so iv decided to start my pua journey and wa advised to write a journal

anyway im going out for a fe hours after i finish work tomorrow to do the newbie mission, so should get a few good hours doing that and will write a report on that tomorrow

thanks for reading

hey all,

so i am aware i only posted that i was going to do the newbie mission today (which i have, more on that later) however i wanted to start a journal and actually say that i was going to do something before posting properly.

the reason i did it this way is because i have crippling AA, and have been putting off starting for a couple of months. however this has to change.

i spoke to illogic before i left and he showed me his old journal that outlined what he wanted to get out of sarging in the upcoming few months and suggested i do the same. here is his old journal

illogic-s-lounge-journal-vt86683.html?hilit=illogic

i liked the way he set himself very specific goals and gave himself dates on which to complete this. however i feel at this time my needs are much simpler.

i need to get to the point where i am approaching women on a regular basis without hesitation and without thinking about my AA. after this i think making more structured goals will be beneficial.

so my goal to achieve this is to go out 1 day a week doing daygame as this is all the time i can give to this. and go out 1 evening a week. this is all the time i can physically give at the moment as my life is a total mess and this is one of several areas i need to start working on.

the structure i am going to use is simple,
today - newbie mission,
next week - newbie mission,
the week after - indirect openers
the week after - indirect openers
the week after - direct openers.
etc

so within a month i will be only opening directly. i am not giving myself a number of girls that i will open each week however it must be more that 20. and indirectly more than 40. i will write what i am going to do the night before i go so i actually go, then i will write a report,

the reason i am structuring it like this and not going directly into daygame is simple. i did it last time i tried pua and it worked, i got to the stage where i was opening directly and doing it with around 5 women each time i went out (this was good for where i was in my life)

anyway thanks for reading and here is my day 1 newbie mission

so i went out after work this afternoon to my local town center to do the newbie mission. this went as expected, i didn't do it, i walked around the town center and simply didn't do anything. as i walked round i tried to rectify my posture (which is terrible) and got it into my head that i have a terrible smile , after smiling at 1 girl briefly.

i am taking this as a win this week as i said i have been putting it off for months and the act of getting ready and going out was very difficult for me. if however next week it is the same as this week i will need to rethink my timeframe and how i am approaching this.

thanks again for reading

ok so i was busy last week so i couldn't do any approaches, well i suppose i could have but i guess thats the whole point of me doing this, there are numerous women on a daily basis that i "could approach" but dont for reasons stated,

so tomorrow i have several errands to run that will take me to the city centre, i will be there from about 12

so i am going to start on this list from a post of warped mindless

approach-anxiety-buster-missions-vt162874.html

my plan is to do at least the first 10

Day 1 Go a clothing store and pick out a new shirt that you look good in. Make eye contact with all women you see. At the checkout line ask the cashier how her day is going. Thats it!

Day 2 Walk down a busy street and practice holding eye contact with women. Hold it until they look away. Don't worry if you creep women out.

Day 3 Approach 10 woman and ask for the time then eject. Record how long it took you do make all the approaches.

Day 4 Approach 10 woman, ask for the time, and eject. Do it in half the time it took you on day 3.

Day 5 Approach 10 women, ask for time, eject.
Approach 15 women, ask for time, tell her you lost your watch, eject.

Day 6 Approach 10 women, ask for directions, thank her, eject.

Day 7 Approach 10 women, ask for directions, thank her, eject.
Approach 10 women, ask for directions, thank her with a high five, eject.

Day 8 Approach 10 women, ask for directions, high five, eject.
Approach 10 women, ask for directions, compliment her on her shoes/jewelry, high five, eject.

Day 9 Approach 10 women, ask for directions, compliment, high five, eject.
Approach 10 women, ask for restaurant suggestion, ask if shes been, get directions, high five, eject

Day 10 Approach 10 women, restaurant suggestion, ask if shes been, directions, high five eject.
Approach 10 women, restaurant suggestion, ask if shes been, shoe/jewelry compliment, directions, double high five, eject.

hopefully this will not be counter productive as it says to do these every day and i am only doing these once a week.

anyway i will post tomorrow after i have done and let you guys know what happened.

Ok so I have been doing a little facebook game with a girl ive met a couple of times through a friend, not seen her in a couple of years though.

Anyways I added her a while ago but saw her put a new pic up on facebook, however my online game is crappy, but anyway I posted a comment on her pic.

nice earrings, actually saw someone that reminded me of u the other day, they thought i was really weird when i went over to chat.

She replied: Ha ha iv done that before its so embarrassing isn't it!!.

I didn’t reply for no particular reason, just didn’t. thought I had lost it

Anyway she posted this on her FB wall a couple of weeks later so thought id give it one more shot.

post: Ive lost all my numbers and using another number for a few days please inbox me your number x
Me: Not giving you my number, u will just send me rude texts at inappropriate times 
Her: Too right!!!! how did u know?
Me: I get a naughty vibe from you!!! either that or im psycic, ye lets go with me being psycic

Then nothing for a month, then she replied the other day:

Her: roger iv still not managed to get your number yet i was planning to stalk u and send u inappropriate messages il have to choose another victim
me: thats a strange way to ask me out on a date, i dont know whether i should say yes now, u may be a nymphomaniac

she pressed like on the post but didnt message back, so I thought fuck it just message her on chat:
hey, so whats your number then, i dont know whether to trust u with mine yet
her: Ha i was only kidding i thought it was funny! 07...............

couple of mins later she went offline, just as i was replying to her, so decided to text her today,

TEXT GAME

Me: Hey how u doing, so when u gonna let me take u out
Her: who is this?
Me: its Roger, guy who keeps hitting on you on FaceBook
Her: oh hey u didn’t say, u think I keep hitting on you ha ha x
Me: I think that about every girl I talk to
Her: Ha ha you must be a babe magnet x
Me: Must be, u keep talking to me
Her: Ha ha true
Me: So what u wearing?
Her: Pj’s sorry to disappoint, you are a bit forward aren’t u
Me: yes
Me: And how do you know im disappointed, I may have a fetish for girls in Pj’s
Her: Ha ha, that’s so funny
Me: are they pink? Anyway why you not in work
Her: random shit about work, same with me
Her: what are u doing with your time off then
Me: Avoiding learning java, hitting on some gorgeus girl,
Me,: too cheesy, apologies
Her: aww I thought it was sweet
Me: when did u move, I last saw u at Bla Bla,
Her: moved bla, iv not seen you in ages ,
Me: no ive been away, we need to rectify us not seeing each other,
Her: go on…..
Me: how about Friday, or is sat better
Her: Im working weekend can you do a weekday,
Her: I work funny hours
Me: weekday is fine, when you thinking
Her: also what we doing, where we going
Her: well I finish job on 17th so am working long hours til then, can do a mon or Tuesday.
Her: also I thought you were in a serious relationship for some reason
Me: I was ended a while ago, tue would be better for me, will we be meeting in my city or yours
Her: i will be in your city, ok Tuesday,
Me: sounds good, will see whats on, xx
Her: ok x

so date is set, dont know how down she is for meeting, but will see if she flakes, im kinda expecting that, ut like i said we will see.

Roger

ok so i know i have been away for quite some time, i had some good and some very bad reasons, good reasons were my motorbike got stolen so could not go out, bad were i chickened out,

anyway im going out tomorrow and going to do some daygame with a mate of mine, so will update tomorrow,

ok so good news and bad news,

good news, i approached, bad news, they were all indirect and i only did 6 approaches,

so i asked for a light off 1 girl, she gave me a light and as she was walking off i said, nice tattoo, (im putting that down as a win as my objective today was to open with something, make comment and eject)

asked a further 2 girls for the time, they totally ignored me, (pretty bad)

asked for time of a chinese 2 set, first girl put her phone to my face to show me time (didnt make comment)

saw a girl walking along with a big heavy shopping bag and a small sandwich bag so made comment to her about it, had about 2 min convo, she told me she was a scientist and i stopped as i asked her where she worked, she carried on walking and turned to say she worked in a lab (im putting this down as a win as i kept it going for more than 20 seconds )

so im going out again on tuesday as the guy i met up with is doing it everyday for the time being, will post how i get on on tuesday, hopefully im gonna warm up going indirect, then start going direct,

ok so ive had to go back to this account

so i went out last night - first night out sarging in years - anyway, it went good and went very very bad

i met my old wing, and 2 of his mates, his mates were ok but were not really keen on doing pua stuff, also they seemed like they wanted it to be the 2 of them, the wing was great, always has been, pushing me to open sets etc.

so brief summary of sets i did


first set i opened was a 2 set i asked them were they on a date she said yes
i asked her a couple of boring afc questions and ejected

2nd set i just said that she had nicked my place
she just half looked at me and turned back to the bar

3rd set the one im pissed about
i tapped her on the shoulder and said "who are you"
she said who are u back
so i introduced myself
then i introduced my wing and asked who her friend was
asked what they were doing here
she said drinking
afc questions again
so i said and here i was thinking u were good catholic girls
then i half ejected
but my wing reopened them
asked then the date question
i mean fuck this girl was fun
i just ejected myself after asking her if she was in a serious monogomous relationship
i mean fuck, i actually left the bar and came home
i just totally froze up

anyway i really need to get over my AA, its got to the point where im having panic attacks!!! this is not like me normally