I dont know what it is that Im looking for yet. Or what Im hoping to get out of this. Maybe I can form some sort of direction and achieve something.

I have a few problems...

I dont think Im the type of guy that will ever get married let alone want a girlfriend. I am addicted to the thrill of new pussy. I have tried dating girls and fall out of love or interest, whatever it is... after about 4 months. Every girl Ive ever dated has told me similar things that have never left me:
"youre only ever nice to me when you want sex"
"We never go out anymore All you ever want to do is have sex with me then drop me home"
"you treated me like shit the whole time"

and so on...

Breakups used to be ugly as I would cheat and be extremely selfish, but as Ive grown more mature, I have been able to be honest and slowly wean myself out of these situations without hurting the women I care about. I really do care about them. Which is why I see it as a problem, because I dont want to hurt them.

If Ive slept once or twice with someone, then Im not interested anymore. If they show any interest in me, I exploit that to have sex as soon as possible, then break contact with them... Until Im drunk and cant get any action. Which leads to the next thing.

Ive spent the last 6 months of my life drinking everyday. I went travelling with friends and we have become happy alcoholics. Travelling is a great excuse to drink and we took advantage of that.

The whole idea of going on sincere dates has gone out the window to me. I can be a bit awkward when I first meet people if Im not drinking. Hence drinking seems like the perfect solution! but I know its really not. I find it so much fun to get blacked out with my friends then wake up in a strangers bed, only to leave and never have to see again. Then piece it all together the next day with friends over some beers. Im only 22 so hopefully I grow out of this... one day.

Im feel happy with where Im at in life. Im still in debt from the holiday, so I will be looking to work lots and will have to limit my drinking mainly to weekends.

I guess thats my intro. This site at its basic level is about getting pussy, so Id like to share a couple of recent encounters with girls to show what its like when I pick up...

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I'ma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly, and all those who look down on me I'm tearin down your balcony, no if ands or buts, don't try to ask him why or how can he

The new dirty dress

I came home smashed with my friend. We were outside our dorm room using the wireless internet. A girl from the room next door came out. She was wearing a new dress that still had the tag on the back and she didnt know.

"new dress?"

She smiled, and said yes. I walked up and showed her the tag. She blushed.

She was from Israel and super cute.

We spoke for about 5 minutes and I asked if she wanted to stay with me, because her room was 'noisy.' She agreed and we went in and had sex, she stayed in her dress ( i just removed her undies) and I pulled out and came on it. I dont think she knew. My friend came in soon after and filmed it. He was on the top bunk and I could see his Ipad sliding down the side to film. The 3 of us all started laughing. I laughed more histerically than appropriate. She left after we had finished so I was relieved and happy and went to bed. I hate cuddling after!

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I'ma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly, and all those who look down on me I'm tearin down your balcony, no if ands or buts, don't try to ask him why or how can he

The 3some
I was at a beach party with my friends. It was late afternoon. A girl came over to us. I thought she was a bit weird but I was already wasted and just wanted sex at this point.

She was interested in my friend, but he failed to pull the trigger with her. I knew what she was after. I talked to her bluntly for a bit, already knowing she wasnt my type, so I just straightforwardly asked if she wanted to come back to the hotel room with me because we had a 'jacuzzi' she agreed and we held hands on the way up.

We filled it up, got in and started doing the grown up. It took me so long to get hard because I wasnt attracted to her. Once we were done my friends came home as if to save me from having to cuddle her. "Can they have a turn?" I asked. She was more than up for it.

So I excitedly told my friends that they could go and fuck the naked girl waiting on the bed for them. We all used protection so there was no nasty shit going on.

I asked if I could take photos, and got my camera out. She loved it. We spun her around a few times, and I couldnt stop laughing. Im really immature in theres situations. I was trying to hold my laugh in but it kept coming out really loud. Me and my friends started chatting about other things while we fucked her. Great bonding session.

Its important to always ask permission first, then these great things can happen

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I'ma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly, and all those who look down on me I'm tearin down your balcony, no if ands or buts, don't try to ask him why or how can he

The girl I liked
I was travelling on my own for a while, so I met a whole new awesome bunch of dudes and wanted to teach them to drink like me.

We sat at the bar all night talking shit and having shots. Local homebrew 60% alcohol. It was fucking revolting, and I spewed up before making it to the bathroom a few times.

a drunk blonde girl came up to me and started to pull me over for a dance. So I did.
I asked her if she wanted to go and have sex on the beach. She said no and laughed. So I went back to the bar.
(I have a strong understanding of when a girl is too drunk, and it would be taking advantage of her. I never exploit girls like that. No matter how drunk I get, I keep my commonsense in this regard)
I saw the blonde girls friend was watching. I knew I would have sex with her. I said hey, and it turns out we were from the same hometown. Next thing I know we were walking home together at sunrise.

I woke up half the hotel coming home, by laughing and being loud. We went into my room and I went to the bathroom to brush my teeth because i had been spewing. I came out and she was lying naked on my bed waiting for me all cat like and sexy. We had sex and she let me take photos of her naked. She had the most perfect pussy Ive ever fucked.

After we had sex I actually didnt mind her cuddling me. I told her I usually hate it when girls do that, but for some reason didnt mind that she did.

Soon after I fell asleep. When I woke up she was gone.

By the way, I never hear from these women again. I dont like giving numbers or exchange names for facebook.

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I'ma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly, and all those who look down on me I'm tearin down your balcony, no if ands or buts, don't try to ask him why or how can he

The french girl... I met a girl in hollywood and we ended up having sex on the floor of some public bathroom. Yuck. With her on the bottom. I felt a bit disgusted a girl would do that... Lay on your back on a public bathroom floor. My knees on it were bad enough. Afterwards I left and went to my room to 'get something' and didnt come back. She came to my room and knocked on the door, I wanted to pretend I was asleep, but she knocked for like a minute. My friend was in there with me just talking drunk stories and laughing. I got up and said she couldnt stay because my friend didnt like people staying in the room if they werent paying. so she left. She came knocking again the next night but I didnt answer. She was wayy too intense.

The spanish girl.... I met a girl in a nightclub and we hooked up. We talked on facebook and decided she would come and visit me at the beach the next day. I was staying with 3 friends in a mansion that my rich spanish friend's grandparents owned.
I met her for lunch at the beach. We ate and went for a swim and ended up having sex in the water, but it was kinda difficult. There was hundreds of people around us. I took her back to the mansion, introduced her to my friends then we went up to the third floor to have sex. Once I was finished she asked if she could stay over. Why is it that when I feel the most unattached, girls feel the most attached!???
I didnt want her to but I said I didnt care. The rest of the night sucked as I knew it would. The chase was over so it wasnt fun anymore. My mates were downstairs smoking playing FIFA and I was stuck on a crappy date. I wasnt drinking here.

The German girl with more problems than me.... I was at a backpackers bar having a smoke and a german girl said hi to me. She was soooo hot. We had been looking at her earlier. I impressed her by talking german and helping her a bit with her english. we met at about midnight and we spent until 7am drinking together. She could drink lots.

But the drunker she got the weirder she started getting. She told me she first had sex at 12 and it was forced upon her. She said she had slept with 25 guys and she was only 18. Anyway, she became very repulsive. But I just promised my friend I would sleep with her because she was so hot and my friend was waiting back at the room with his Ipad to film again haha.

I bit my lip and put up with her weirdness. She said I wasnt aggressive enough and I was too much of a nice guy for her, something I NEVER expected to hear, its always the opposite. This girl was insane. Clearly childhood issues from the rape or whatever it was. anyway we went back to my room and had sex. Dont worry I used a condom. I also started laughing again when I saw the Ipad creeping up the side of the top bunkbed, pushed up from my friend below. I just said I was laughing from a joke I heard earlier haha.

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I'ma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly, and all those who look down on me I'm tearin down your balcony, no if ands or buts, don't try to ask him why or how can he

american girl
Everynight we would get the VIP area to the nightclub we went to because my friend was the manager. This made it so easy to get laid, because we would go down and choose a girl and her group of friends to take up and sit with us. as easy as it gets. I took this stunning girl up there and we clicked. I was already blacked out from the free drinks in VIP, so I got a bit adventurous and decided to climb up to the roof of the nightclub. something about roofs I love. We had sex up there but got caught, so we just went back to my place.

the girl that gets left behind
This girl was with us at the start of the night, then we all went into the club. I noticed she wasnt with us anymore so I asked her friend. She apparently didnt get let in because she had a fake ID or something and her friend had left her out there by herself lol.. So I went out to see her and she was really upset. I suggested we just go back to my place and drink. We went back and didnt even drink, just had sex in my friends bed. It was still earlydays, so afterwards she fell asleep and I decided to go back to the nightclub and leave her behind. I crept out quietly and met everyone else back at the club. Later that night my friend went home and joined her in his bed. In the morning he woke to find that she had gone, and had also pissed in his bed haha.

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I'ma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly, and all those who look down on me I'm tearin down your balcony, no if ands or buts, don't try to ask him why or how can he

anyway these are just some recent encounters that sort of explain what I am like... and thats why I love to drink because I enjoy it so much. It really makes for much more fun when picking up and getting laid.

Ill leave the rest of the posts for whatever happens from here on out... perhaps Ill take a whole new direction, I dont know.

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I'ma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly, and all those who look down on me I'm tearin down your balcony, no if ands or buts, don't try to ask him why or how can he

man I miss this old me. been such a pussy lately coz I got my heart broken

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I'ma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly, and all those who look down on me I'm tearin down your balcony, no if ands or buts, don't try to ask him why or how can he