hey guys just thought id make an entrance by giving a small snippet of my life story.sorry if this is in the wrong section i didnt know where to put it.

ever since i can remember iv had pretty decent confidence. i used to pull girls all the time when i was younger. they were never my age always a year younger and i dont really no the reason for it but girls my age just were not in to me. as i started to head towards 18 things started to change i had alot more interest from girls younger, lder and the same age. then i had a couple of girlfriends. i got abit attached to them both and then got my heart broken and cried like a little girl ( by the way these two realatinships were not at the same time lol ). after the second relationship ended i went mental. shagging about 17 english girls in the space of a year. i look back at it and i would say that 2 of them were actually beautiful. the rest i dont even remember hardly.

eventually i got out of this state of mind, gained back self respect and have managed to remember who i am. this is where the problem started. i started learning and reading pickup stuff from very reliable sorces, i learnt alot from it. not just about picking up women but other stuff to that works wonders in day to day life.

the problem is now that i know what im meant to be doing to make my chances even better. im worse at it than i have ever been before. iv not be laid in 6 months.

anyones opinions would be very helpful

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You described your past well, but your present poorly. Why exactly have you not been laid in 6 months? What are the problems? Be as specific as possible.

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i feel like i deserve much better. ill talk to a 5's or 6's, flirt and not follow through because i know they are not what i want. maybe i talk to them because i get the satisfaction of them liking me. im looking for a relationship ultimately. i want to aim higher push my limits. the chances don't come often when i see a women that i really like and if i do i chicken out. i get the conversation sometimes and when i do it goes well but then all of a sudden their gone. iv made them laugh iv been attractive, had a flirt. the problem is iv now got to wait till i see them next by luck to talk again.

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Now you are dead. how would you of lived your life?

So you're saying that you meet a beautiful woman, have a conversation, make them laugh, be attractive and you don't number close?

That's your problem.

yeah im not pushing it further like i used too.

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