I'm thinking about just losing my virginity to a prostitute

Oh and please don't give me the typical cliches, "she will come when you least expect it" or "its no big deal"

I feel like I am so far behind socially that I am never going to catch up.

I'm 20 years old, and I am still a virgin. I never even had a girlfriend. This is not by choice I don't have the confidence to approach a girl, and I wouldn't know what to say if I did. I have bad social anxiety which makes it difficult to make friends, let alone a girlfriend. I feel left out considering the vast majority of people lost their virginity by now, or at the very least had one relationship. I've tried the dating sites zoosk, but the girls messaging me where fake, and where only to make me sign up for a paid membership. I also tried okcupid but out of the 17 girls I messaged only 2 messaged me back, and they lost interest in me soon after.

I feel like I am so far behind socially that I am never going to catch up. I'm thinking about just losing my virginity to a prostitute, I feel like I waited long enough. If any of you guys where in my situation at one point in your life please tell me how you got out of it. Oh and please don't give me the typical cliches, "she will come when you least expect it" or "its no big deal". Please PUA community, tell me how I get out of this rut and finally have the relationships I long for.

I have a lot of life experience, a lot more success than my friends and have studied this shit like crazy and it's still way way too hard for me. Maybe I'm flawed. Who knows. But I am gonna keep truckin.

I think you probably need to fix your lifestyle from the ground up before you can land girls. But I just started banging girls I am scared to see naked. I am spending time with girls at work etc, that I was totally not attracted to, but after flirting with them long enough, seeing them go through their cycles and them being fertile, you get attracted to them. Now I want to fuck the semi ugly chicks too. Surround yourself with women and keep lowering your bar until something clicks. One of the last girls I fucked, I thought I might get grossed out, but her face looked real good while she gave me the best deep throat blow job ever. Her big tits gave me great satisfaction I didn't expect, she had the tightest pussy, flicked her hips in an unprecedented way while riding me where I kept thinking I would explode each time and had a huge ass I actually loved once I was fucking her. Before that I thought, damn, she is kind of fat. Now I am attracted to that. Oh and she was a great kisser and had awesome energy. I have fucked girls in dangerous situations and that was great practice too. Gang members, drugs, threat of violence, boyfriends joining in. Crazy shit. Some of us need to start lower on the totem pole. But it was worth it.

So fucking lower your bar. Just keep it legal.

I think you probably need to overhaul your life.

1. Get respect from men. Organize events, talk trash to your buddies, create parties. This way you know what it's like to lead a woman and have something to invite her into.
2. Hang out and talk to every woman you can. Grandma, Mom, sister, cousins etc. I said some fucked up shit to my cousin once as a joke, then a few weeks later in a bar, I said the same shit to this super hot girl and stole her away from 4 serious players. Practice practice practice. I've even taken 60+ year olds out to dinner after dancing classes. Any womans energy is a start.
3. Make your bed before you go out. Prepare your room and logistics to bring the girl home.
4. Do everything and anything you can to show off to women. Learn to dance. Go to an open mic night and perform anything (women will approach you afterwards). I just started fucking party chicks. They hang out at parties and they fuck the leaders. Become the leader. The girls that approach you, escalate escalate escalate.

I just fucked a party chick this week who blew my mind.

I lost my virginity in college too.