| I’m in my 30s, got into the game over 10 years ago, with the help of the original Usenet forum. I’m quite experienced at this game, and have slept with many girls of various caliber. My game culminated with M/LTRs with 10s, after which I ended up marrying one, staying married for 7 years, then divorcing and moving on. Did not think I would be hitting this site here for help again, but having run out of ideas, and still believing there is no girl I cannot get, I decided to tap into the collective wisdom of this site…
With this girl girl we have a genuine connection, she is an exceptional person, with great intelligence, confidence, sexuality and ball-busting abilities that would put David D. to shame. Oh, and she’s also 14 years younger than me, and is the most beautiful woman I’ve ever met.
We met over a year ago, and started talking or meeting regularly 6 months ago, first every couple of weeks, then weekly, then every day. Time flies when we are together, sometimes 6 hours will go by without us even noticing it, while we’re cooking, laughing, having drinks. We’ve taken trips together, having the best time ever, but lacking any physical contact. I feel like a total douchebag writing this, and can’t believe I’ve let my feelings get so far without sleeping with her, yet I can’t stop.
She is also very attached to me. On a couple of occasions, when I was out of the cell coverage area, she called me 6 times, left messages on my facebook, and email, even called my work phone. Yet, there is zero reciprocation of my kino, and she keeps sending verbal signals that there is no way we’ll start sleeping together, without saying it outright. And then she tells me about a dream she had about us making out.
Another episode that happened about a week ago was that she started flirting with one of my close (married) friends, with DBB and light kino. This had really pissed me off, and I thought of completely cutting her off, but could not quite do it. I am planning on meeting with her at least once more (tonight) to see if there is any last chance to escalate our relationship. At the same time, she is a total riot, and I would not want to cut my ties with her even if we never have sex.
So, my request to the group is whether there are any all-in strategies anyone has used, any routines or other suggestions for this situation. Please keep this to constructive comments.
Onslaughs - NYC
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