I'm not a PUA guru or anything but I am becoming more and more successful at picking up women and sleeping with them.

I had my first kiss back in Feburary and everything has become easy, mundane even, after that. It's like climbing Mt. Everst and then climbing any other mountain after that. I had my first girlfriend, first sex, first break up since then.

After taking months to move on, I began flirting with just about any girl. Kissing became almost like drinking water. Sex is a hit or miss but I realize there are some things out of my control (like having feelings for her boyfriend, or being on her period).

Soon sex lost it's meaning and the only challenge left for me was to get my ex-girlfriend back. Last night, we slept together in the same bed and I was finally able to get it in with her again.

Waking up this morning, I have a sad realization that there is really nothing special about women...or sex. It just happens, and there is nothing enticing about it anymore, sure sex feels great but I no longer find the pleasure in doing it like the way I felt about it when I was a virgin.

I feel...dishearten, the PUA lifestyle has changed me but what do I do from here...? I feel like I'm at the end of the stick.

I must disagree with you especially on the speciality of women and sex. it depends from person to person ofcourse, but for me women and sex it the ultimate. Not the quantity, but the quality.

I am always looking for somebody (woman) with desires in life, passion, those women who can completely give themselves, who can completely release themselves in a sexual encounter, who can set themselves free. I value freedom a lot. When i have sex with a girl/woman that i have chosen, i feel free. Freed from every day life, free from boredom. it is like we together discover a totally different reality where there is no time nor space, just us, just our desire, our lust and animal like instincts. it never stays with one night stands, as share a bond that only a few people can understand .

for me, there is nothing better than that. And i dont wish it to be better. Its a bit different with each woman (and they are not many btw), but its heaven.

I think my friend, that you dont value enough the perfection of the body you are with. The lines, the curves, going with your finger from those well formed boobs to the line between her legs, there is nothing that i like more doing. have you ever paused a moment and thought about it and truly appreciated the beauty you are laying?

cheers

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"Stop being a fucking vagina and escalate" - CaptainJackHarkness

Like the naked leads the blind.
I know I'm selfish, I'm unkind.
Sucker love I always find,
Someone to bruise and leave behind.
placebo - every me, every you

I get that feeling too. It comes and goes. But yeah no mystery or thinking that love and sex are something special after you get to read the play book. No highs or lows. But then again being alone sucks too. Welcome to the game.

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Why guys and girls don't mesh.

"Chicks are crazy and guys are dumb." Chinopants.

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