Haven't posted or been here in a few months.

Year started out great...from jan to feb, I slept with 6 girls.

then I cooled off.

ok, no problem, it happens.

Then in july, depression hit...HARD.

Realized every girl I've ever slept with or dated, was complete trash. They may have been hot, but all of em', losers in their own right.

I realized after turning 40, I had never been with a girl over 30...even when I was 30.

midlife crisis kicked in full swing.

Now im theorizing that my genes are responsible for everything. Its nature weeding out the weak. Im short, bald and average looking. I have a very average job. Everything is just average, and I can't break out of it.

my genes put me exactly where the universe planned for me to be.

I have not gone on a date or had any success with women in about 4 months.

end rant.

wait you humped 6 hot girls all 10 years or more younger then you in a 2 month period and it's the end of the world for you? Something smells fishy.

yup.

hot on the outside.

1 was cheating on her bf

2 were drug addicts

3 were dumb as rocks and going nowhere fast.

yes, they were hot, but not exactly quality.

I guess finding someone worth keeping isn't that easy for some of us.

The way to look at it my friend is, okay, so you've hit 40. You're feeling down about some things, maybe not finding true love, maybe not fulfilled your potential - whatever Your situation might not be the best. But it could be a lot worse.

How many people do you know that by 40, end up with some unattractive hell hound of a wife and a few kids who they might love but have to pay through the nose for, both financially, and in terms of living their lives to the supposed fullest?

Or have kids by multiple partners, are divorced/living separately, struggling to make ends meet?

Or worse.

I guess the only answer is to try to focus on the positives. Life goes on. It's tough.

Funnily enough I'd not posted on here for a while myself, after having mixed success dating wise over the last few months, and wondering now if there's something I really need to be doing. But I found myself happiest earlier in the year when I just didn't care about pickup for a while, and was doing what I wanted to do - I went hiking with some friends, and met some girls on the hike who went with us who were fantastic people, it was an amazing experience and just goes to show what they say's true, do what you love doing and you meet similar people. It didn't work out quite on the romantic front but it taught me something about myself.

But I do like coming back here and seeing how things are working out around for other dudes. Good to see you're still around man