| Aye aye dating pirates,
I've had very weird situation with my friend the ther day. First what exactly happened and some details to how it is between us below.
Basically I ended up with a fairly good friend of mine at my place. We've known eachother for years, but never really went past friend zone (both 24). She's attractive so after some wine and splif my toughts went the usual direction. You know what I mean. We watched a movie, no close ups and when she decided to go to sleep she rushed into my bed (i have 2 bedrooms, 1 for guests where she has slept a few times already) and stated she's sleeping there. Well I said it's my fucking bed and landed in it like a baws. She took off and went to the other room not happy at all. After a while she came back saying she can't sleep there because it's too cold. Brought her own bedding and landed next to me. So I figured there could only be one reason for coming back over. I her her hair smells nice, she smiled and said thanks, then she gently put her ass next to my johnson and obviously i got turned on instantly. Then something weird happened, something I haven't experienced before. She took off, went to the bathroom, after that she came back took the bedding, said "I can't fall asleep here neither" and went back to the other room. BAM. No idea what happened there, usually in those situations it means the girl is on and she wants something. I can't get my head around it. I wouldn't touch her when she came over, must admit I hesitated because I didn't want to freak her out immediately. She didn't give me much time to act anyway and bailed off when it barely started being intimate.
Now you need a bigger picture of what our relationship looks like.
We're long time friends, used to go to the same school, have lots of common friends etc. I am and always was higher value then her, because of my good job position, looks, money and stuff. Few years ago after my long time GF dumped me (im glad that happend from the perspective) I've tried to hit on her. We used to go places together, cinema, camping etc but never got close or intimate. She remained distanced to me, and after some said we would better remain friends because she took it further with a friend (my mate btw) and it didn't end up well. They would avoid eachother and stuff. Before that i've never seen anyne daiting her, and she wouldn't fuck anyone that I knew of. Well she wanted to remain friend zone and i didn't care too much. So contact slowed down and since then we rarely see eachother few times a year. Sometimes she's flirtly, but it seems like there is no intention to bing it further. I assumed she was using me to give her a lift or just be a company going to the movies or stuff (so stupid I know lol).
So back to the topic, did she really came by just because it was cold or whatever in the other room (which it wasn't)? I'm fairly sure not. I fucked up. But how? I'm single SPAM so I could even consider real relationship. I know I didn't go balistic with kino and usuall stuff. Didn't want to play that va banque, going slow and building the sexual tension always worked before. What's so diffrent.
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