10/12 Cont.
Last night i went to a sausage invested party. Litterally like 20 dudes and like 4 girls. I approached the two finest girls and they ended up giving me a stinkface. Oh well looks like this was gonna be an off night. I was a little tired anways and i dont give a fuck because there will be more women and more parties. Later on that night I was chilling having a good time with my freind when one of the other dudes I came with was flirting with this girl. I sat down and Listened trying to absorb what i could from it. He was complimenting her and being aggreeable with the things she was saying and to my suprise she was loving it. I think she would have fucked him had he not been on a mission to get outta line drunk. Later the same two girls got pulled by this guy. He was a seducer i could tell! He was all over those girls. touchy feely on both of them and kino escalating . We left but before we did I heard one of the girls say "would you have sex with a drunk girl?". It seemed part shit test and part IOI curiosity on her part. he answered "depends *grin* would you fuck a drunk guy?". I didnt really care if I spoke to those women or any women. It doesnt matter AT ALL, none of it really matters *jumps off a bridge* jk. I thought those girls were boring and lame!
I'm trying hard to stop seeking validation from other people I'm so based on results results results. Can i get a day2? can I fuck her? Can I kiss her? the answer to all those questions is yes it all depends on me.
I'm starting to believe that women have alot less power in interactions that we are brought up to believe. I just gotta keep my state strong. I asked a pua "whats your state when talking to women?" he said "that i am undoubtedly the best thing that has ever happend TO HER" he also said " I screen women for qualities because i know i can have whoever I want." His confidence is limitless so he is limitless its that simple! I No longer care about alot I just want to have fun and talk to women because I love women, I could care less if an individual woman loves me! I am still improving everyday I feel like. This is how I see game stripped down.

Open - flirt/conversate - isolate - escalate - close


I need to raise my core confidence! I am starting to become lots more outcome independent

also I realized i get #'s and try to set up day 2s at the end of a convo, I need to set it up in the middle at the highest point ...but i still dont care about results

Saturday night

Sausage fest party...again

Sunday
Nothing really happened too interesting, I missed some oppertunites to sarge, I have been failing to pull the trigger lately its kinda been pissing me off!

I have learned some pretty interesting things related to pick up lately. I learned that if your too forward with a girl even in text she might feel like a slut. Nothing will make a girl not fuck you more than if you make her feel like a slut. you have to disarm the ASD (anti slut defense)

My sarging areas have been drying up QUICK

so my goals for this week are:
1) continue to project a flirty tasteful vibe
2) find my target rich areas

10/15
Thoughts on game
My perception of pick-up is beggining to change. I realize that I am becoming more mature and less worried about consequences and failure. In reality there is no such thing as failure. There is only attempts in he world and if you fail and you have enough balls, you can always continue to be successful AS LONG AS YOU DONT MAKE THE SAME MISTAKES TWICE. Thats why keeping this journal has been so important to me and I have been writing in it damn near everyday. It really helps to keep a journal and even if you dont post it on the net, it will help improve your game.

Anyways The more serious I get in pick-up the more i realize that NO THIS CANNOT BE MY LIFE. Pick-up is a sport to me like basketball or football. Since i want to be good at it i practice everyday, I want to be a pro but i also have school and work. The type of lifestyle i want to live is not going to build itself! That being said I didnt take a shot today which, in my opinion, is worse than missing a shot.
Applicable parts:
This morning i woke up and told myself "this is gonna be a great day". This is very important to me because if i say this it typically puts me in a positive attractive state. I walked around with a flirty, tasteful, playful vibe which any woman I talked to loved. Being playful will be considered flirty especially if you KINO! I really like the playfull state and i think it fits my personality better than any other one. For now i'm sticking with it. One of my freind girls litterally was eating it up. I think shes beggining to get attracted.

Later on...

There was a cute hispanic girl in math tutoring that I failed to sit by coulda been my wife but instead i let her walk outta my life
To redeem myself I decided to practice some day/street game.
Stopped and asked a girl for directions and as i looked into her eyes i went direct.
me-"you have really pretty eyes, I'm Great-1 nice to meet you"
her-"ohh thanks *giggle* smiling i'm blah blah"
After that my mind went blank and since I didnt know she didnt know either. I'm having trouble in midgame after opening in street game because its completely random.

later on...

I was in the computer lab chillin' and a cute girl walks in Shes a blonde hb-6 not too much but conversation just starts naturally. *Important* While we are still laughing and talking I tell her we should hang out, its at a halfway point in the convo not at the end. She agree and we exchange numbers. Before she leaves i drop the "your cool we should DEFINATELY hangout" i push for it! She agrees and tells me to take a workout class with her tommorow. I FINNALLY GOT A DAY 2 please be proud. I also found ways to hug or touch her to break the touch barrier. Kino is most important.

wins
number close, hard plans for day 2, and picking myself back up from being a lame ass AFC

Improvements
I guess I need some random talking topics for midgame during a street approach cuz if your games not tight enough the woman will just continue on with her day.

Observations:
If you let a woman talk, typically she will talk and talk and talk! you just have to get the ball rolling! she will talk her self streight onto some dick ha ha Plus she will feel like she has rapport with you and you havent said too much to fuck up your game.

Never went on that day 2 because I had to meet with a study group and then the girl who was hosting it cancelled! I went from 2 day 2's to no day 2's. I tried to reschedule but the blonde flaked on me. I Feel like I need to kino even more. Now that I got my state right and my feet wet in PU i feel like my interactions with women are getting better. I want them to want to fuck/hang out with me so I think i need to become even more touchy feely. Today I got one approach but she was boring and short with my so I ejected cuz i really dont care to talk to boring women.

Wins:approach
Improvements: even moreeeee kino, I need to be KINOing outta this world

SMOKED ONE

I just opened a two set that walked into the same study room as me.
I looked over and saw one of them glance at me and smile! PAI i was pretty indifferent to them and didnt really care. Untill i saw that smile ha ha I love women so I wanted to talk to them. Their computer wasnt working and I offered them mine because I didnt know what the hell I was doing(math HW ...go figure). I leave to go get something. When i walk back in the same little grin! so i open them and start being playful. Then I re-AFC and go blank, I try to think of something and ask them a little canned opinion opener. Then they leave. This was a lay-up guys! and it was SMOKED! I hit the ball off the backboard hard and missed an easy ass shot. I coulda fucked her she was into me.
win: as always approach
improvements: be more flirtatious and KINO KINO KINO KINO i talked about that earlier and still didnt do it

No approaches...Shocker

I realized that the reason why I have been getting alot of flakes and alot of fuck ups is because I havent been escalating properly. I knew kino was important but I just havent been doing it enough. A little is great but alot is better. MORE KINO

10/18 Sorry about the lack of good posts this week i have been rushing it!

So on the 16th, tuesday. I met two girls because we had been placed in the same group in class. The girl i was most attracted to knew my name before I ever spoke to her.Why? because i'm the man! I walk into that class and talk to everyone. I am cool, funny, and spread good feelings among everyone. Well That my friends is an IOI. Shes probably about a 6.5 or a 7, nothin too flashy but theres something i like about her! I could tell she was into me. She wasnt flirting too much or anything but i sent her a text message with my name and a smily face and she tried to keep the conversation going.

This morning we were all supposed to meet to reherse our group presentation. She says "if the other girl doesnt show up, we can just pretend we are on a date and that can be our skit". I just laughed and agreed it was obvious she could picture herself dating me. I flirted and began to kino, hug, highfive etc..etc...
Later on that day I call her and ask her if she wants to sit next to me at this mandatory play we have to see for class. She is down! We get to the play and I meet some dude in one of my classes who knows me but idk him. He sits next to me aswell. I save her a seat on the left of me. The guy i met is on the right and there is a seat next to him open. She comes and asks "am i supposed to sit next to you or do i just sit here (note: the seat next to random guy is the first seat in the isle). I STUPIDLY reply " Oh it doesnt really matter, you can sit wherever you want to". WTF was I thinking, here was a woman asking me to make a decision for her. She was testing me because had I said "oh come sit next to me " It woulda showed I was interested in her. She decides to sit next to random guy and begins making small talk with him, she even throws him an IOI or two. Now normally the old egotistic me woulda been like "she likes him more than me, i've fucked it all up with my indecisive lack of male leadership" and then i woulda shut up. But I decided to MAINTAIN MY FRAME that she was still attracted. I flick her and tease her a little during the play.

After the play
Random guy gets up and I immediately claw. I start to kino! and another girl that likes me came up and started trying to throw a wrentch in the vibe. They end up talking about what they like in men and some of the actors.
Other girl- "yeah that actors kinda wierd and hes a man whore. we have hung out before. plus some of the other women he talks to are ugly...thats a real turn off i just dont like that"
me- "so *claw both of them and smile* you wouldnt talk to a guy just because he has spoken to ugly girls in the past, maybe he has decided to upgrade"
other girl- "but it could also mean i'm ugly too"
6.5 "i'll tell you what I like A man who just gets some nuts and says "hey i like you lets go on a date" *looks at me* are you taking notes"
me- LMAO let me get my notepad
look guys this girl was basically telling me to ask her out. And at first I was like maybe i should , maybe I shouldnt. BUT NO THAT I'M A PUA, time to let my nuts hang. And I asked her out to coffee. I'm pretty proud of myself for manning up.

Wins: being a man and letting her know where i stand
Improvements: if a woman askes you to make a decision be a man and do what you do!

also i got a number close!

This is great. I'm happy to see that you are picking up on the little nuances of how women show their interest in you.

Now, here's the next step...you are seeing the signs. What you will start to notice now is the openings to MAKE MOVES. What I mean by this is that you will start to notice how immediately you can take action once you start getting these signs.

In this particular case, (and keep in mind I have no idea what the circumstances were or what time it was, but I am assuming it was late evening, maybe 8:00 or 9:00pm, when this play ended) you may have been able to bounce this chick for a hang out session back at your place, in the student lounge, basically anywhere where you'd have an excuse to say "You know, I'm having a lot of fun, let's keep this night going...follow me." If both of you had free time, it probably would have worked out.

In any event, things with this girl are looking very strong. I'd would make a strong play towards seeing her this weekend to capitalize on the emotional momentum you've got going with her.

alright yeah sounds good! thanks balboa i'll implement it into my game

FR's for the last couple days

Friday night
I spend literaly 6 hours doing math homework! its grueling and annoying and i pretty much hate it. Around midnight when I midnight i get a text from a latina 6.5 that i work with
6.5-Wrud?
me-just finishing my homework, we should hang out
6.5- what are we gonna do
me-...have fun! we might go out
6.5-okay its me and my roommate

I invite my roommate who i will call N-AFC. Yeah hes a natural, he understand every nuance of the game and has litterally told or re-told me everything on the forum I have ever read in a much much much less articulate manner. BUT He doesnt get nearly the amount of pussy he could because he is unhappilly fat(looks dont matter but if they make you unhappy then they become a limiting belief) and he has trouble pulling the trigger. Hes a horrible wingman because of the fact that he gets drunk and starts to say things like "have you met great-1 yeah hes an amazing nice guy, i love him he's my brother etc..etc...sentimental bullshit"
. I tell him he's a bad wingman before I invite him(motivation). He says he wont get drunk tonight...its gametime

We head over to their place and start to fluff and start thatlking to them. We dont know what we are gonna do. He starts to DHV through anecdotes (hes never read the MM). At first i'm wondering why he's telling all these lying ass stories about the two of us. Then I realize what hes doing and I begin to too. Things are going great and we decide to go party hopping around the town. When we get in the car he says "6.5 and Great-1 sit in the back" he starts gaming the roomate

The partyMe and 6.5 end up on the same team in beer pong. One of my passions is basketball but this...is...nothin..like..real...hoops! We begin arguing about NBA teams. I tell her i'm kobe...i'm missing everyshot. They are making them and I am drinking my cups (I normally dont drink). We lose but I am kinoing heavily and flirting. As it ends up The party is out of beer but my roomate N-AFC still wants to play beerpong with her roomate. He sends me to go get beer and I tell 6.5 to come with me! I shoulda held her hand to my apartment and kissed her there you know...grow some nuts...make a move. I FUCKING DONT. Pussied out bigtime and rationalized it in my head as "now that shes seen my place she will want to come back". We go back downstair and I am still flirting with her etc etc... We end up going back to my apartment because her roomate wants to "see our cat" (really she just wants to fuck N-AFC). He suggests we watch a movie! Since my failure to escalate 6.5 says "i think its my bedtime". All I managed was holding her hand on the car ride back.

wins:day-2, flirting, kino

Improvements: Now i realize that if a girl allows you to isolate her she probably is open to the fact of something between the two of you happening. I shoulda made my move. I shoulda made my move at the play too.... Dropping balls like a bad reciever

Saturday
I get home from work and call up Latina-8 and brunette-8 that gave me their numbers a few weeks back. They want to see our cat *note: PUSSY GETS PUSSY*. They come over to our apartment and we begin to flirt N-AFC begins to DHV again but this time his stories include he and I singing songs like a duet. I vehemently deny this. We get invited to a party and invite them. They agree, get ready, and we hit the scene. He decides Lat-8 is his target. I tell him bro shes extrememly flirty, she is being coquettish and she is too choosy, move on" He doesnt believe me. He puts brun-8 and me in the back. She becomes a mother hen and it gets awkward. He still tries to DHV infact is BLATENTLY OBVIOUS. I'm not going along with this his stories are lame. I just sit in the back quietly. I know these bitches and how they are I'm just gonna use them as social proof at the party to show other women how attractive I am!

The Party
We get there and as soon as we walk up I start talking to everyone. I have on this flyass purple shirt (peacocking) that goes well with these white shoes I have. I get attraction from 4 of the women I introduce myself and some othe the people are introducing themselves to me. I feel great its MY NIGHT. 2 leave and the other 2 are roomates. A blond HB-7 starts flirting with me hard hard. She is showing me things on her phone. We exchange numbers and she says " we should hang out later" I say cool. She is drunk and shes a guy I knows ex. I dont go for it but then i get the okay. We make up a handshake. the Hb-8's I come with see my attractiveness and start flirting. THEN I GET DUMBEST SHIT TEST EVER. H
Hb-8 latina- Great-1 get me a beer
Me- Are you gonna tip me
Hb-8- oh yeah
* i get that stupid hoe a beer* WTFFFFFFFFF SCREEEEEEECHHHHHHHHH
I realize i've been played. I decide to go play pool down the street with a few of the guys.
Blond hb-7 follows with my roommate. This is the point where i shoulda held her hand and tried to isolate. I don't I'm lame. More women talk to me because i'm hot that night buttttt they are on a balcony.
The attraction kinda fizzled out then. I decided to make plans for tommorow with her.

wins:social proof, Flirting, Being in a great state
Improvements: god damn it go for the kill!!!!!!

Sunday:
HB flakes sending my state into disarray

Monday:
state still sorry, in neediness mode. Texting dead ends looking for attention. trying to set up plans through text message. BLAH. I decide to pull myself up from this shit hole. For the first time ever i hit a girl that was crossing with a
"your cute , I'm great one"
i realized i'm the man. I NEED CORE CONFIDENCE. situatiponal confidence is cool but core confidence comes from knowing, not thinking that your the absolute best thing since sliced bread. Not arrogance or cockiness but pur confidence

Wins: direct game

Improvements: stay confidint always be in a great state. and be completely outcome independent.

10/23 Tuesday

Good day gaming. My state is great. Girls are kinoing me and being playful. Nothing too big happens until i go to the library. A cute girl sits in front of me, we make eye contact. I send her a note that says "you have very pretty eyes"! she laughs and says thank you. I tell her to hang it on her fridge! As I get up to leave I see a hb6 that i know and that flirts with me daily. She is going to study and So i stay with her. We begin fluffing and talking. I start to kino a little bit and flirt with her. Some AFC she knows comes up to us and starts talking. He spends 30 minutes talking and its boring. I tell her "i'm hungry and i'm about to go to McDonalds wanna come with?" she agrees
day 2!!! When we get there we flirt and she begins talking about her boyfriend. How lame he is etc etc.... I can tell shes attracted. She begins talking about her type...its NOTHING LIKE ME. Attraction is not a choice so i honestly don't care. Women will say one thing and want-to-do/just-go-ahead-do a completely different thing. I try a little compliance test. We were talking about how weird it would be for 2 guys to hold hands. I sit across from her and say "let me see your hands!" she complies and I tell her" wouldn't it be weird if 2 guys did this!?" I lace our hand together. Mine curl in and grab hers and hers stay straight...no compliance. when i dropped her back off at the library she didn't give me a hug.


Resistance not rejection
Like women act ambiguous all the time. I realize i hardly ever get the signs wrong and women are attracted! Sometimes they might act like they aren't to shit test you but girls are weird. She always flirts with me and kino's me so i should be okay if i don't over think it and let her actions put me off...a ho is just gonna have to say no.

wins: day 2, kino, direct game (note)

improvements: Find a way to get the kiss or the makeout but great job isolating!

Looks matter quite a bit, a ton actually. I would be very cautious of taking advice from anyone who tells you otherwise.
G1: Sure, come with me. [drags girl to isolation, begins dirtbaggery]

I honestly dont think they matter as much as we think. Tyler durden , mystery, style, papa, yad, sibn I wouldnt call any off them good looking. I have seen fine women with ugly broke some of the best seducers of all time were ugly picasso, rasputin, jack nickleons, mick jagger look at seal and his fine model wife. Now I know your gonna,say these are famous people but they are all so seducing famous women who have money so thats not a factor. If your,an awesome guy your an awesome guy http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=apEoEbyI ... ata_player

10/24

Today was a good day. I pulled the same Mcdonalds thing with another girl. This girl is about a Hb-7 but she has an amazing personality but unfortunately shes a yellow light, a maybe girl. Completely ambiguous. SUZY CHOOSY. I feel like the best way to deal with a maybe girl is to always keep an "your attracted to me phase". She shit tests you doesnt matter shes attracted to you. Maintaining a good frame will keep you steady and will show her your strong enough not to see her fake resistance.

She agrees to go to mcdonalds and we go. She talks about her ex I smt and then start downing him with her. I tell he she can do better than him. She knows what i'm implying! We get there and we start flirting. I'm making her laugh and things are good. I let her try my mcgangbang (spicy chicken between the two mcdouble patties...best burger ever) she eats after me i take it as an IOI. Then we leave! We go to the library and she starts telling me to do my work and stop daydreaming. I took that as an IOI too because she was actually concerned. While we are walking out I tell her we should hang out tommorow...she agrees !!! glad I went for it, i generally like her personality! After she agrees i quickly keep the rapport going. start clawing then I leave


Later i'm thumbing through my phone thinking of ways to set up a day two with a fit ass hb 7.5. What I end up doing I REALLY LIKE. I call her and hit her with an opener...
-My friend and I are having an argument see he's dating this girl who ended up making out with another girl. He got jealous and thinks its cheating but I dont think so. What do you think?
... Giving an opinion is to women, is what crack is to a crackhead. We end up talking for like 30 minutes. I set up a gym day 2 with her!

At one part of the conversation i fucked up while trying to lower the ASD.
me-I dont believe in the word slut or whore because men sleep with alot of girls and dont get called anything for it. I just dont think its a good double standard so I don't judge.
her- yeah he's just mad cuz shes a better player than him!
me-lol i dont know about that. (going wayyyyy too far --->) Yeah like when me and a girl do something I tell them not to tell anyone that anything happend.
her-thats fucked up, are you ashamed of them
me-*i've been stumbled* well uhmm ...one time I made out with this girl once when I was younger... and my sister found out. Its just an old habit

That really did happen but I was still bullshittin lmao
I tried the same thing with two other HBs who are maybes they both didnt pick up respectively

Wins:Setting up day2's (yessss they are finally coming), flirting,
improvements: still need to escalate more into kisses. Its a huge sticking point for me!

Suzy choosy strikes again. Today I called her to find out what time we were supposed to hang out and...she didn't pick up both times. That's a horrible way to cancel it pissed me off not because she flaked but because of the way she did it. I cant afford to have a oneitis or become an orbiter so i deleted her number out my phone. Oh well gotta charge it to the game and keep sarging. I am starting to realize that alottttt of women are attracted to me. I'm an attractive guy(finally) and things are starting to look up. Regardless of the flakes I still got 2 day 2's and a phone number. Gotta keep my state like a rock and keep my core confidence up. I really want to become a pua so i cant let these setbacks hold me back. That's whats really important. I think where my game is going wrong is my kino, which is an ongoing process. Had to revisit chiefs SFT section of the outer game guide. Good sexual kino is lingering touches. What I have been going for is PDA like trying to continously hold her hand or trying to claw for long periods of time. Women will resist long amounts of overt kino. I realize my game is getting better slowly but surely, bare with me.

Wins:having the nuts to call women. Flirt and laugh

Improvements: build more sexual tension. I need to be hornier when i'm flirting and I need to build more tension i guess through triangular gazing.

The only way to get better is to fail and diagnose the problem, then fail and repeat over and over. keep it up!