Hello all just wanna give my introduction and see what anyone has to say.

About me:
I am 5'11" blue eyes brown hair and an athletic build. I have excellent bone structure and straight teeth. I tan easily. On the rare occasion that I feel confident I know I am at least a 9. My IQ is in the 99th percentile. My intuition on whether or not a girl is attracted to me is way above par. I have been dealt pocket aces and I fold them every time.

Background:
I was really shy when I was young, and was pulled out of public school by overly protective Christian parents. I was home-schooled from 7th grade until I started college.

Starting college I was still extremely shy. I never said anything to anyone. When I would go to McDonald's I would tremble with fear and barely be able to order my food without having a panic attack. Zero eye-contact, arms crossed the whole time.

I started to realize I was more than just shy. I started doing research and wanted to force myself out of my bubble. The next semester I enrolled in acting classes which have helped me a lot. I grew the balls to tryout for a part and got it. This led to me going to an after party. I got drunk for the first time, got cornered by a girl who started making out with me and this ultimately led to my first girlfriend/fuck. She would not have been my first choice. Slightly cute, but 20 lbs overweight. I was 21.

After 6 years of trying to figure my shit out I transferred to a 4 year university. (At 24 yrs) I forced myself to live on campus and in doing so I found a roommate in a fraternity. I rushed and ultimately got a bid based on my looks and intellect. When a spot opened up in the fraternity house I took it. Living there for a year, I hooked up with maybe 3 girls, I fucked 1 girl who was extremely persistent and again eventually became my 2nd girlfriend.

Through it all I still do not have the confidence to talk to girls. My eye-contact lapses and I go through periods where I just cannot make eye-contact.

Is there a point where being a bitch is a full-blown disorder? Should I seek a psychiatrist or is this something that can be worked out in your head?

You don't have any disorder. What you have is shyness from your young age. Your mind was conditioned from your young age to be shy. Therefore your mind makes you believe that "THIS SHY GUY IS WHO YOU ARE". But this is not true at all. I am guessing as a shy guy you conceal what you really think from people and you don't show your true self many times. In order to fix it you will need to realize. The only way you can fix this is to not give a fuck about what anybody says and be prepared to fail. So many guys have what you have and they try to go around the problem inside of confronting the problem. So from now on just be who you really are and don't give a fuck what anybody thinks. That is if you don't want to have regrets. Good luck!

- Amazing Art -

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"Experience is the teacher of all things"

Hey man. You've got a textbook social anxiety disorder. Its not a big deal at all if you accept it and do what is necessary to treat it.

I had a very similar issue to you before I started to humble myself and really taking control over my life (Read: Take Meds). Since then I have noticed that I have been much more level headed in all areas of my life and dont let my fear hold me back as easy from what I want to do.

There are a lot of people who will tell you that meds are for pussies ect. and you can accept that frame if you want to but if you are like me you wont get anywhere and become satisfied with yourself until you accept that you have a problem and swallow the pill. If you would like to try without the pill go right ahead. I could offer you advise on either. I've put about 3 years of my life towards accepting and managing my anxiety/depression. Feel free to message me if you would like more personal advise on this.