Any input is Hugely appreciated. Thanks guys.
I went out with this waitress for the 1st time 2 nights ago. I needed to return to my home city (2 hours apart and won't be back anytime soon) few days after the date and she knew that. She herself acted like a rebel but deep down she is kind. Well for the date overall it went quite good imo, I acted like a mysterious bad boy who didn’t care about anything at all (she didn’t even know my name and she liked that kind of mystery), with lots of teasing and making fun out of her at the beginning and middle. She liked it, and she started to use what I said to tease me back towards the end. However, despite the fact that she likes the bad boy thing, at the very end I became overly rude and had few failed attempts to touch her waist, which brought a unhappy ending.
In the middle of the date she told me that she has never seen anyone aggressive like I am, and told me I am the first one to tell her to stop bull****ing. (which she really did bs - caught her lying about seeing a movie) She said she like me being aggressive and in control which I think she was telling the truth. I asked her why she likes it when I insults her, she jokingly said maybe she is into sadomasochism .
She also said she likes people’s attention and are an attention whor3, I then made fun of her.
Our last destination was the park and it was where things fall apart. We both had a bottle in our hand and the first part of it went good - I resisted the temptation of touching. She said she always touch people even to random customer and demostrated how she do it normally, it was after that I started trying to initiate touching. I thought she was ready so I touched her waist for the 1st time, very little resistance on the outside. I backed off a bit before I tried my 2nd time while we were leaving for the station. With the effect of alcohol and near darkness in the park, I was not sure and thought she was being playful, therefore I laughed and "played" along with few attempted to pull her to me by her waist and found out she was not up for it and became serious. Stupid enough, I went for the last time by saying there is something on her hair, she resisted and accelerated. (luckily I played it cool and didn’t chase her or ask for forgiveness.) She said that I think myself is confident but I am actually arrogant. (I believe she actually liked the fact that I was teasing and making fun of her before this, but the "no touching thing" and couple of rude behaviour turned those 180 degree to come against me) We then went silent. I kept walking with her for a while then I walked to the other side of the road to throw my bottle, she did not stop and just kept walking on her way. So I kept walking on my side of the road and slowly our distance increased dramatically and she vanished in the train station.(we need the same train).
It's now the 3rd day after the date and she hasn’t text and neither did I. Is the fact that she kept walking a shxt test? I believe that she liked me and it was the end which screwed me. Can that killed the attraction right away? If so, anyway to recover? And I shouldn't text her right? Thank you all.
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