| So the other day, at a store, i ran into an old friend of mine with who i used to go to highschool ( im 19, 2nd yr of college). it had been a long time since i last seen her.
PAST : The last time i actually hung out with her was after a house party a year ago! i drove her home, that night and we ended up talking alone in the car for a very long time just parked up in front of her house, she was teasing me here and there, and we were flirting a bit aswell, lots of IOI's and strong eye contact and sexual tension, but for some reason i just wasnt able to physically escalate, the most kino i got was my hand playing with her hair. I choked hard, i was very nervous , i always would be when she used to even tease me in school all the time, but as usual i was always too much of a wuss to act on it.
She is a very sexual/touchy girl also ( maybe because shes a dancer and for some reason always seemed horny when we would chill) I know she wanted me and i couldve hooked up and possibly more that night in the car, plus she even invited me in at one point but i refused ( it was getting really late, and i was too pussy). I didnt have the courage to even kiss her when she got out of the car and im pretty sure she wanted me too, but she just gave me a little peck on the cheek.
PRESENT : Anyways, so like i said, i saw her again very recently and we wanted to schedule something before she goes away on vacation, and wednesday is the only day possible. The thing is i work till closing late night at 12, and she told me i should just come see her after im off work since we really wanna see each other before she goes away.
Now ever since ive been reading all about pickup, i have definitely learned a few things, and this time I DONT WANT TO WIMP OUT! I wanna be more physical with her, specially since that same type of night can repeat again, with us in the car alone and all and maybe she might invite me inside again after.
The night that i drove her home in the car, i went to bed frustrated at myself because i knew it was a chance that i literally just waved goodbye to. I dont wanna go to bed this wednesday feeling the same way! I would like to know some tips and ways on escalating kino with her, and how to include it when talking?
Its time for me to change my life, i wanna get girls and not be afraid of escalating physicaly. So whether we're in the car or her room , how do I do it? I would really appreciate ur answers ! thx for taking the time and reading this ! Im sure this all can help many others , Thanks again !!
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