MPUA, you have been very tolerant of my antics and have tried to help me. Your advice did not fall on deaf ears, it did transform me. All that time you stuck with me and tried to help me along the way and ever since coming to this forum back in 2011 I have learned so much and grown. At this point, I feel like this part of my development is complete and now I need to move forward.
I came on the forum to ask questions about dating that people in real life would give extremely poor answers to give BS like "oh don't worry about it, the right girl will come along".
So for the past few days (and even weeks) I had been thinking about it and now I have decided. I have been on internet forums for far too long and it has stopped me from fully living my life. In late September I will turn 21 and after that, life is going to go by FAST. I cannot be on forums just posting when I have a life to live and when I get older the experiences I have had in life will matter more than arguments and posts on online forums. At this point I have realized that there are not any more important things I have to learn from the forums and at this point I am wasting my time along with everyone else's.
In 2011 I came to the MPUA forum because I was out of high school, a virgin, no experience with women, and I had my first crush on a girl. Ended up failing with her, found this forum through google, and then I came on here. Also in my search through google I found a lot of negative material on PUA forums about men of my background (Indian men) and Indian men talking about how bad women have treated them.
This created a very powerful limiting belief in my mind that pretty much became my identity on this forum (unfortunately).
On the bright side, because of this forum, I was able to go from being an 18 year virgin to getting 10 lays in 2012. Even though I managed to get laid, it wasn't with the kind of women I wanted to and this just added to my limiting beliefs. But thanks to this forum my limiting belief is not nearly as bad as it was when I first joined. I managed to have a lot of success for my age and even started a blog which helped others succeed and turn their dating lives around.
Now there have been members on here who have accused me of having accounts on other forums asking this question about Indians and interracial dating and even posted some link to the roosh v forum. I want to say that some of that is actually true, I did do that, but not to the extent roosh's forum made it out to be (I have been on 4 other forums than this one, the rest were probably some other Indian guys).
I was also banned from those forums but fortunately, you always had fate in my MPUA, you always did. You gave me advice when I was being rude to some of you, you always tried to reason with me and help me, and you stuck with me throughout the process. Had it not been for this forum I would still be a virgin who hadn't touched a girl and because of this forum I was able to be more than just that.
You guys might not know it but your advice really paid off for me and truly made a sheltered kid like me who didn't have a chance at the typical high school experience grow into a somebody. I will look back on my years at MPUA as being the kind of years where I grew. Was never able to develop into a respected figure but maybe one day I will develop into a respected figure somewhere.
I have thought this out and reflected on it and at this point I feel like it is best if I just quit posting on forums in general. Would be good to leave a forum willingly rather than being banned permanently. It was a privilege to meet guys like MajikalMethod, Wasabi, Pumpington, poeticlyskuac and many others, even though I had bad run ins with some of you, you still made an impact on me. Usually I would argue with the haters but after a while you just let them have their cheap little insults which make their miserable validation seeking lives so fulfilling. The want their last word like a crazy woman in a relationship and after a while you just learn to let them be since arguing with them is not worth it.
You guys were the kind of friends I wish I had the chance to hang out with in real life and I could have benefited so much from. A lot of you are good people and I have learned that this community is one of the best communities for a newcomer to grow in. Believe me, other forums were not able to help me as much or even give much much of a chance, you guys gave me a chance and it really paid off. I am grateful for it but now I feel like my life needs to be about more action, less internet time, and even more real life interactions. What I have had to gain from the forums I gained, knowledge is great but you can't spend your whole life sitting down and thinking.
Farewell guys!
CHAT
