Me and this girl were really close friends for a long time and regularly spoke on SPAM and msn and text. We met once in real life and had a really good time and she did mean alot to me and I do still have feelings for her. We have had some major problems in our relationship. But she has even done alot of dirty talk with me and involved herself sexually with me online. But she finds it hard to trust me due to our recent issues. She has blocked me on SPAM and doesn't really come online on msn much anymore. She told me that shes gradually starting to quit the internet. She is getting a new phone number soon so that means if she leaves I won't be able to contact her at all ever again unless she comes back but my question is.
She noticed that i was flirting with other girls last night and she was deeply offended by that and claimed i was a player. Me and this girl are not exclusively dating and i said to her how she didnt care about me and that was obvious within her actions. She told me that it wasnt but i insisted it was. Because that's how it legitmately seemed to me. I do feel like ive came from such a good relationship with this girl to nothing. And now she said to me today via texting:
"Im not mad about you talking to girls, I was taking the mick. Honestly, I couldn't care less. "
" You do realise you fked everything up for the last time. "
" You were the one who made assumptions, not me. "
I replied to her text messages but she did not reply to mine. It's like she does still have feelings for me but she finds it hard to trust me right now as I'm a player in her mind. I do love her and id do anything to make this up to her but sadly I only have online communication with her as we only speak on the internet.
She said that ive fked things up so my question is..
Do you think this girl is done for good now? and if not, how do i change it around so that i can atleast get her back in my life?
She did say to me last night
" Forget about me. "
She's sending mixed signals.
I'm 17. She's 16.

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Alex, Pimp in training.

aah teen drama.

Forget about her, move on. She'll probably come crawling to you wondering why you weren't strung along anyway.

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She said that i meant alot to her and she did have feelings for me but i made so many problems and now i feel really bad. She is a lovely girl who has a good personality but at the same time i feel like she could of been playing me to gain what she wanted. Right now Im left in a situation where I have no power and nothing I can do will change the situation I'm in. She has shown alot of interest in me. When we met in real life we went to the cinemas and had a good time. But she does see me as a "friend" right now rather than a boyfriend.
Do you guys think i should quit the internet and see if she comes back to me eventually?
She has alot of problems in her real life right now with her parents. And she is also the type of girl which loves attention from multiple different guys.

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Alex, Pimp in training.