A while ago i wanted to become a pua, and to seduce as many women as I can. So far i got some experience and ended up pretty far with 3 girls, which one of them is my current gf. She is better than the girl of my dreams, beautiful, smart, she even proved me she will never cheat, is not the type (she is a girl that gets hit on many times) and also she likes to play a lot with me. When i met her i was a real afc, and i am surprised she wanted to be with me, when she had so many way better choices, she said she saw potential in me, which no other guys have. Since then i improved a lot and i am planning to be the best guy there is, i want her to be like "you see that guy over there, hes my fucking bf" or her friends to be " your so lucky u have this great guy, how did u manage to get him". There is still something inside me that even if i found the girl or my dreams, i still feel that i did not even start the pua stuff, feels like it holds me while having a gf, but in the same time i ask myself, isn't this the whole purpose of pua, to find the right girl....

PS:a bit in a hurry, hope u guys get my question.

I think I get it
If you meet a girl that's for you. And you have fun and chemistry and stuff dont throw it away. They say most good relationships end because your partner has 80% of what you want, but you leave her trying to find that other 20%
There is also natural game. Pua isn't 100% learned, some people are born and raised where they learn gaming young and have it naturally as an adult

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To game at your best you have to be willing to do your worst.

the thing that bugs me is that i am still somewhat am afc, and she is a hot girl that gets hit on by many guys, i can't deal with the idea that she wants me (she really likes me and cares for me a lot). it feels like i have much more to learn but i can't because i am in this relationship, it feels that she deserves more than this. Before i did not really care about my body, diet, personality, but now that i have her there is something that pushes me to be the great guy i want. I want to know how to deal better with "shes hot, i'm still kinda afc and still with her since she can get better"

Any advice would be appreciated.