Hey to everyone around here.

Im SweetFreak and I am 18 years young, pretty good looking but with lack of confidence, especially when it comes to girls. I`m really funny guy, I love to see people laugh, I`m always spitting some good jokes.
Ive had 2 girlfriends in my life. First one was when I was like 14 years old and it was actually pretty awkward relationship since I didnt know what to do with her

so it ended 2 weeks later. Other one I met was at a big festival when I just bursted in a group of girls and started to dance (drunk underage ofc) so one of them responded and so on and on. So I ditched her after 1 week because I didnt really want any relationship at that time or I was just too scared to start one.
I`ve been introduced to PUA trough my friend who red "The Game" and said theres a whole world which I have never heard of

Hes such a kazanova, he always gets the girls. Hes a natural one. So I bought the book and I`m halfway to ending it.
So why am I here ? Some time ago I was with my family on my fathers work gathering party with like some sport activities like basketball, volleyball and things like that. So there were some my age girls. One of them was so hot, oh man. So I`m like "you just need to break the ice". So what did I do? Nothing at all. To scared to even look her into the eye... There were so many good situations where to start a conversation. She even sat right next to me at one point looking all gorgeous and I was just sitting there looking at her with no confidence to start talking. Some time later she was sitting alone on a bench looking all bored. It was the perfect moment to go up to her and do some chit-chat.. well you know... nothing came from me so I missed my chance.
**** I`m so mad and sad

. I cant do it. I want to do it. I want girls. I WANT IT ALL. I dont want to be the old me and I want to change. Hopefully I will. So thats why I`m here
Thanks