Who am I?

I have my share of nicknames. In my neighbourhood, I'm 'Big'. At school, they call me 'The boxer'. Here, I am Nightblade. At home, I'm 'Big bro'.


What is this?
My life from AFC to PUA and hopefully, beyond.


And WHY?
I have goals. And comittment isn't cheap. To commit, I must have inspiration and strength and the power of control over my life. All of my self improvement is underground. Meaning that nobody else knows about this except for you and me. So 'YOU' will be my partner in crime..(well,the good kind):D

Flaws

1-I am not the most confident person around.

2-I am not and never was a 'lightweight' I weigh in at 75 kilograms for my 5 foot 8.

3-I am aggresive. If somebody raises a finger at me, I implode. The problem is, I'll never blow up in their face. No, I take the shit and pay them back double when their guard's down.

4-I am 'anti-social'. Growing up with no 'real' or 'definite' friends in my life took it's toll on me.

5- Due to the above fact, I have a hard time being alpha. In the past, I never used to care about alpha and social status. If anybody let me go my own way without crossing my path..he was my friend. If he stepped in front of it, He wasn't.
Which meant he was toast. Not verbally,physically.


Strengths

1-I have a great attitude. My goal in life is to achieve the things that everybody else believes impossible. This was kind of what led me to pickup.

2- I am healthy. I am an amatuer kickboxer. A proud member of our school's band. I play about 9 musical instruments. I am extremely confident in these areas of life. I sing pretty well too.

3- I have a pretty decent sense of humor.


Goals (for now)

1- Pickup artistdom.

2- To be a natural alpha.

3- To be the 'cool' kid



From today on, I'll be posting once weekly. I hope you'll help me to reach my goals,brothers.
I know that I'll not succeed everyday. But hey, does the sunshine matter without the rain?

So last week, I went out doing the whole newbie mission that chief recommended. And I cold approached 2 girls .

I seem to find that 'practicing pickup' hiding behind a book or a computer screen seems to be the trend these days.

And being a former keyboard-Warrior my self, I tend to find people around here who do that most of their time.


Another reason why I cut my posts down to once per-week.


Interaction 1-


TYPE OF GAME: Daygame
LOCATION: Mall
HB SCALE: Girl around 6-7 on the HB scale.
LOGISTICS: She's hanging around with her 3 friends/sisters. Mom and dad's downstairs buying stuff.

Nightblade: Hey,got the time?
HB: (No response)
Nightblade: Hey got the time? (with a tap on the shoulder)
HB: Nope.(Terrified look on face)
Nightblade: Yeah,well thanks anyways.(walks away)

Interaction 2:


TYPE OF GAME: Daygame
LOCATION: Bus stop
HB SCALE: Girl around 5-6 on the HB scale.
LOGISTICS: She's alone and walking with a ''stormtrooper'' attitude. Nightblade is in front of her. About face. 3 seconds. Open.

Nightblade: Hey,are you following me?
HB: No.
Nightblade: Oh. Ok. (turns around and keeps walking)
Nightblade: (Turns around again after a bit) Hey you're still following me..
HB: Nope.
Nightblade: Well. Tough luck. (keeps walking)


Now

Sitting behind my screen, I come up with the perfect responses to those girls' words...

Life's a bitch.
Feedback..

Dudes, I've got something to tell all of you.

This was over the top man!
It was at our local mall. And there was this 4 set going on their way. They were all walking the other way. So I pass them and go a few steps cause my AA was over the top.


1 step
2 steps
3 steps
4 steps
5 steps
Anger
180 turn
follow up
Tap on shoulder
indirect opener

Convo

NB: Hey, I just wanna ask you 1 question.... Where did you get those shoes, see my sister has her birthday next week. And I wanna buy her something nice.

HB: It was lover's (high end fashion shop)

NB: Where is this?

HB: It's near such and such.

NB: Which such and such?

HB: There's only 1 such and such here.

NB: (Laughs and walks away)

I walk away and look over my shoulder and see this girl with some crazy-ass dude. He looked something like a crack addict. I smell something fishy but keep walking. I get out. He's outside. And he's got another dude by his side. Dude taps me on the shoulder.

Dude: You lost, fuc***?

NB: (Shuts up and listens.)

Dude: You want shoes bitch?

NB: Yeah. Shoes. Haha.

Dude: what the hell did you do in there?

NB:(No response)

Dude: You know why I brought this outside,man?

NB: (No response.)

Dude: I coulda closed your ass down inside but why bother?

NB: (Nothing)

Dude: Today, Imma let you go man. You want shoes, you come to (bitchy store here). Ok?

Dude 2: Yeah. Yeah. You want shoes..you come to (b.s)

NB: Uh. Huh.

Dude: Yeah now get outta here,man. And keep your eyes open. You never know what could happen.

NB: Yeah. Ok.


By this point,my blood is boiling like hell's own fire. If I started anything, I coulda ripped his throat out. But I turn around and start walking.. And through all the time this was happening, I had two wings by my side. They stayed back and didn't move a muscle.

Muse:

I think the problem for me is that I didn't study enough daygame. MM, Revelations and all mystery related stuff are mostly about daygame. So I get the feeling that I've been going down the wrong path looking for answers for the wrong questions.

^^^
The mystery stuff's about nightgame. Sorry about the typo

I'm starting my exercise regime today. Since I'm not able to go to a gym yet I'll start with a few exercises that my Karate buddy taught me. And I'm gonna start studying and getting ready for my exams. I've been letting myself go for the past few weeks. I need to get back in shape both mentally and physically.

Hey guys. Bad news.
I'm gonna be absent from the community for along time. I've got these crazy exams at the end of this year and I haven't even touched a book. I,m dead serious. there's this like 2 inches of dust on my books and it ain't looking ell with my grades either. Nevertheless, I'll keep approaching and will jot down my FRs on my own little journal. So at the end of this year, I'll give it all to you.

Piece,and peace. AND bye bye for a lot of time......

I'm back.

Keep up the good work I appreciate the support from you and wish you all the best. Try more night game may see a drastic improvement. Search books by neil strauss and check his annihilation videos it should help you a lot in around 2-3 months of practicing! GOOD LUCK!

Night game is definitely easier! You shouldn't have a problem at least number closing at night with what you've been doing so far.

Thanks to you all for the support guys. But gotta say that night game is really not an option right now. Just gotta practise...