Having very limited success with women and a desire to progress as a sexual human being, I decided to read the game after one of my friends suggested it jokingly that we should all read it. Now, I took it upon myself to read The Game and ever since I feel so much more going for myself.

I know these journals get very little other forum reader responses, but for myself, I decided to start one in order to see me progress, or just have a recollection of most of the nights my of learning to become a pua.

First of all I originally was very, VERY bad with women. I was something that was beyond an AFC. I would not even talk to girls drunk. I would only go up to them ask if they want to dance, if not I would be on my way. THE things changed man. I started to be more extrovert and confident after I realized that these things can be corrected with some initial minor success with women.

It all started with me learning some openers and actually being able to talk to girls for at least a bit, but in any regard I felt like the world was SLOWLY opening up to me. Openers allowed me to gain confidence when my friends saw me talking to almost every group of girls, initially I had to be very drunk, but in a present day, I only need a few drinks to get my shit together and approach. Opening was my first initial success that lead me to pursue learning more about pick up, which is flirting in general I guess, which I never knew how to do it anyway.

Anyway, don't want to write too much background, but right now I am trying out natural game, almost without of help of any canned routines, because I just don't like memorizing shit and sometimes it would make me too robotic.


Saturday night, 6/3/2012.

Hit up some bars by myself since I am feeling pretty good. Decided to rock a fresh outfit that I got, which helps me with confidence and girls like guys that dress nice. Went to the first bar, kind of empty. I walk in, feeling very timid and out of place. There were only a few groups of people having their own time. I walk all the way around the bar, order a beer, and approach last two girls that I can have a chance with and to warm up. We hit off and it's not that bad, they're just chillin and so was I so it was nice laid back scenario. One girl was a 6 other was a 4. Neither I would try to get a second date with, so after like 20 minutes I eject and go to another bar.
I walk in and I start feeling pretty good because this place was pretty crowded and people were dancing. I go up to these 2 older women and start goofing off and dancing with them, they were loving it. I wasn't going to do anything so I just danced for one minute and went to talk to a 5 set with one guy. I start talking to two girls and they are pretty cool but they seem just to be polite and have a conversation. After 10 minutes I decided to leave as I see it wasn't going anywhere.
At the same bar I open a two set with hb7.5 and hb4. They seemed to be enjoying my company and they asked if I want to take a shots with them, I did. I offered to pay for my own, but she said just to pay for next round. I agreed. I got the hotter girls number, but I was not escalating physically with this girl and now I feel she's not into me. I was just building comfort for way too long. Anyway at the end of the night 3 of us were talking and two dudes came up to them with whatever bs convo, and I just kind left because I didn't want to waste any more time anyway.

Last place I went was a club. I met my friend there. I told him lets find some chicks. I opened some initial sets and got blown out or cock blocked almost immediately. So I was like fuck it lets get more beer. While I white this hb8 comes up to me and starts talking, and I'm pretty sure she was drunk. After about 1 minute we sit down, and I start escalating and we make out within next minute. She gives me her number. The club was closing down at this point and the light went on. (shit she's gonna see my ugly face haha). So we walk outside and she was with some dudes and her girl friends whatever and we just split up like nothing happened. Now, I hit them up when my friend and I decide to chill at his place for another brew after everything has closed down. I text her saying her and her girlfriends should come, she says yeah. They drive to meet my friend and I at the house and she texts to come out. I see their car drive by and she just texts me saying "my friends want to go home. so annoying" and that was it. I don't know if they got creeped out for some reason, but I don't think we looked like psychos or anything, idk.

Things to correct:
-physically escalate on any desirible target
-waste less time on sets going no where
-open sets with hb9's and hb10's( so far I've been blown out every time(maybe close to 20 total) by those sets)

due to being sick i didn't go out last weekend, but I went out two nights in the row this weekend.

Friday night. Went to the bars by myself but saw few of my friends of mine. started haging out with them. Later in the night I saw a group of 5 girls and just started talking to them. Went dancing with one of the girls for few minutes, and got get number. I texted her the same night she answered, but conversation was short before she went to sleep. it was a good night because I introduced my friends to those girls so we all had a good night. Overall I enjoyed the night even though I did not get any k closes or anything like that.

Saturday night. Of the the best nights ever so far. I did not get any k closes or number closes. Last night I was just me, meeting new people without any agenda. My friends introduced me to a group of their friends and they all seemed to like my company. The entire group of about 10 people, we started dancing and just having fun, even though girls in the group were with their boyfriends, but i didn't care. I would have probably hooked up with these girls but since they're my friends friends, I would not even try to do that.
On the way back from the bar, I decided to go into a club by myself and check it out before I go home. I started talking to these 2 girls at the outside bar, they were definately not interested in having a conversation, but this guy walks up to me and tells me their names and says they're having a engagement party and these two girls are his good friends. I started talking to the dude and he was mad chill and started introducing me to his group of even more chill friends. Honestly, the conversations, the fun, and the SPAM was just perfect. I was having such a good time that I didn't even want to leave. They were enjoying my company. Unfortunately that group of people only was at this club for this engagement party and they were going back to a different state. These people had made my night and I wish I could be friends with them, but they live in another state.

6/24/2012 Night
Went out to a few bars and one club with my friend. Tried opening almost every set of girls, but it was really too loud to talk more than just an introduction. went to different bars, and I felt limited becuase my friend was there and I was content just staying with him. When i am by myself I am forced to talk to everyone.
Went to one bar and decided to open a 3 set with my wing. Talked for a while and asked if my target wanted to dance, she didn't want to dance, she had some excuse but it doesn;t matter. we chatted them up for a while but I should have left them because it was not going anywhere.
Next we got into a club. I saw this latino girl and said hi to her. She right away was interested in me and had her hands on my shoulder I think, so I immediately decided to escalate and talk to her. But apparently she was really drunk and I decided not to try to kiss close her just because.
Main points of the night and what to improve:
-Half of the girls said they have boyfriends(i just told them I would like to meet them)
-Every set I opened I was very confident, but confidence isn't everything apparently
-Spend less time in sets that aren't going anywhere
-Very hot girls never opened, it seems they are just looking for a rich guy, for real.