I chose my name from a playful idea I had way back in high. I would joke around that my first born son would be Flex Montana (followed by my last name). This was a combination of Flex Wheeler the bodybuilder and Tony Montana from Scarface. Anyway, I got married and proceeded to have two daughters and no sons before I got divorced just recently. I've been going through some serious depression even though I was the one who initiated the divorce, I know that seems weird to me to, but divorces can be weird like that. On a side note, I will be learning (hopefully) a lot from you younger guys in the coming months but take this advice from me. Do not get married until you turn 30 at the very earliest. Things in your life will change (personality, job, ambitions, etc....) Ok with that out of the way. ...I stumbled on the book The Game like so many others here. Reading about game has made me look deep into myself and has motivated me to become a better version of myself, my best self as pua like to refer to it. I find myself intrigued with inner game and building insane confidence more so than canned openers or lines to use. I'm a little older and I've had tons of sex with around 40 women (I did not cheat on my wife of six years), but I've always settled for women of lesser quality. If I were to be honest with myself the hottest woman I've been with would be a 7.5. Made out with a 9 twice in my early 20's but I never felt worthy. I'm good looking enough, solid career, former collegiate athlete, but that mental block has always been there most likely from my upbringing. Anyway, I haven't been able to start feeling really good about myself until I stumbled on this community. I've got a positive outlook and just want to improve myself. Kinda pissed I didn't find this stuff in my early 20's, but better late than never!

Clarification, I didn't mean to come across with the notion that the quality of a woman is solely attached to her appearance. I was just generalizing.

welcome. that's quite a story you have shared actually. thanks and hope to see you in the game.