I arranged a date, however it became obvious to me all the focus to her was about getting something back she left here. Instead of taking the whole thing seriously, I went dressed in a onesie, and sent her a message telling her to dress hot so we match. The date went alot better than expected, she was very phyiscal off the bat. We went to my house pretty quickly, I went down on her and F closed her. I feel like the date wouldn't of gone nearly as well if I had of got in my head about her showing as much disinterest.



Later on in the night I went out, cant remember alot of what happened, got a few numbers. Later in the night a girl found me about my blog, we had a chat, what she said was heavily biased, but I still listened to her. One thing I did agree on was the fact it can hurt people, so I am just focus on not revealing anyone. But none of that is the intention, the whole point is self improvement.



Day 208

Went out to the usual place, I remember it being a pretty lame night, although I did number close a girl whom I am working on to date. My mate wanted me to open and do a routine to show higher value, basically a mystery routine. I approached 2 girls walking past, I actually did the routine on the obstacle, and ended up getting the other girls number. I hardly ever run game like this anymore, but this set went really smoothly, and my mate sure validated me, he even took some photos.



Also number closed another girl on a pub crawl, I was sure it was going to be a flakey number, but to my sunrise I am likely to get a date of it soon.



Day 209

Arranged a date with the girl from day 201, one of the hottest girls I have been with. However she flaked.... Here is the text convo;



Ended up going out tonight, was mostly a derp, after Pluki didn't do a single approach and really wanted me to leave. I bumped into a girl, I initially met whom was a flakey number, she never replied, months later I bumped into her again kissed her but couldn't pull her and she broke my phone. This time is was much the same, I was kissing her but could not pull her, she was just too much energy for me, it was like if I wanted to stay I had to jump onto her movie, and leave mine.



Day 210

Had a day 3 planned however something important came up and she flaked.



Day 211

I don't think I did anything today, a day spent at home playing games.



Day 212

Went on a date with the girl from day 208. She was really shy, so I knew I would have to move slower than normal, first I tried holding her hand, she got uncomfortable enough to tell me it. So I took a step back and re-calibrated, I managed to K close her by the end of the date. Despite her telling me how she goes on lots of dates, but it sounds like all of them get friend zoned, shes never even kissed someone before.... Kind of surprising.



Later I went out, ended up winging for Big D for most of the night. Kissed his targets sister, however nothing came of this. Had one pretty good set, but the girls friends kept dragging her away, ultimately settled for the number.



Day 213

Went out to Rush night, the monthly meetup with the lads. After being there for a while, I headed to the venue I tend to be at every Thursday which does 1.50 vodkas. After getting drunk and doing some sets with Jective, I bumped into the girl I went on date with from day 207. She pretty much jumped into my arms as she saw me, thing is she is really hard to get a hold of, so I never see her. Her friends not being too impressed I had her attention, ended up taking her somewhere else. She insisted I message her and meet up with her later which didn't happen.

Later I went to another venue, where I pulled a girl that I have been working on for a bit was a nightmare, her friend thought she saw me kissing another girl, in reality I just number closed her. After this she pretty much turned against her friend after I told her she was my friend, and I used this to get her out the venue. Big D also pulled.



Day 214

Tonight we went out, it was an interesting night, as everyone came from stereos. Pluki was down in Brissy, so it was just me and Big D. We didn't have the best of night, they never really took off, lots of the girls from stereos were coming down off drugs or something, and had generally weren't pleasant to talk too, I avoided many of these girls. I number closed 3 girls, none of which went anywhere, but I think one of them still has potential.



Day 215

Tonight was much like last night, lots of girls from stereos, not pleasant to talk too. I did bump into one girl I number closed ages ago, whom at the time she had a boyfriend. She had a birthday sash on, so I went for the birthday kiss opener which worked. Leading me to find out she was no longer with her boyfriend. Big D was also in this set, kissing her sister, I seeded the idea of a date with her, which she agreed too, but has yet to happen. She is fucking cute too, so Im certainly going to persist.



Also bumped into a girl I was seeing for a bit, I was scared she saw my blog, but after talking to her, its obvious she hasn't seen it or doesn't mind. Was at ease to know this.



Day 216

Went out with my boy Big D, only hooked a few girls tonight unluckily they all had boyfriends. We ended up going back to usual habits on Sunday, and not sticking it out and leaving.



Day 217

Nothing happened.



Day 218

Went on another date with the girl from day 212 and 208. This was a day 3, after slowly progressing from day 2 and kissing her. I got her back to my house today, but not much more happened more than kissing, we watched some movies, later went and watched some yoga lecture. Spent most of the day with her.



Day 219

Another night out, the night started off with me feeling very well, then came down alot, after getting too many blow outs. Until I hooked a girl practically instantly, whom was really hot. Getting the makeout instantly, getting the number before her friend forcefully dragged her to the dance floor, she tried to stay but her friend was aggressive. I saw her making out with a guy on the dance floor for ages. At this point I thought Id probably lost her, went off and winged big D for a bit. Then as we were about to leave I thought fuck it, and reopened her, as I reopened her she mentioned that she sent me a text message. It was funny the guy she was kissing came over and asked her for a smoke or something, where I just dismissed him and he left... This set went really well, but I simply couldn't pull her because of her friends, or in reality, I didn't stay in set long enough. I settled for a day 2. I arranged it, called her later in the week, looked like it was going to happen, but it didn't.



Day 220

Pluki came back from Brisbane, we played video games instead of going out.



Day 221

Went out with Deej and got a little too drunk...

Day 222

Similar to last night, but had alot more fun. Walked around in a tootoo for alot of the night.

Day 223/224/225

Organised a few dates only to have most of them flake, appart from one, that went very well.




Day 226

Tonight it was just me and Big D, Pluki's sleep patterns fucked, he went to bed at like 8pm. Some girl wanted my santa hat, made out with her, she kept trying to get it off me, wasn't getting anywhere with her she was just an attention whore. Not much else remembered of the night.

Day 227

Tonight mostly what I remember is one set, I opened a girl walking past. Quickly she remembered me, after I didn't recognize her momentarily, and forgetting her name she got insulted and walked off. I re-approached her a few times, each time she just shrugged me off. Not being convinced I persisted, finally I cracked thought by saying something like, I apologize for forgetting your name but you intrigue me, this being completely genuine as she was Russian. Soon I had her hooked as she was asking me alot of questions and leaning closer to me. I felt like I had won, as she was fucking hot plus I had won her over. Her friends were around, before I even tried to isolate her, she asked me if I wanted to get out of here.

I excitedly agreed, as soon as she was out of vision of her friends she grabbed my hand. We went and got shesha ,I paid, normally I would not pay for a girl, she had her purse out, but for some reason I felt like I owed her something and paid for it. Soon she was intensely staring at me screening me nonstop. Eventually I felt it, and started crumbling, as soon as I lost it a bit, I tried to regain it, and I could tell she could sense, it. Acknowledging this, I took her away, to go for a walk, in hope to pull her before fucking it up. Instead she could sense this by my neediness, and told me she wasn't that kind of girl, instead we just lied down talking for ages untill she got a taxi. She was in complete control of this interaction, I couldn't even number close her, she just insisted we would bump into each other again, however she did have a boyfriend.



Day 228

Tonight I had alot of shit sets, however I did have one really good one, after hooking a girl really quickly. She was on her way somwhere, despite this I managed to keep her there entertained intentively. I threw the after party idea out and she was keen, she wanted me to come with her to where she wanted. However in the back of my mind I didnt want to be following a girl around. Instead I settled for the number, when I did message me she did reply but it didnt go anywhere. I should of stayed in set, instead of falling back on the number. The 3 priorities in order lll always talk about

1. PULL

2. IF cant pull STAY in set until isolated

3. IF cant pull or isolate number close



Day 229

Tonight I headed out with T-man, we went to a different place tonight. We ended up spending most of the night with some German girls, I isolated a target I was only kind of interested in, she ended up organizing a date with me, which she later flaked to saying she felt sick. None the less it was still a good night.



Day 229/230

Today a girl I number closed a few months ago, asked if I wanted to meet up, I didn't actually remember what she looked like. I organised to meet her the next day to goto the beach. The next day when I met her, I wasnt all that attracted to her, she was still alright, It was really enough for me to show any real genuine intent. She still came back to mine for a bit, nothing happened, we never went to the beach1503601_10152040796162420_962355521_n. She still wants to hang out again though.



Day 231

Went out in daytime, with 16 year old MPUA man, and someone whom has never approached. Got an instant date with a girl from Belgium, however cant day 2 her due to her leaving very quickly. When she left I tried a technique to K close her my friend told me about. When you say goodbye simply say where-ever they are from followed my kiss, aka she was belgium, but speaks french, so I said French goodbye, then kissed her on each cheek, followed by an attempted make-out. She giggled and didn't mind, but I didn't get the kiss, probably due to the fact I tired to do it as she was leaving.



Day 232

Christmas! I was sending Christmas snappies, later on in the day, when I wasnt doing anything, one of the snaps caught a girls attention. A girl whom I have been working on, but she is hard to get a hold of. She invited me over, stayed the night1499814_10152046346132420_27368739_n and fucked her, was quite pleased about how hot she was.



Day 233

My mates all are in Bali, so tonight I went out with one of my nonpickup friends and got very drunk, I ended up pulling. Simply by doing this STAYING IN SET! Really good reinforcement, whenever I stay in set I am so much more likely to pull.



Day 234

Went on a date with a girl I have been seeing for a bit, in doing so I threw away most of my friday night, but since she hard to get a hold of I decided it was worth it. Its currently 1am as I got home from this date, and would normally of gone out, but it doesn't look like I am as of how its already late.

Day 234

Update I did go out this night, but I ended up going out at like 2am really late after my date. Didn't have the momentum, I approached but nothing of value happened.

Day 235

Went out with my younger mate tonight, number closed a few girls early on, But I was too drunk to make anything happen with them, later on in the night me and my mate bumped into some girls we met earlier. After chilling with them for a bit we starting throwing out after party, after weren't convinced, but wanted to get food. We used this to get them away from there large group of friends. There were 2 of them, I had my girl hooked, she was keen to come over, after we had food we pulled them back to the house. My friend took his girl to my BED! Which kinda was annoying, so I just went to Dolans bed, I was making out with her pretty hard. She didn't want to take it any further, saying that she wouldn't have sex with anyone that wasn't her boyfriend. I kept just amping her up though, getting her more turned on. But soon her friend came into the room, after my mate tried logically convincing his girl, which never works. Soon after this, they wanted to leave, we walked them down, I had my girls number, I made it obvious as I could I was seeing her tomorrow, and she agreed, but that never happened.



Day 236

Tonight went to the bay, T-man and Jesse came with me. This was good as I haven't gone out with Jesse for a very long time. I got drunk in the car, there was a line, Luckily enough there were sets all around us in the line. I talked too 4 different sets while I was in the line, I merged a few of them together, which worked to my advantage later, and had a girl massaging me. However one 2 set in the line, didn't like me very much, coming over and interrupting the first set I opened as soon as I got in, as you can imagine it didn't go very well. I noticed a girl I went on a date with ages ago, the date went really well, but she went on a holiday and after that she had been ignoring my texts. She didn't seem very pleased to see me, I attempted to bring her in anyway, no success.

I noticed a girl that I knew hated me, so I went over to her as a joke, she seemed bothered but not aggressively like she normally was. I noticed 2 girls walking past, and brought them over telling them the girl that hated me was my girlfriend, and she was having a bad day. As they came up they told her she was really pretty, and as she noticed what happened, I went over and opened another set, was all pretty funny.

Noticed another girl I keep seeing around, its a hit and miss with her, sometimes shes on and sometimes shes not, and she seems to keep forgetting me. Anyway this time it was on, I was kissing her, came over and just hovered around for a bit. That was weird but I continued, she wanted to come back with me, soon started trying to talk to me, and told me he was seeing her. The girl didn't jump to his side, and rather just looked at me. Instead of perusing her, I just walked off knowing I would bump into her later. But we ended up leaving soon after this.

Day 237

New years Eve Eve

Me and Jesse went out tonight thinking as it was new years eve eve, it would probably be busy. It was busier than most Monday nights, but was simply really dead. It was so dead, that we bumped into the same sets at every club, we still approached and went out though.

Day 238

New Years Eve

Before we went out we got drunk and high, before I knew it was almost midnight. Remembering what my friend Pluki said, if we aren't at least kissing random girls when it hits the new year, we are pretty bad. So inspired by what he said, I went upto the hottest girl I saw on the dance-floor, yelled happy new year, kissed her and walked off. Later after random make outs and just being off my face, I lost most of my friends and was left with my younger mate. We spent a while with 2 girls, I was following his lead on the pull, but was adding to it aswell. We both were kissing our girls, mine was a bit weird about it, but went along with it. As my mate framed it as an after party, when we got out the front, they realised it was our house, and assumed it was a club. Weren't keen to go up, we stayed with them for a bit, then soon moved on.

Later in the mall somehow a shittone of frat guys bumped into each other, it was very strange how we all just walked through the same place at the same time.

Other than this there were random make-outs with girls, and lots of fights on the street, so I went home quite early in spite of this.



Day 239

New Years Day

Went out really early tonight with Jesse, we were just chilling, the 2nd set I opened by simply saying whatsup. The girl then said my boyfriends coming over, so I went to walk off. Before I knew it there was a really mad roided up man being held back by his mates yelling his arse off. We left and planned to come back later, instead we had shisha, and later got stoned, couldn't be bothered going back.

Day 240

I was with Jesse again tonight, hes been spending most of his time at my house, and literally every night. I picked up a girl whom I have been kinda seeing, the plan was to get a threesome. When I picked her up she was already drunk. When we got back to mine we got drunk and stoned before going out, so I don't remember fuck all for a while. But my friend told me what he saw, and it was basically us having a fight, proceeded by making out for like an hour. Then I disappeared, as I sobered up I remember trying to get into another venue with her but couldn't get in. We ended up going to Coles, and went back to mine for ultra drunk sexytimes.



Day 241

Went out with a bunch of people tonight, including Jesse, ended up slitting off from them. It was a really dead night, so not alot happened. I got pretty far with a girl that wasnt interested though, at first it was a bit shaky, but soon she was ignoring her friends to talk too me. However she was too difficult to pull. Later me and jesse stayed in a set until really late. Basically working on staying in set, we were just merely there talking to them. But soon we both had both our girls eating out of the palms of our hands, I wasn't really all that into my girl, which probably worked in my favor, she number closed me and messaged me.

Day 242

Another night with Jesse, we first went to a place I never goto. Which was really good. First we went to get stamped at The Duke (which we didn't end up going to) then the Woolshed where we built momentum. We opened sets, danced and talked to a lot of people etc. By around 12 'o clock we were at the Cumby and decided to apply the 'gun to the head mentality.' Which basically means you have to get laid in the next half hour or you will die. Shit got hektik brah. I opened a 2 set and the girl I was talking to wasn't interested though I spoke to her for ages. Jesse talked to the friend and it turned out these girls were part of a bigger group, Jesse tried to pull his girl after dragging her away from the friends but fucked it up. We went around approaching all the girls by getting physical really fast (even to the mixed sets) and more or less blew out the club - there were still interactions that could've been pushed further but we were feeling the need to approach at an insane rate so we took to the street then the Wool Shed. We owned that shit for a while then hit the street, opened a 3 set. One of them was going home, we continued to talk to the remaining two then got them back to the MPUA mansion just by yelling 'AFTERPARTY!' then leading them. My girl was the hotter one and was being really difficult, Jesse was making out with his girl but blew it out when he tried to drag her into the bedroom. After these girls left we went out to finish blowing out the Wool Shed and really burned it to the ground

Bradicus Returns

After not writing any field reports for a while now, I recently decided im going to start writing them again after some dramatic events with a girl.



Day 243-267

Over this peroid I stopped writing my field reports, however I continued going out as usual. A few notable things happened with girls I have been seeing.



Swish Girl
Ive been seeing this girl alot lately, I first met her at swish on day 201, but i actually began seeing her on christmas after her randomly messaging me to come over. Whenever I see her its basically for sex, I feel like shes quite toxic, despite this I have developed a strong fondness for her. Ive probably been seeing her on average twice a week. However lately she has been consuming my thoughts more than I would like, Its effecting my game in a negative way. I really do like her though, but at times she seems to really like me, and other times the opposite, its fucked. She also likes to delete and re add me on facebook. There really are two options, keep seeing her but distance how much I like her. Or just cut my losses, as shes quite toxic.





Girl I see rarely

This girl isnt really worth mentioning, untill quite alot of drama happened, when I was hanging out with her at PJS, but my mate Matt C pulled her... Later we had a dramatic chat about it, and eventually agreed to meet up again, which has yet to happen.



Girl that found my blog

While I was sitting at my computer this girl came to my mind, I messaged her i missed her. She was suspicious, and nothing happened. However later I bumped into her again, and messaged her, and managed to get to see her. After she came clean about how she felt, we agreed to be friends, after a few more times of seeing each other, the sexual relationship resumed, I feel kinda bad about this as I really messed with her emotions. Taking her virgnity then her finding my blog.

Nerdy innocent girl

This girl i met like a year ago, but it was brief, I thought she was cute. Randomly the end of 2013 I saw her again, and number closed her went on some dates, she went interstate. Recently she came back, I have been seeing her again. First thing she is a virgin, and shes quite unfamiliar with anything, even kissing. So i have yet to fuck her, also she is aware about the pickup me and my friends do, after coming over when Deej was running a bootcamp. She seemed fine with it to my suprise. However lately she wants to see me more and more, and Im not sure I feel anything for her.





Other than this I met a interesting girl when Swish girl was passed out on my bed, I went out, in a onesie with Jesse. Having a girl in my bed made me really in the zone, and I just didnt care about what happened. We both ended up kissing some girls, and went on dates with them later. I thought it went alright, but since it wasnt a double date it didnt go the way I wanted it too, never saw her again.



Another notable thing me Jesse and Tman all pulled from the grace emily on a monday night. This was unheard of, monday nights are just shit. We did wear onesies though. But this proves, you can pull on any night. But in saying this, I didnt fuck my girl, ill start from the start. I walked past she opened me cause of my onesie, she was with a guy, he was a chode no probs. But he followed us all the way to my house, with the girl. Each time he was out of sight we got sexual, however I wasnt able to full close due to this.



Obviously more happened than this, but alot of it has passed and been forgotten.

Feeling Like shit http://puaaustralia.com/2014/01/30/feeling-like-shit/

So after dropping my regular girl off yesterday, I was feeling really well. I noticed she deleted me from Facebook, at the time I thought it was strange, but not too strange as she has done it twice already, after me telling her my opinion on not usually having girls im seeing on Facebook, she later readded me though. So I didn't think about it, I sent her a message telling her I want a massage or something. Then a few hours later she sent this message.

Her: I don't think we should hang anymore, sorry. No hard Feels. You'll be right finding a new replacement.

I did not see this coming, and It immediately made me feel shit, knowing that I would like to see her again. I thought about it and might be because of a few reasons.

1. I often tell her about other girls im seeing, but its clear what we have isn't serious, and she is seeing other guys. So I don't see how that can be it.

2. We were talking about people we were seeing, and I said I expect what I have with her might end at any stage, and explained how alot of girls I see just end out of the blue. This might explain why she said ill be right finding a new replacement. But also she frequently talks about helping me fuck other girls, so that might be because of that.

3. Alot of the time I am hanging off her, and I probably was too attached to her, so she just distanced her self because of that.

4. At times she said she cared about me and liked me, and others she said she didn't, so perhaps she is just just seeing how I react.



So not knowing what was wrong I tried to call her, and she didnt answer so I messaged her this

me: Jesus. Did I piss you off? Answer your phone

me: What do you mean?



Her: Yeah don't worry about it. Theres nothing to talk about.

Me: Doesnt seem like it. Was fine before I dropped you off.

Her: dont be grumps. Enjoy your book.



So this last part confused me, about the enjoy the book. Could she have found my field reports. I never really read, but I remember telling her I was going to start reading, so it might be about that. I didnt really want to make a huge deal out of something I was unsure about so I replied with this.



Me: Whatever cya next week.



She has yet to reply. So at this point I am conflicted, I really do enjoy being with her. I know from previous experience her mind can be changed very easily. So I could try to just talk to her and make it fine, but this would require me getting her on the phone, not sure how ill be able to do that. And on the other side, shes toxic, and being with her slows down my progress with game, and in reality it was going to end at some stage, so I could just leave it at that.



Heres the back story.

Extremely quick pull (day 201)

After walking into a venue, in the first 20 seconds I approached a girl alone, got her to sit down next to me. She did the old buy me drinks if you want me to talk to you, I accused her of being a gold digger and pulled her onto my lap. At which point we just started kissing, after some more escalation, I got her out of the venue to get ‘food’. She said she wasn’t hungry, but she followed anyway. On the way, I changed the story to an after party, on one occasion a bunch of girls stopped her, and tried to get her attention off me. At this point trying to pull her away would probably of blown me out, so I befriended the whole group, and this caused my girl to want my attention, at which point I walked off and she followed. When we got to my house, she literally bit my face, and drew my blood, and made me go down on her, which was fun. Then she went to sleep and I wasn’t tired, I could of gone back out, however I just played games….. In the morning I closed her though, after using ‘The Generals LMR Routine’, due to resistance she was giving me. I drove her home after this, something I rarely do.

The next day I texted her, heres the convo;




Day 232 ( a month later)

So I never ended up meeting her for a while. Then out of nowhere on christmas, she started messaging me, she was really drunk thought. I think my snapchats caught her attention, and she ended up telling me to come over. I went over and stayed the night, I wasnt really doing anything anyway. When I came over she was with a few friends, but she ended up dragging me off into the bedroom quickly. She was really aggressive and violent, at the time I didnt really like it very much, but being attracted to her I just went with it.



Day 240

I was with Jesse again tonight, hes been spending most of his time at my house, and literally every night. I picked up a girl whom I have been kinda seeing, the plan was to get a threesome. When I picked her up she was already drunk. When we got back to mine we got drunk and stoned before going out, so I don't remember fuck all for a while. But my friend told me what he saw, and it was basically us having a fight, proceeded by making out for like an hour. Then I disappeared, as I sobered up I remember trying to get into another venue with her but couldn't get in. We ended up going to Coles, and went back to mine for ultra drunk sexytimes.



The days following

So soon we started texting more and more, and soon we organised to meet up again, she tried to bail on me, but I called her and convinced her to change her mind. It turns out she had her period and thats why she didn't want to come, ended up fucking her anyway, and I actually went down on her too. We had a bit of a deep and meaningful before i dropped her off in the morning, she said we were pretty much the same person. But at the same time it was obvious to me this wasn't serious, and she just a wreck that gets drunk and takes drugs most of her time, but a fun wreck.



Later in the week me and T-man went to a festival, where I knew she would be but wasn't planning to meet her. However there I bumped into her, while i was flirting with 2 girls, she pulled me away. There I met more people she knows, some guys she was fucking, but it was obvious she wasn't into them. I later walked off with her, and fucked her in public. and took her home the next morning, soon taking her home and picking her up became the norm, and also never really seeing her sober.



We started seeing each other more and more often, probably 2-3 times a week, where we just met and fucked, but id have to pick her up from woop woop each time. Slowly I actually really get attached, maybe because stuff we did sexually was insane, and awesome. She came over and fed me viagra, that was fun, being able to sex it up for an insane amount of time. But was really painful. Also she said I was the best at giving head out of anyone, but this is probably because I enjoyed doing it so much.



Within the last week

She rung me up drunk, while I was at home, deciding to go out or not, saying she was in trouble. And she needed me to come get her, I went and picked her up. She was alone, and didnt know what the fuck was going on, it was at this point I knew there was a problem, where I was willing to ditch a night of game to see her when she needed me. My friends called me out of this, I kind of just rephrased it as fun. Literally the next day, I saw her again, on a Saturday night, I was out with mates, and she started messaging me, saying she wanted to predrink with me. After having a shit night, i just met with her. Met her friends, it was obvious there were more guys following her around, but I felt like I had a stronger hold on her, and just pulled her away. She got really drunk, and the bouncers told me to take her home. So I brang her back to mine, on the way she almost got me in several fights.



So in a few days we previously organised to meet up, but I already saw her too much this week. So I should of just let that meetup go, and keep it infrequent, even Matt C said you can fuck things up with girls by seeing them too frequently. But having made the plans, I felt like I still needed to see her, when she said she was too tired to see me. I should of left it, however I periststed and convinced her to come over after talking to her on the phone for an hour. She came over, and we had bad sex, it was obvious we werent connecting, she then went to leave. Once again I should have let her leave. But I made her stay, after this we actually connected well and relaxed after we went out for a bit. Often I tell her about girls Im seeing, but today I was more open than usual, telling her about times where after i dropped her off home, Id have another girl over within a few hours. Or about me going out and kissing girls in town while she was asleep. I only told her all this, as I felt like we connected, and she was the kind of girl that doesn't care about that stuff. So after getting home after going out, we had some amazing sex, she told me she liked and cared about me etc. In the morning she was grumpy like usual, but that was normal she was tired. Then that brings me to now (at the top)



Its funny after writing all this, I realise that what I base my feelings on is stupid, I feel like ive lost something, presumably due to me investing more than I usually would. But in reality most of the time was spent drunk or was just sex, was pretty fun though.





Bradicus out