Please critique me on what I did right, wrong, and what to improve upon. I had about 5 cups of beer this whole night and I've never been a relationship, grinded, or even kissed a girl before. I also have no close nor good female friends

Ok, tonight was mad weird. For starters, I got to the frat party with two of my friends (both guys). We went to the beer pong tables immediately. One of my friends (Jacob) asked me to be his partner for a game. I told him no and that he should play with the other friend (Ashton) who came. I did this to force myself into a position where I'd have to ask a stranger to join me. So thats what I did. Like 1 minute before I'm set to play, I walk to a duo of girls (one a 4, the other an 8 ) and ask "would either of you like to join me for a game of beer pong?" Coolly enough, the 8 decided to be my partner. We played and lost, but i tried to Kino by touching her shoulder and back repeatedly, saying stuff like "Yeah you got this shot!" , etc. She even gave me a bottle of Pepsi mixed with Bacardi! After the game, I expected her to follow me the way I left, and to my slight surprise she took a different route with her friend. "Damn." I saw her later dancing with her friends on the floor and was skeptical about going out to grind with her. I walked around and 5 minutes later, I discovered she was grinding with some other guy. So I decided, to hell with this girl, she doesn't know what she missed.

A bit later, I'm nervous about going up to some random chick to start grinding her. Jacob calls me a pussy and passes me the coke zero filled with Bacardi, which i take a sip from. 30 seconds later I walk up to this group of asian girls (none were overwhelmingly attractive) and I decide to initiate grinding with her for the hell of it, because fuck it I'm in college. Turns out, she didn't reject me and grinded with me for like 5-10 minutes. I took the time to explore her body by grabbing her ass, feeling up her thighs, and rubbing her stomach. I was tempted to try grabbing her boobs but I felt that would have been awkward. I walked away from her after a decent amount of time, because I didn't want to seem too attached.

Afterwards, I went to the bathroom and i recognized this girl from my floor who literally lives next door to me (I talked to her once at a different frat party before, we usually say nothing to each other in our building). I rate her a 5-6, but Jacob rated her a 4-5 after what happened. After some drunk guy called her luke, I saw her and joked with her, that'd I call her Luke next time i saw her. Then she brought me in close with her and told me not to call her that. The point is she brought me in close. LIke 5-10 minutes later (I can't keep time at these events), I see her by the dance floor and she starts coming on to me. I figure wtf, I'll go for it, and before I know it she has me against a pillar and we're making out. I didn't quite want to be in that position. Remember how i was exploring that other girl's body with my hands? With this new girl, I tried to keep my hands restricted to her hips, although I'd raise them to her back and shoulders time to time. She' nibble on my neck and stuff. The whole experience was nuts and I kept thinking how awkward it'd be if we were to see each other the next evening. After like half an hour, I overheard my friends saying we had to leave, and I pushed her away and told her "I have to leave with my friends. Sorry."

So guys, What did I do wrong with the HB8, and what should I do next time I get into a makeout session with a girl I don't necessarily want to kiss? Also, I feel bad in a way too because it wasn't even me who initiated, it was her. And my first initiation was a failure.

Starting up the beer pong game with the girls is pretty good. It's pretty easy to be super high energy and entertaining if you're playing in a beer pong game, and build a lot of attraction with your partner really fast. Try stuff like "if you don't make this shot I'm divorcing you. I keep the kids and the house." or any other over the top random stuff (hugging her when you/she makes a shot, etc.).

After losing the game you should have explicitly stated that you were going to do something (eg. "lets go dance" or "lets go over there get a drink"). I make that mistake all the time where she isn't invested enough in the interaction to follow you, but you don't make it clear that you are going to do something together, so the set breaks up.

Obviously, once you're not in set with her anymore, she's open game, and a drunk hot girl, so her shelf life is counted in seconds.

Lastly, try to apply this stuff everywhere you go. If you only wait for parties to try to learn game, it's going to be a slow process.

P.S. I want to hear how awkward it'll be with your dorm neighbor you made out with the morning after

Awkward. That night, a guy I knew who was friends with the girl started talking to me on facebook and started asking me how my night was. Told him I did it with someone random. He said he knew the person (I saw that coming).

He told me she took a liking to me. That was among the last things I wanted to take place as a result of the night before. Shook me up initially, but now I'm okay.

As of now, I have yet to see her 1-on-1 but I just plan on being brutally honest and telling her not to think too in depth of anything that happened that night.