I fucking miss you, asshole. I can't believe that after all the amazing times we had together, you flake out on me. Right before my birthday even. So much for all our plans... Thanks for nothing. I almost wish I never would have met you, you broke my heart. I almost told you I loved you. How stupid of me, but I wish I would have.
Still not sure why you disappeared, but I know I want you back.
I've tried moving on, but after everything we went through, nothing is the same anymore. I go out and do something with someone and i find myself wishing it were you. You are the one I want to spend my time with.
I still think I love you. I just wish you would have went about things differently.
I wish things were different. I wish you were still around. I miss your touch, the one that felt so amazing that when we hugged it felt like the whole world stopped. I just wanted to hug you tighter and tighter. I never would have fell for you if you hadn't told me the feelings were mutual.
I just fucking miss you.

Or you're dealing with someone with severe attachment issues.