So yeah, I have joined this site because i want to improve, I want to improve this now terrible state of affairs where I have had zero experience with girls.

I just turned 22 recently entering my final year of university where the workload means I have to work long hours on what is a very demanding subject.

I am by no means a physically unattractive guy. I have a good sense of style and I'm not ugly so that is not too bad on that regard.

But, I must admit, my game sucks. My SPAM who is also my friend puts it down to the fact that i have very little charisma and i'm boring (she was telling me honestly because i asked her).

I want to work on it, but I am just fucking scared of getting rejected. Sometimes I go to clubs with my mates , and the girls look at me like 'Wtf? Ewww, get away from me'.

Furthermore, I do get racist idiots saying shit like bruce lee at me all of the time, but i am used to that and just amog them back. Because the thing is, I look and talk like a normal guy and I don't really appear weak... I am fine in that regard because I am quite mentally tough. I do come across a lot of amogs, but tbh, I am fine because having been bullied before in high school, I learnt to really toughen up and start defending myself.

My problem with women, however, has caused me to be very frustrated with my life. Added with the fact that I am struggling to get a job even with good grades and experience, I just feel terrible. It is really a torment that occurs everyday in my mind, I see others pulling girls easily and I have been left behind.

Yes, I had a very conservative upbringing and wasn't allowed to go out and socialise at all until I was 18. I think that really stunted my development. Whereas my friends were allowed to go to the gym, play sports, go to parties and generally learn how to adapt to their changing lives, I was left behind and only started this stuff way later.

I think I can do well because girls do not find me hideous and I have found it alright flirting with them before. So, don't be mistaken, I am not some hideous repellant to girls. However, I think I need a direction and perspective.

"Wake Up For Hardcase Newbies: What To Do If You're Depressed, Overly Passive, And Socially Weird"

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CcrhwatDkUM[/youtube]

"Tyler of (http://www.rsdnation.com) reveals good perspectives on the game if you are more passive, meak, depressed, socially alienated, in your head, and weird than most guys who learn about how to get girls. It's possible, but you have to maintain the right perspective."

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k51zX4kIoGs[/youtube]

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I have just watched the videos, very impressed with what the guy has to say. Problem has always been my feeling that girls may reject me because I am Chinese, I do receive a lot of amog behaviour in clubs for my race (but in general they are the guys who start fights with everyone) and I get into a lot of arguments with those guys. So, it just feels like I am always on the defensive.

I know, a lot of British Chinese guys in England have smoking hot girlfriends, but, they have always been the type of guys that would get along with all the popular people and had some unique personality about them which made them popular too. I am just not at that level yet.

I wrote a load of stuff out but then deleted it because this video covers you're whole interpretation of amog'ing: