Been lurking on this forum for a month or so now after reading the game. I thought for ages about it and decided to eventully make a journal.

I'm not an ugly guy and i'm not a good looking guy. Inbetween is how i would describe myself. I'm 22 and have slept with 11 women.

I'm a fairly quiet person when it comes to people i dont know. However girls that i know already from work and stuff i'm a completely different person! Feel like i could pick up most of them.

My main problem is when out during the day or at night i cant approach random girls! Unless its through a friend. I want to sort this and be able to approch whenever i feel like it.

My long term aim is to get a girlfriend that i can be best friends with as well as her being hot! And until i find her.. i'm going to attempt to be with as many girls as i can.

I'm not going to update this every day as i am very busy! With 3 jobs. But i hope other people can help me as well as me help them through reading this.

Wish i had started it because yesterday was a very interesting day indeed! haha.. will post details next...

28/9/12-

Okay so i had an afternoon shift at my work and after reading a couple of confidence boosting threads on this i went out to try and chat one of my work colleagues up. I work at a Wal-Mart type store so plenty of women older and younger to practice things on.

There's this one girl who's 30, married with two kids. I thought i would try and progress from previous flirting (done this before and she responded positively). I was using sexual innuendos now and again. Used the line...

Me: Can't wait to go to bed when i get in.

HB: Me too!

Me: You can't wait to come to my bed? When you coming up?

HB: *Laughs
HB: Next time i can!

Love using lines like this. She loved it. At the end of my shift i parted with "See you later in my bed!"



I got home after work to find a private message from her on Facebook

HB: "Move over the bed a bit and let me in!"

Me: "Up you come then "

HB: "You'll just have to use your imagination tonight i'm afraid"


Things got dirtier real quick and she was telling me how good it would be if she was my bed. Only thing is though...She's all talk! I Suggested she came up another night and she was hesitating saying "Oh i really shouldnt". Should i leave it as she is married as its morally wrong or go for it and keep trying to get her to change her mind and come up?