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decided to go home and stopped at the supermarket on the way home and this spanish girl asked me if i knew where the sour cream was. i told her and left, then decided to make on last effort so the day wouldnt be a complete waste and followed her out of the store. she was incredibly bubbly and ended up number closing me lol, didnt even have to do anything she just kept talking and talking, one of those fiery latina types very fun girl im sure. after i got into the store i just started laughing at how bubbly and loud she was haha, she even kissed me on both cheeks when we said goodbye which is NOT common in this country. ill try to meet up with her later this week and post here
well i met up with her finally, met up at a bar downtown and to make a long story short just talked for like 4 hours. got her home with no effort really, got home and had a few conversation topics ready at my house and think(thought atleast) i was keeping her in state. got the make out and got her to lay down on my bed but that was it, she kept talking about her boyfriend back in spain and how she didnt want to ruin it with him, i kept saying that we didnt have to do anything that she wasnt comfortable with(LMR) and it seemed to be working but then she stood up and said she was leaving but wanted to use the bathroom before leaving. while i was standing in the hallway while she was in the bathroom i kept thinking of excuses to keep her there and the best i could think of on the spot was "i have to show you some pictures before you leave" lol. i got her on the bed again and was sucking her neck and ears and she was getting into it but then i stopped making out with her and tried to get her coat off but its like then she snapped out of it and said she had to leave, that she had a boyfriend and couldnt ruin her relationship with him and that she had done these types of things before and knew how it would affect her relationship.
on one hand i believe her but on the other i cant help thinking i made some huge mistake for having a girl on my bed and making out with her and rubbing her ass but not closing the deal. she was not a 10 maybe 7 at best but its so rare to meet a latina in iceland. lol it really sucks to be this close and not close the deal, i honestly dont know if i could have fclosed or not. maybe if i would have made out with her more or something. its 6.24 am her in iceland and ive been up for 24 hours now and actually dont mind going to bed but really wished i would have closed.
thoughts from anyone are appreciated, is this something that happens from time to time or did i completely fuck this up?