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Thanks for the response man. No, I am getting out almost every day a week, I was just too scared to approach before yesterday, lol. But yeah, rejection isn't so bad! That's a pretty good exercise, to get rejected on purpose.

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Day 35 Observations
This is fucking incredible! DO YOU SEE THE INCREDIBLENESS?

You fucking expand and conquer all that you see.

You are beyond amazing.

You have triumphed over your old self, ripping it to pieces as you expand comfortably, like spray-in insulation, into your new, empowering, confident self.
(Awesome comment LeeEvansFan41. You know what you're talking about.)

It's always healthy to have a nice balance of BOTH rejection and success. Because without rejection, you'll never feel that urge to change and become stronger--yet without success, it can quickly become a pattern that generalizes into a negative self-image (for someone new to this.

In other words, without rejection, a man doesn't feel the need to demolish his old, rickety, poorly built house in order to build the outstanding skyscraper that he is meant to become. And without success, a man may connect the dots (poorly) and construct a picture of a diseased ball of fungus infested flesh--a total lie--and call himself that because his mind just generalized too quickly.

Oh, wow, these two paragraphs may require some serious editing--there's got to be a way to make that more clear.

Also, you know how sometimes you need to mix a certain chemical with another one in order to make adhesive, volatile, corrosive, flammable, etc.? Like with certain glues, napalm, and fiberglass(?), or even simple things like cement or health smoothies. You need the right mix of MULTIPLE ingredients.

There needs to be a balance of both success and rejection--so seek both, if you'd like the best output possible

My preference is to seek three rejections for every one success. You can choose to drink your coffee black (99% failure for that SUPER 1%), but I like sugar in my coffee

Haha let me know if this helps. LeeEvansFan4 is a pretty cool bro

Your Brother,

Aaron Bell

P.S. Pos, yesterday was ridiculous! I must, from this day forward, always post a response here--even if I did delete an hour's worth of thought.

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Whoops, I should have read more before assuming that It is pretty hard to keep right ontop of it and try it a lot ill admit (Im trying to get laid before I reach 25 at the moment which will be the end of this month)

Rejection comes in lots of different forms (Interviews, women, auditions ect) but the fact is, EVERYONE has been, goes through and will get rejected, but it's definately better than not trying at all, if you don't play you can't win. It's nothing when you just met the girl, or the interview was a small stroll from your house (Minimal effort) but if you'd had your eye on a girl for a while and done quite a bit of things to try to get with her, and she says no, now thats disappointing (I've been pissed off by rejection like that before) I do notice though, seemingly the men who barely try at all tend to succeed, perhaps they have some sort of natural trait they've learned that women adore?

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Why ask a girl generic and boring questions like 'How are you, where you from?' when you can ask "Whats the craziest thing you've done, what was your first kiss like?"

Positrooon! Hahahaha get your ass back on here, bro!!

Sorry that I haven't updated often for the past two weeks or so. I've barely been using the internet at all.

These past two days I've gone to the mall, pussied out of multiple approaches and went home, lol. At least I'm still getting out there. But jesus, it's so much easier for me to approach when I'm with a friend or friends.

Until tomorrow (for real this time)

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Day 37

Went to the mall but made no approaches, AGAIN. I didn't see any hot girls walking by themselves but I did see a hot girl who worked at a counter, that I was thinking of talking to, but I didn't. I told myself it was because she wasn't THAT hot, but I was just making excuses and should have just done it anyway.

Until tomorrow

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Not attempting at all should always be worse than rejection, because now you'll never know what would of happened if you approached (+90% of the time a good approach will go positively), well im not going to lie, it does take balls, you have to be used to approaching people and the fact we don't see it happening very often in front of us also makes it feel a little stranger. Women tend to like being approached anyway, some of them get flattered by it.

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Why ask a girl generic and boring questions like 'How are you, where you from?' when you can ask "Whats the craziest thing you've done, what was your first kiss like?"

Yeah, it's just so nerve racking for me. I know rejection is a really good thing for me but that doesn't really make it any easier, lol.

Today the same thing as yesterday happened, I went to the mall and didn't approach. There was only one girl I could have though but ah fuck I didn't.

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I call bullshit! Haha did you really go, Positron?

Yep, I went tuesday, wed, thurs, and friday.

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Today I went to the mall and saw two girls that I could have approached but didn't. But I asked a girl who worked at some place for her phone number as a social exercise. Then I went to a bookstore and some girl said, "it's so hard to find the book your looking for here" and I laughed. Then she said, "some of these are so dusty, too", and I knew she was into me because she was trying so hard to start a conversation. So I talked to her for a few minutes just to convince myself I wasn't too scared, even though I wasn't interested. But it was a good self-esteem booster.

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Day 39(?) Observations

FUCK YES. You are all that is man. Continue!!

Will post more when I witness more Positron activity!

Your Bro,

Aaron

Today I didn't do anything. Looking forward to making approaches tomorrow!

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I went to the mall every single day this week but didn't post because nothing happened. Today, however, I went to the mall and said fuck it, I'll talk to the hot girls that work there. I didn't want to before because I was scared of having awkward encounters when I return to the mall after talking to them, but I'm still going to go back and I don't care anymore.

So I approached a girl and told her she was cute and I wanted to meet her and we talked for like 3 minutes. She worked at like a help desk though and someone called the desk and she was on the phone for a minute so I just said bye.

Then there was another girl with a rocking ass but not so great of a face who was with another guy that worked at some kiosk. I was walking by and she was talking to the guy and then I saw her face (I had only seen her ass before and decided I was going to talk to her when I walked back that way) and almost pussied out with the excuse that she's not hot enough. But at literally the last second I just thought to myself, "conquer your fears" and I turned and said, "hey, I'm not interested in anything you're buy-selling (I started to say 'buying' because I was so nervous, lol) but you're cute and I wanted to meet you". I then introduced myself and turned to the guy and asked if he worked there. He said, 'sometimes' and I asked if they were dating and she said they were, so I just left.

It wasn't my goal to get any numbers, just to get rejected and get more practice talking to girls. Today's goal (finally) is accomplished!

Until tomorrow

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