So recently i've posted about sudden rushes of confidence,
I had an epiphany about this moment recently: I got this feeling after work, when i'd rocked the night to the best of my already excellent bartending skills, got drunk and had fun with my mates. All these things I believe help you to get more comfortable with the subconscious (and sometimes very concious) worry of not impressing by saying the wrong thing AND being that much less inclined to give a shit about rejection...

This has been under my nose for so goddamn long! The amount of times I've said some quite frankly ridiculous shit to girls I know or kinda know (in the world of facebook/ phone contact books) and i mean, some of the most ungodly abrasive forward statements like "When are you next out? Cos when u are, u and I definitely need to have a drink then fuck..." Now I'm loosely paraphrasing here but this is the general template of my drunk, horny texts! I know, ridiculous right?!

The crazy thing is, when i've seen these chickadees again... They love it! I mean yeah there are times when you are now worse than hitler to these girls but i suppose its a pretty full on technique.. You're bound to go down in an inferno of flames more than once! All you appear to need is the poise and grace to tackle such a in your face method.

I tell you this, it works. I've fuck-closed at least 50% of em, not heard anything from 25% and taken off my beer goggles for the other 25% So pretty good going, and its all due to the fact that rejection is non-existent in my mind. So i tell you guys, i'm going out tonight, i'm anchoring this feeling, and I'm guna get laid....

Im gunna seem a real twat now if i don't but fuck it! Field report coming soon! Tomorrow if possible.


Much love,

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That's Nelson!

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