hey guys! firstly sorry me bad english im not mentally indeveloped just english isnt my home language. here is my situation: i recently meet a girl i was on tour and she too, she 4 years older me i 17 she 21 i lied i 19 cuz look older, she not like simple girl she very self-expressed and unusuel so we simple cool buddys but after couple refreshement drink she give me her pussy to satisfy with my tongue(cunilingius) and than i and she was tired and go to sleep than next mornin i too did it and than i demanded a blojob but she say babe i dont wanna suk ur dick cuz as a man u not grownup enagh for me cuz she too much mature then should be with age she has so i only able(want) to recieve satisfaction and give only to older men and fuck them, we still good friends but she a easy girl and sumtimes i want her reely bad and feel jeaelous when she talk about some other man i want and to beat him up so he stay down and beg for merci that is my feelings, and she can be very meen(or mean?) sumtimes but i can not shut her up she not a guy  tho sumtimes i just wanna slap her and fuck until she has orgasm, but of curse im not rapist and will never offend girl plus i like her as person very strong, and i feel like sumthing is wrong with me like dick or body tho its perfect normal my dick is big, this feeling just kill me sumtimes. we can be great couple i firstly just need seduce she and get to she pussy and satisfaction her with my dick so she see that i a real man. how i act should? Thank you very much!