So, four days ago, I met a girl named Lisa, she's very beautiful, and has the most amazing personality of anyone I've ever met. She's a huge party-er, and does mainly that on the weekends. Surprisingly, she gave me her number through a facebook message the day after I met her. I thought, "hey, she's giving me her number, and I didn't even ask, this is great." So, I texted her, and the first day of texting her, we hit it off, but I was trying to play it cool. We flirted, and made sexual jokes, and learned a good bit about each other. The next day it was Friday, and I texted her good morning, and we were off to school. We texted back and forth a bit throughout the morning, and I unintentionally ran into her walking to one of our next classes, I smiled and said hey, but I was walking with a friend of mine who just happened to be one of her exes, so she avoided actually walking with me, when I got to my next class I had learned from her ex that they had dated, so I texted her and apologized for making that awkward encounter, and her mood changed a bit, but I had already made plans to skip one of my classes, and hang out with her during her lunch, so we hung out at lunch and talked a bit. Afterwards, I texted and everything seemed fine again. Some guy friends of mine, had made plans to smoke some weed after school, so I asked her if she wanted to come along, and she said sure. As we were walking to smoke, everything was good, and we were just talking. While we were smoking she asked me to shotgun the blunt with her, and then we kissed via shotgun, I was high, and didn't say much, because I tend to get high alone. We went and hung out at the mall with the other guys, and it was time for her to go, so she got up, gave me a good hug, and told me to text her, and then I left as well. I texted her, and everything was well, but she seemed a lot less interested in the conversation than usual, I told her that we should hang out again soon, and she said that we definitely should, and smiled, we talked for about ten more minutes, and then she randomly quit texting me, so I told her to text me when she could talk. An hour later, she texts me, and I text back, and then she quits talking to me again, so I ask her if she's busy an hour later, and she said kind of, so I told her to text me when she can talk, she didn't reply, an hour later, I told her I had a good time hanging out with her that day, and ten minutes after that, it was 10:30 and I was tired, so I told her goodnight, and to text me tomorrow when she has time. I wake up at 6 to a text from her at 1 am, saying hey. I texted her good morning, and she texted back an hour later asking why I'm up so early. I say I don't know, and at this point I'm sending two texts within 20 minutes. I think this is where I fucked up.. We talk a bit throughout the day, me trying to milk the conversation by sending multiple texts throughout the hours it takes her to reply, and she said that she was partying that night, so I try to make plans to party with her, and she didn't text back at all from 6 to 12. In this time I get drunk alone, and smoke a bit of weed.. Alone. She texts me, once I mention that I'm drunk in the multiple texts I sent throughout the night, and asks what I'm doing, and I told her smoking a blunt, while she said that she was dancing on a table, and she told me to come match a blunt. I told her that I couldn't drive because I was too fucked up, so she asks where I live, and if I want to match a blunt, and then I tell her where I live, and she said nevermind because it's too far away, so I tell her maybe tomorrow if she wants. Then, all hell broke loose when I started drunk texting her, which consisted of this.. Bare with me.
Me: Did you know your eyes are gorgeous?
Lisa: Yeah. They're pretty awesome.
Me: Haha I know. Did you also know that I try too hard, you're way out of my league, and I can't keep up with you?
Lisa: Well damn. Haha
Me: Good ass answer.
Lisa: So, what did you do tonight?
Me: I stayed home, got drunk, and smoked 3 grams of weed in my room, and then felt sorry for myself for being desperate, and now we're here. See what intoxication does to me? Haha how about you?
Lisa: Being desperate? And fuck dude. I did too much shit today.
Me: Haha, desperate for affection, not a relationship.. Hence the reason I try to hard. Haha, sounds like a good day to me.
Me: I apologize if I'm bombarding you with this shit, but people say I'm the smartest and most truthful when I'm drunk. Hahaha
Me: Well, it was good talking to you for that little bit, but hey, talk to me sometime. Come over tomorrow if you can find time in your busy sxhedule, and we'll watch The Devil Inside, and I'll hold your hand when you feel like a little girl.
Me: *Schedule.
Me: I'll leave you alone for the rest of the night, and quit blowing up your phone.. Goodnight, Lisa.
Me: I know I said I'd leave you alone, but I can't sleep, or even pass out..
Me: And you're either asleep or partying, so, I'm going to fuck off and quit trying so hard. I have to get it through my head that you're just my friend until something outrageous happens.
All of the messages I sent while I was drunk texting after talking about being desperate was sent within 1:34 am, and 3:05 am.
I fucked up. Is there anyway I can salvage a possible chance with her? It's the morning after, and I haven't talked to her since.. The reason I actually try too hard and I realize that is because I haven't had any physical contact with a woman in over 9 months. Not even a kiss..
Please, please, anyone help!
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