hi everybody,
ok so i kind of feel uneasy right now because i just came back from doing a really awkward kind of k-close ive ever done.
so basically ive been gaming this hb for about 2 weeks now because ive been busy and shes also had things to do..so i felt today was the day i was going to k-close this girl like seriously because yesterday i tried to k-close her but some issues got in the way that i later resolved. we ate lunch went to the park and and practiced certain dances we do. so to make a long story short, i got the girl to give me a hug while we were lying on the grass together and i told her to get closer and i called her out saying that she liked me and i told her to come closer but shes like a shy girl and was hesitant to kiss me. we moved to another location and i told her that i didnt want to go in for the kill which i suppose she wanted me to do but i kept persuading her to come and kiss me til the point wher she told me to hug her and basically we kissed. fyi i wasnt like begging her and stuff trying to get her to kiss me because i knew she liked me which she later admitted. but after it was awkward because i had no idea wat to say and react and i told her that i knew she liked me and she asked how and i admitted to her that i did alot of playful touching like wen i pushed her she pushed back and that i told her not to get too comfortable because i wanted to avoid being friend zoned. the thing is that i just kept talking and talking about random things and i brought up that i wasnt like a womanizer or player when she didnt even ask me about that and maybe admitting her that i know these things probably put it in her head that i was a player. the problem is that i think it dlv'ed me so bad and now i dont know how to recover or take it from here. after, i just told her not to think too much about it and move on and to forget about it and just be cool about it. i also told her i liked her but that i wasnt "in like with her".
so my problem is that i feel this fucked up my frame and that shes probably changing her mind about it and that i feel she just lost attraction for me. or maybe its just in my head but i dont know how to recover from this and take control of this spiraled off situation again. so yea thats my problem and any advice on what to say to her and what to do next would be greatly appreciated. im also open to criticisms but only ones to help me further improve..thanks
also thanks to the forum and advice ive gotten it really helped me get to the point where she liked me but before the whole kissing situation.
CHAT