| Hey I'm CptJack
The question is how to write the first post on this forum, either informative and boring, or maybe run a personal touch? Anyways, I come from Sweden and I'm 18 years old. I have always been trying to pick up girls but its not until now I came through "the game" by reading Neil Strauss book. It gave me a whole new insight about picking up girls, made me to realize that even though I'm not the best looking guy, I could still score just with the right technique.
I can't. its a sentance I used to tell myself far too often a few years back. And I know a lot of you guys told yourself that as well. I guess this is the time for the personal touch in my first post to let you guys know me a little better.
2006 - many of my friends started to gym, and I thought "ah what the heck" Im joining them. But what happens when you gym too much, but doesnt eat enough? Yes, you loose a whole lot weight. I didn't think about some special diet or something like that I honestly thought that I would gain muscle.
2008 - I started a new class, and a couple of guys started to pick on me, it was a joke for them I guess. "Damn, you look like a toothpick", "Wow you're skinny as fuck!" "Skeleton". These was just a few of the words I heard daily. I didn't care at the beginning, but to hear these words every day result with putting a strain on the psyche. Girls started to joining them and laughed at me as well.
I couldn't take it anymore. I lost my appetite, my hunger was not there anymore. Suddenly, I was 165 cm 28 kg skin and bones, yes, I had been diagnosed with anorexia. Everyone else had entered puberty, but not me. I had to go to a psychologist which not helped me at all honestly, the same talk every time "you need to eat more, doesnt it ring a bell in your stomach that says you're hungry?" The psychologist then decided to send me to a SPAM center. I was at the SPAM center for 5 months where I gained 16 kg, being constantly checked by the staff so you didn't vomit up the food, and had to eat everything on your plate whether you hated the food or were all full, wasn't so fun either! But I was motivated, I could do this, I need to change! And I did!
Present time - Because of constantly getting picked on, laughed at by girls, not having any friend you could socialize with did result with - not having the confidence to talk with anyone, not have the social skills, nor a blink of a self-esteam. Sure, I have been in small relationships, (longest hold for 1 week) BUT I really can't walk to a girl I dont know, my head keeps telling me "You're way too ugly" "She will just ignore you" etc.
It would mean the world to me if I could get some help here at this forum. Learn me to become an artist, learn me how to develop confidence, learn me to love life and enjoy every second of it as a PUA. If I could win over my anorexia, I bet I got the motivation to learn how to pick up women.
I know this seems like a wall of text, but I just want you guys to know my story and learn to know me as fast as possible, I dont got anything to hide so just ask whatever you want and Ill response as fast as possible.
Over and out, CptJack.
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